Layleeh Maleek Part 1 Complete Hausa Novel

*Chapter twenty eighth*

Sauƙan harshensa acikin bakinta ne yasa bugun zuciya, da nunfashinsu soma ƙoƙarin ɗaukewa, musamman saboda yanda sukaji wani irin abu me tsananin ƙarfi ya shiga cikin jikinsu, wanda hakan yasa suka samu kansu acikin wani irin yanayi me matuƙar wahalar fassaruwa, irin yanayin kuwa da dukkaninsu basu taɓa sanin cewar akwaishi acikin duniya ba, yanayin daya gusar musu da hankali haɗi da nutsuwarsu, kana yanayin da yasa gaba ɗaya rauninsu bayyana, tabbas ayau dukansu sun shaida cewar su ɗin muradi da kuma BURI ƊAYA ne, domin haɗewar su waje ɗaya yasa wani irin matsanancin shauƙi da kuma zazzafan ƙauna ya shiga yawo acikin jininsu, tare da haukata duk wani nau'in tunanin dake yawo acikin ƙwaƙwalwarsu, wanda sanadin haka yasa gaba ɗaya jikinsu ya soma ɓari.
Tabbas ayau bashi da ikon control ɗin kai da kuma zuciyarsa, kasancewar ayau ne duk wata soyayyar dake ɓoye acikin zuciyarsa ta bayyana kanata afili, haƙiƙa rasa Laylerh awajensa tamkar rasa rayuwarsa ne, domin kuwa ayau ya sake tabbatarwa da kansa cewar itace bugun zuciya da numfashinsa.
Tabbas wannan yanayi ne da ya zamo baƙo agaresu, saboda haɗuwar saliva ɗinsu waje ɗaya ba ƙaramin gigita musu tunani yayi ba, musamman Laylerh wanda ɗanɗanon yawun bakin Maleek ɗin yasa ta fara ƙoƙarin manta kae da kuma duniyar da take, kasancewar a iyaka tsawon rayuwarta, wannan shine karo na farko da wani namiji ya fara sanya bakinsa acikin nata, kuma wannan shine karo na farko da ta fara jin ɗanɗano da kuma launin saliva ɗin sa.
Maleek kuwa da gaba ɗaya jikinsa ya ɗauki rawa, ahankali cikin matsanancin shauƙin dake ɗibansa, ahankali ya sake tura harshensa acikin bakinta, amatuƙar sanyaye yasa laɓɓansa ya kamo ƴan ƙananan lips ɗinta, da aka shafawa sweat lipgloss, hannayensa yasa ya sake matseta ajikinsa, adaidai lokacin da yayiwa lips ɗinta wani fitinannen sucking ɗin daya sa lokaci ɗaya numfashinta ya soma ƙoƙarin ɗaukewa, haƙiƙa kasantuwar hakan shine karo na farko agaba ɗaya tarihin rayuwarsu, shin tayaya zasu misalta yanayin, da kuma faɗarsa?.

Tabbas ba zata iya jurewa yanda yake tsotsan bakinta da jajayen laɓɓansa masu masifar taushi ba, domin har aƙasan ƙafarta takejin wani abu na yi mata yawo, yayinda gaba ɗaya tsikar jikinta suka mimmiƙe, jin yanayin nasu take kamar amafarki, kasancewar ko da wasa bata taɓa kawo tunanin hakan aranta ba. Yanayin yanda yake juya harshensa acikin bakinta ne, yasa harshensu haɗewa waje ɗaya.
Wanda hakan yasa cikin fitinnannen yanayin da ta samu kanta aciki ta sake shigewa jikinsa, haɗe da manna ƙirjinta da nasa, wanda kuma tayi hakanne saboda bata cikin hayyacinta, kasancewar garɗi da kuma daɗin saliva ɗinsa, yasa tuni ta manta matsayita, da kuma sanin wacece ita.
AÉ“angaren Maleek ma hakan take, dan kuwa kamar yanda Layler'n ta zauce haka shima ya fita hayyacinsa, yayinda gaba É—aya ya manta wacece ita awajensa, zazzafan soyayyar da yake mata yasa shi manta cewar ita É—in matar wani ce, kana halaliyar wani, kuma mallakin wani.
Saboda ayanzu gaba É—aya zuciyarsa ta cika da matsanancin son nunawa Laylerh'n irin yanda yajima yana muradin ta.
Yanayin yanda yake shan bakinta amatuƙar zauce ne yasa shi mata wani irin runguma, wanda har sai da ƙashin jikinta yayi ƙara, saboda yanda ya matseta sosai ajikinsa, haka yakejin kansa kamar mayunwacin zaki, yayinda kuma yakejin kamar ya ciro zuciyarsa ya damƙa mata atafin hannunta, ko hakan zai sa ya samu sassauci na daga abun da yakeji, saboda ayanzu yakai ƙololuwar zautuwa akan soyayyarta, haƙiƙa son da yake mata ya wuce duk wani tunanin me tunani.

Laylerh kuwa ahankali wasu zafafan hawaye suka kwaranyo daga cikin idanunta, yayinda tuni tsayuwa ya soma ƙoƙarin gagararta, duba da irin yanda ta samu kanta acikin wani fitinannen baƙon yanayi, wanda kuma tunda take adunia bata taɓa shiga makamancinsa ba, tabbas ayanzu Maleek ya kawota wata gaɓa, wanda yasa bazata ko iya tsayawa da kafafunta ba, kasancewar kuma takai maƙura ne yasa, ahankali gaba ɗaya jikinta ya sake, take kuwa ta narke ajikinsa, tare da soma yunƙurin zube guiwowinta aƙasa.
Saidai kuma kasancewar Maleek ɗin na riƙe da ita, hakan yasa bai bari ta kai ƙasa ba, ya sake mannata da jikinsa.
Ahankali cikin yanayin sanyi ya zare bakinsa daga cikin nata, tare da haÉ—e goshinsu waje É—aya.
Idanunsa wanda sukayi jajur, suke kuma ɗauke da danshin hawaye ya buɗe, tare da sauƙe ganinsa akan kyawawan idanunta, wanda har zuwa yanzu basu daina zubar da ƙwalla ba.
Ahankali ya soma fitar da wani irin numfashi.
Cikin yanayin sanyi da kuma son daidaita nutsuwarsa, yakai hannunsa kan fuskarta, ahankali ya soma ƙoƙarin share mata hawayen dake kwance kan fuskar nata.
Jin hannunsa akan fuskarta ne, yasa ta ɗaura nata hannun akan nasa, tare da kama hannun nasa ta riƙe.
Cikin yanayin sanyin dake bayyana matuƙar rauninta, ahankali ta soma ɗan grgiza kanta, yayinda laɓɓan bakinta suka soma ɗan motsawa, da alama wani abu takeson faɗa, amma kuma ta kasa.
Ganin hakan da yayi ne kuma ya sashi ƙura mata tsumammun idanunsa, dake matuƙar rikitata.
Ƙwarai yasan akwae wani abu acikin zuciarta, wanda kuma hakanne kuma ya sashi, jafa idanunsa acikin nata baya ko ƙyaftawa, kasancewar so yake ya karanci abun dake cikin zuciarta ta hanyar kallon ƙwayar idanunta, saidai kuma yanayin yanda zuciarsa ke bugawa da matsanancin sonta, ya riga daya sashi rasa duk wata nutsuwarsa, yayinda daga wani sashe na ɓangaren tunaninsa kuwa, gani yake kamar duk abun dake faruwa bai zamanto gaskia ba, haka yake ganin komai kamar amafarki, saboda kasantuwarsa da Laylerh'n ya sashi jin wani abu na daban, kana kuma na musamman, haƙiƙa ayau zuciarsa ta riga da ta gama karyewa, domin yasan cewar ya rasa fata da duk wani muradin sa, tayaya zai iya rayuwa batare da ita ba? tayaya zuciyarsa zata iya jurewa? sama da shekaru sha ya ɗauka yana dakon wani abu azuciarsa wanda baisan ko menene ba, duk kuwa da cewar akowacce rana zafi da kuma ɗaɗaɗin abun na sukan zuciarsa amma haka yake daurewa, akullum burinsa kuma shine yasan gaskiyar abun dake zuciarsa, baisan kowa ba, bai saba da kowa ba, shi kaɗai yake rayuwarsa, idan zafi yaji shi kaɗai yake shanyewa, haka kuma idan yaji damuwa zuciarsa yake barmawa, saboda bashi da wanda zai faɗawa, sama da shekaru bakwae kenan yanzu da sanin haƙiƙanin matsalar dake damun zuciarsa, amma haka ya daure, ya kuma bawa kansa ƙarfin guiwa, akullum ji yake ajikinsa cewa bazai taɓa zama me gazawa ba, wannan yasa komae tsananin abu yakan iya jurewa, haƙiƙa amatsayinsa na Namiji kuma soldier ya shanye abubuwa da yawa, amma ayau rana ɗaya kawai komai ya ruguje, yazama Loser.
Tabbas bazai taɓa mantawa da wannan ranar ba, domin acikinta ya fara sanin meye gazawa, haka kuma acikinta ne yafara sanin haƙiƙanin ƙunci, da kuma ɗacin rayuwa, kana kuma acikinta ne kalmar Gazawa ta mamaye gaba ɗaya rayuwarsa, ya zama me RAUNI, me tsananin RAUNI.
Lallai ako da yaushe mutum yana rayuwa cikin lafiya ne idan jini yana gudana yanda ya kamata acikin jikinsa, idan akasin hakan ta faru kuma saɓanin farinciki ne yake biyowa baya, kasancewar Laylerh itace ginshiƙin numfashi, kuma jininsa me zai faru dashi kenan alokacin da tabar jikinsa? amsa guda ɗaya ce itace Mutuwa.
Haƙiƙa ya aminta cewar gaba ɗaya rayuwa cike take da ƙaddara, kuma ako yaushe sanjawa take, kamar yanda ayau wata sabuwar shafin ƙaddara ta buɗe masa, wanda kuma sanadin hakan yasa, ya zamo mutum me matuƙar rauni.
Tabbas akullum kuma ako yaushe yakan tambayan kansa, akan meyasa ƙaddara take wujijjiga rayuwarsa?.
Yau ga Laylerh tsaye agabansa amatsayin matar wani, Laylerh'n da ya rayu da sonta acikin kirjinsa sama da shekaru, Laylerh'n da kowani bugun zucia da numfashinsa ke tafiya da matsanancin sonta, Laylerh'n da yakejin ta ajikinsa kamar jini, Laylerh'n da ta kasance. AYSHNOOR É—insa, mafarkinsa, burinsa, kana kuma bugun zuciyarsa, Laylerh'n da tazamo gaba É—aya duniyarsa.
Tabbas abune me matuƙar wahala jure rayuwa babu masoyi, saidai har yanzu bazai cire rae ba, haƙiƙa zai jira, kuma ko yaushe zai zamana cikin jiranta, tabbas zai jirata har zuwa lokacin da zuciarsa zata daina bugawa, lokacin da numfashinsa zaibar gangar jikinsa, son LAYLERH ajininsa yake, daina sa abune da har abada bazae taɓa yiwuwa ba.

Idanunsa da suka cika da ƙwalla ya lumshe, tare da cije laɓɓansa da ƙarfi.
"Zanjiraki Ayshnoor, haƙiƙa zan jiraki har zuwa lokacin da numfashi zae bar jikina!..."
YafaÉ—a cikin wata irin raunanniyar muryar dake bayyana karyewar zuciarsa, wanda kuma ga dukkan alama baisan maganar tasa ta fito fili ba, dan atunaninsa azuciya yayi ta.

Ahankali ya sassauta riƙon da yayi mata, cikin sanyi ya ɗaura bakinsa adaidai tsakiar forehead ɗinta, tare da sakar mata wani irin hot kiss, wanda yasa gaba ɗaya tsikar jikinta mimmiƙewa.
Ahankali ya É—an soma janye jikinsa baya daga gareta.
Laylerh da wani sabon kuka ke shirin cimmata, da sauri ta riƙo hannunsa, kanta tasoma girgizawa, kana cikin wata irin muryar da ta taho tare da matsanancin kuka tace.
"Dan Allah Yah Maleek! Dan Allah!!!" Yanayin yanda tayi maganar cikin kukane yasa shi soma girgiza mata kai, tare kuma da ƙoƙarin zare hannunsa dake cikin nata, saboda bayajin zai iya jurewa yanayin da yakejin kansa aciki, domin idan yaci gaba da kasancewa ahaka zuciarsa zata iya tarwatsewa.
Laylerh kuwa da gaba ɗaya kukan da take yakusa shiɗar da'ita, ganin da gaske zai zare hannunsa daga cikin nata ne yasa ta fashewa da wani sabon kuka me tada hankali, wanda yasa gaba ɗaya jikinta ya soma rawa, hakanne kuwa ya bashi daman zare hannunsa daga cikin nata, ahankali ya ɗan soma jan jikinsa baya, tare da soma girgiza mata kai, yayinda kuma ya kasa ɗauke idanunsa akanta, wanda suka cika da ƙwalla.
Ganin hakane kuma yasa itama ta soma girgiza masa kae, saboda kuka yaci ƙarfinta sosai, hakan yasa bazata iya magana ba, duk da cewar kuma ƙafafunta sun kasa tsayuwa waje ɗaya, haka tashiga takawo ahankali, dan so take ta kusanta kanta dashi, domin har yanzu bai daina jan jikinsa baya daga gareta ba.
Hannunta dake rawa ta miƙo masa, cike da burin son ya kama hannun nata, cikin muryarta da ta zama over cracking tace..
"Pl....e.a...s.ee BOO don't leave me! Please!!!"
Tamkar narkakkiyar dalma haka zuciarsa ta narke, alokacin da taƙirasa da sunan BOO, sunan da yajima yana so yaji daga bakinta, sunan da yayi matuƙar kewar jinsa daga bakinta.
Take hawayen dake cikin idanunsa suka soma ƙoƙarin sauƙowa kan kumatunsa, wanda hakan yasa cikin sauri ya juya, tare da murɗa handle ɗin ƙofar bathroom ɗin dake bayansa ya shige, kafun Laylerh'n ta ƙaraso kuwa tuni ya murzawa ƙofar key.
Hakanne kuwa yasa Laylerh da ta iso da sauri, ta faɗa jikin ƙofar tare da sakin wani irin kuka me matuƙar taɓa zucia da kuma ta da hankalin me sauraro.
Jin kukan tane kuma yasa ahankali ya sulale ƙasa inda ya zauna daɓas, tare da jingina bayansa da jikin ƙofar, idanunsa ya rumtse ƙam saboda kokaɗan bayason jin kukan Laylerh'n, dan ko ayanzu haka jin zuciarsa yake na ƙuna kaman zata faso ƙirjinsa.
Laylerh kuwa zuwa yanzu, mafarkin da tayi daren shekaran jia ne ya shiga dawowa ƙwaƙwalarta filla filla, wanda hakan yasa sautin kukanta ƙaruwa, har ya kai ga numfashinta ya soma ƙoƙarin ɗauƙewa, hakanne kuwa yasa ta ta durƙusa guiwowinta aƙasa tare da jingina kanta da jikin ƙofar, ahankali cikin sheshsheƙa ta soma ƙiran sunansa.
Maleek kuwa duk yanda yaso daurewa hakan ya kasa, dan haka yakejin kaman kansa zai tarwatse, haƙiƙa kukanta shine abu na farko dake saurin karyar masa da zucia, kana kuma shike sawa yaji kaman ana sukan zuciarsa da mashi, saboda matuƙar yaji sautin kukanta, zuciarsa ɗumi take ɗauka.
Ahankali ya tashi daga jikin ƙofar, tare da arowa kansa juriya ya ƙarasa gaban jakuzzien dake cikin toilet ɗin, haƙiƙa ayanda yakejin kai da zuciarsa, yasa shi jin zai iyayin komai matuƙar zaiji salama da kuma sassauci. wannan yasa batare da tunanin komai ba ya shiga cikin jakuzzie'n dake cike da ruwa ya kwanta, tare kuma da nutsa kansa acikin ruwan, hakanne ko yasa gaba ɗaya jikinsa ya lume, take kuma ruwan ya soma shiga cikin hanci da bakinsa.
Yanayin yanda ya kwanta acikin ruwanne kuma yasa ga wanda baisani ba idan ya shigo cikin bathroom ɗin bazai taɓa tunanin cewa akwai mutum acikin jakuzzie'n ba, saboda yanda gaba ɗaya ruwan dake cikin jakuzzie'n ya haɗiyesa.

Sunday 27 december 2020
7:36 pm.
1/19/21, 8:25 PM - Ummi Tandama: *L.M*