Tabarmar Kashi Part 1 Complete Hausa Novel

Ci gaba tayi da sauka daga gadon, tana ganin ta gama bashi amsa,no need ta tsaya wani dogon magana,gefe daya zuciyarta na sake cika da mamakin hajiya qarama,tare da jin cewa ta shiryawa tunkararta da dukka wani nau'in abu da zatazo dashi.

Sai daga gama sauka kaf yana kallonta ba tare da ya sake cewa komai ba yana sake nazartar garfin hali da kafiva irin nata. Sunkuya tayi da zummar gyara takalminta ta saka,sarawar da kanta yayi ya sanyata tallafeshi tana furta

"Wash" ba tare data tuna ma yana wajen ba. Sai a sannan ya mige a nutse, ya tako a hankali zuwa inda take,qamshinsa ya tabbatar mata da garin kusancinsa da inda take
*H U G U M A*

*_TABARMAR ƘASHI_*💔
Book 02
Page 20

Bude idanunta tayi a hankali ba tare da ta daga kanta ba,saboda tsaiwarsa a gabanta dava gefe ya bata damar ganin doguwar fara qal din qafarsa. Sake yunqurawa tayi da nufin tashi

"You can't do it,lemme help you" ya fada yana miqa mata hannunsa. Kau da kai tayi,ta yaya zata bashi hannunta?,gobe yayi mata sharri yace ta taba masa hannu?. Wannan abun ya sanya ta qarfafawa kanta gwiwa,ta yunqura a karo na biyu ta miqe gaba daya,saidai ko taku biyu bata yi ba duhu ya mamaye idanunta,wani irin jiri ya debeta yayi baya da ita zai zubar a wajen. He is ready akan kome zai faru already,saboda yanayinta ya gama nuna masa babu lallai ta iya barin dakin kamar yadda taso,tsabar dai taurin kaine da kafiya irin nata,don haka cikin zafin nama ya tallafota,yayi mata kyakkyawan masauki saman qirjinsa. Duk da yanayin da take ciki amma hakan bai hana hancinta zuqar ni'imtaccen qamshin dake fita tun daga ainihin skin da gargasar qirjinsa,vest zuwa rigar jikinsa ba. Wani irin abu taji wanda ya tilastata damqe gaban rigarsa da hannunta,ya lumshe idanunsa kadan yana sauke ajiyar zuciya saboda yadda dumin jikinta ya fara ratsa rigar jikinsa zuwa fatarsa yana ratsa jikinsa sosai

"stubborn girl" ya furta qasa qasa da wata irin murya me taushi. So take ta tureshi daga jikinta amma ta kasa saboda jirin da takeji,yasa hannunsa ya tallafeta sosai,sannan ya fara takawa da ita sannu a hankali suna fita a dakin.

Hankalinta a tashe yake,bata son kasancewarta cikin jikinsa,tana jinta ne kamar a kan qaya,batason wani ya gansu a haka,to amma yadda takejin garin yana juya mata tasan tayi qarya tace zata iya takawa da kanta. A hankali suke takawa,bugun zuciyarsa na sauyawa da wani irin bugu na daban,qamshin turarenta na shige masa hanci,kamar yadda qamshin hair mist dinta ke ratsa dan kwalinta yana fitowa zuwa qofofin hancinsa. Duk taku daya da zatayi sai tudun qirjinta ya gogeshi,idanunsa yake rufewa yana jin abun yana tabashi har tsakiyar kansa,hakan ya sanya jikinsa ya fara weakening,ya dinga kokawa da kansa ya sake aro jarumta ya yafa,sai ya dinga Allah Allah su isa ya zareta daga jikinsa. Dab da zasu shiga sassan nasa yaja ya tsaya saboda muryar Joseph da yake jiyowa,ya tuna ya barsh ne yana goge goge. A nutse ya juya gefan damansa yana kallonta,rigar atamfa ce a jikinta,duk da dinkin boubou ne amma hakan bai hana tudun qirjinta fita ba sosai,da alama tana daga cikin matan da suke da baiwar cikarsa da kuma tsaiwarsa,ganin sun tsaya sai ta danso janyewa baya kadan,ya dauka zata fadi ne,da hanzari ya zanya dukka hannayensa ya tallafota don kada ta fadi inda kai tsaye yayi mata masauki a karo na biyu cikin qirjinsa ya maida hannuwansa ya rufeta gam a tsakiyar faffadan qirjin nasa,jikkunansu suka mannu guri guda dumin jikinsu kuma ya sake gauraya yana ratsa jikinsu da kyau. A tare suka sauke ajiyar zuciya wadda ta fito duka lokaci daya,sãahar ta lumshe idanunta zuciyarta na quna ta yadda yau din ya samu damar hada jikinsa da nata,jikin da yake iqirarij batasan darajarsa ba. Tattara dukka hannuwanta tayi ta tureshi daga gareta,abun yazo masa a bazata don haka ta zamu nasarar raba kanta da shi,idanunta da suke adan jirkice ta dubeshi dasu

"Kada ka sake tabani,zan iya taimakon kaina" daga wannan ta fara takawa zuwa cikin gidan kai tsaye hannunta riqe da dankwalinta daya zame. Binta yayi da kallo cike da mamaki,wanne irin taurin kaine da ita?,tana tafe tana layi amma duk da haka bata fasa tafiya ba,normally yana da wani irin tausayi ga mara lafiya. Dab da zata shiga parlor din muryar Joseph ta qara tashi da alama suna hira ne shi da jacob cikin dariya da kakaci,sai a sannan ya tuna suna falon,kanta kuma babu dankwali,kuma a haka zata ratsa ta tsakaninsu ya tabbatar,wannan tunanin ya sanyashi daga qafa don ya risketa ya tsaidata,saidai tun kafin ya isa tuni ta shige abinta.

Sanda ta shigo din da kallo Joseph ya dan bita dashi,kallo daya yayi qas da kansa yana ci gaba da mopping din da yakeyi,lokacin da yake yunqurin dauke dubansa daga kanta dai dai lokacin toufeeq din ke shigowa. Cak ya tsaya yana zura hannuwansa a aljihun wandonsa tare da hadiye wani irin yawu. Haka kawai yaji ransa yayi mugun baci.

"Joseph" yayi kiran sunansa da wata murya me kaushi,cikin rawar jiki ya amsa ya kuma ajjiye mopping stick din ya qaraso da sauri ya zube a gabansa. Fada sosai ya shiga zubawa cikin bacin rai,ta inda yake shiga ba ta nan yake fita ba. Daga Joseph har jacob tsuru tsuru sukayi,don sautin fadan nasa ne ya fiddo Jacob daga kitchen shima,at last yace

"Get out from here,you All" ba wanda ya sake cewa komai sai ajjiye kayan aikinsu da sukayi suka jera suka fice,su duka suna mamakin abinda ya bata ransa,iya tsahon zamansu dashi bai taba musu fada irin haka ba.

Wayarsa ya fidda daga aljihu ransa a bace,ta yaya zata ratsa tsakanin masu aikinsa a haka?,tsabar taurin kai ne kawai da kafiya irin nata,kuma zaiyi maganin wannan taurin kan nata surely. Har ya fara kiran Dr anwar,sai ya katse ya koma kiran Dr raheema,bugu uku kacal ta daga

"Ki sameni gida yanzu" abinda ya fada kenan ya gintse kiran. A hankali ya koma saman hannun kujera ya zauna,har yanzu yana jin zuciyarsa na masa quna,ya daga hannunsa ya kalli tsadajjen agogon dake maqale a lafiyayyar fatarsa. Yana da schedules da yawa yau dinma,akwai baqin da yasa aka ajjiye a tahir guest palace amma cikin jikinsa yakejin kamar bazai samu zuwa ba. Kamar kuwa jibril yasan abinda yake saqawa sai ga shigowar kiransa,ya kalli wayar da kyawawan fararen qwayoyin idanunsa,sai ya daga wayar ya saka a kunnensa

"Sir,i think kamar ka manta,we have an important with the guest who is staying at the guest house,sunce morning flight zasu bi gobe,seven pm dot,They asked me to tell you, if you don't mind, the conversation should be over tonight" kai ya gyada

"Alright,kazo ka daukeni after one hour,banason rakiyar kowa"

"Yes sir" jibril ya amsa masa cikin girmamawa. Yana sauke wayar dr raheema na shigowa. Kai tsaye yayi mata nuni da hallway na dakunansu. Nauyi taji sosai,saboda bata taba yin nan gefan ba hasalima part din nasa yaune karon farko data fara shigowa,so sai abun yayi mata kwarjini da yawa.

"Don't mind,ki shiga tana ciki" ya furta calmly

"Okay madam ce?" Tayi tambayar tana murmushi,kai ya gyada mata,sai ta gyara box din kayan aikinta tana cewa

"It's better to let her know first sir kafin na shiga" kansa ya daga a hankali yana duban hanyar,ya yadda da idea dinta,don haka ya miqe a nutse yana maida wayarsa aljihu ya nufi hanyar.

Tana jingine da fuskar gadon idanunta a lumshe,zara zaran gashin idonta sun yiwa idanun nata rumfa da kyau,sau daya ta bude ido ta kalleshi ta mayar ta kulle,ya qarasa kanta ya tsaya yana dauke dubansa daga kanta

"Ki shirya ga dr nan zata shigo,ki gaya mata matsalarki,i don't want rudeness" ya qarasa maganar yana turawa Dr raheema gajeran tex akan ta shigo. Bude idanun nata ta sakeyi a hankali ta sauke a kansa,me ruwansa da rashin lafiyarya da zai kira mata likita,saboda tsabar girman kai da izza kuma yazo yana kafa mata dokoki kaman ita ta buqaci ganin likitan?.

Tare da nadeeya sukayo sallama da fadeela duka a tare.

"Oh sannu anty N" nadeeya ta fada cikin nutsuwa,tana gudun kada tayi misbehaving yanzu a sendata waje. Qaramin murmushin data fusgo da qyar ta sakewa nadeeya tana gyada kai,ta miqa hannu a hankali ta sanya hannun fadeela da duk take a dame cikin nata,ta tabbatar lokacin dawowarsu baiyi ba,tayi yaqinin fadeela ce taqi sakewa,ta gayawa nadeeya ita kuma ta tattarota suka dawo.

"Sunnu madam" Dr raheema ta fada cikin murmushi tana sake yaba kyan da sãahar din ke dashi

"Dama MT JARMA din sai mata irinku" ta fada a ranta tana murmushin gulmarsu da tayi.

"Yanzu ukhtie fadeela ta yaya za'a duba maman naki ehnn?" Dr raheema ta fada tana murmushi ganin yadda ta kafa ta tsare ta nannade hannun sãahar da kyau

"Karkiyi mata allura please dr" ta fada a shagwabe,dariya tadan saki

"Ah.....wai da allurar zanyi mata fa,kika sani ko qani maman naki zata baki ko bakiso?" Wani tsalle tayi hadi da sakin hannun sãahar da maganar Dr din ta sanyata kasa bude ido. Tuni fadeela ta maqale toufeeq tana dariya

"Da gaske daddy?,wai nima anty N zata haifo min qani?,daddy nima na daina wasa da teddy sai da qanina?" Gaba daya nauyi ya saukar masa,yasan halin Dr raheema ba wai tun yau ba,tana da mugun barkwanci da kuma kirki,amma haka kawai saita hada masa gwarama,ta qala masa abinda bai taba attempting aikatawa ba harda su wani ciki?

"Fadeeeeela" toufeeq yayi kiranta ganin ta dauki abun serious. Yadda yayi kiran nata ya sanya ta nutsu tana dubansa

"Ki nutsu za'a duba mara lafiya. Nadeeya come and take her,ku zauna a waje ku jira" ya fada yana wani basarwa saboda kallon da yaga nadeeyan tana masa,haka kawai zata janyo yara su rainashi,yadda yaga nadeeyan tana kallonsa itama tayi believing ne da abinda Dr raheema ta fada bisa alama.

"Kodai anyi abunne?" Ta fada qasa qasa tana duban idanun sãahar bayan ficewarsu nadeeya

"Da wa?" Sãahar din ta fada kai tsaye tana duban dr raheema din,don ko dazun da tayi zancan ciki bacin rai kawai ta dasa mata. Tambayar sai ta saka Dr raheema murmushi,tana zaton kunya kawai sãahar din takeji. Ga toufeeq kuwa ya fahimci sarai ma'anar amsar data bawa dr raheema din sai yayi folding hannayensa a qirjinsa yana duban fuskarta,zarginsa ya saje tabbata sanda ta juya kadan ta jefa masa wani kallo

"Ba maza ai a gidan" ta fada qasa qasa hankali kwance bayan ta dauke kai daga dubansa ta maida idonta ta lumshe. Dr raheema batace komai ba,ta bawa ranta zafin zazzabin daya fara hawa mata ne.

A nutse ta gama dubata,sai ta fidda PT strip

"Ko zaki kawomin fitzarinki zanyi pregnancy test,saboda nasan magungunan da zan rubuta miki" kai tadan juya kadan

"Ki rubuta maganin directly kawai" murmushi ta sakeyi mata kamar yadda yake nuna al'adarta ne hakan

"Sorry madam,indai matar aure ne dole tayi gwajin kafin karbar magani saboda gudun matsala ga qaramin cikin da ba'a san dashi ba" siriryar iskar ta furzar daga bakinta,itakam ta gaji da zancan cikin nan da taketa jawo mata shi d baki a gaban wannan dan izzar wanda ko a yanzun yana tsaye qyam kamar tsohon soja yana danne danne a wayarsa,sai ka rantse da Allah babu shi a dakin kwata kwata,ko kuma baisan abinda yake faruwa ba

"Am on my period " ta fada qasa qasa cikin jin takaicin tona asirin kanta da tayi da bakinta. Duk yadd tayi qasan da muryarta sai da yaji din, sauke wayarsa yayi saboda shigowar kiran jibril

"Zan fita yanzu,thanks dr,zan saka elyas yayi magana dake"

"Thank you sir,Allah ya bata lafiya"

"Ameen" ya amsa sannan ya maida dubansa gareta

"Take care" ya furta softly wanda sãahar ta tabbatar na ganin ido ne,bai tsaya jiran respond nata ba ya juya cikin nutsuwar nan tasa yana ficewa a dakin.

*H U G U M A*

*_TABARMAR ƘASHI_*💔
Book 02
Page 21

Ta kusa mintuna talatin tsaye a bakin window dinta tana jiran feedback na abinda ta shirya,first plan dinta kenan. A gaggauce ta sauke labulen tana amsa sallamar masura me aikinta data aika ta sanya mata ido akan abinda zai biyo baya. Shuru tayi har masura ta gama labarta mata,taja wani numfashi me tsaho ta fesar da me zafi

"A taqaice kinason kice ba wani rashin jituwa daya gilma a tsakani?" Kai ta gyada

"Dukka ma suna sassan nasa,harda Dr raheema,kamar ma batajin dadi ne"

"Tashi kije" ta bawa masura umarni,sai ta miqe tsam ta fice. Hannunta ta dunqule tana dan dukan daya tafin hannun nata dashi. Tayi missing target dinta,a gobe meenal zata sauka a gidan kuma tun a yau taso ta haifar da gagarumin rikici gami da rashin fahimta a tsakaninsu,to amma ya akayi ta kuskure?. A mganganun data gaya masa game da yarinyar tayi zaton har sai ta shiga maganar wajen sasantasu.

Mamakinta da daurewar kanta ya sake qaruwa lokacin da taji tashin motarsa,ta sauke labulen nata ta koma ta zauna saman sofa din dake falon. Tayi nisa a tunani har bataji lokacin da me aikinta ke gaya mata ta gama gyaran dakin meenal ba har sai data maimaita

"Good,ki wuce sashen su nadeeya,cikin dakunansu ki sake gyara mata daya a can"

"Okay hajiya" ta amsa mata a ladabce tana fita. Tayi hakanne saboda ta samar da kusanci na mussamman tsakanin meenal nadeeya da kuma fadeela data tabbatar itace ruhin toufeeq.

Qarfe sha biyu saura na dare ya samu dawowa,sanda ya shigo falon babu kowa,har qwayayen lantarki duka a kashe sai masu qarancin haske da aka bari kada duhun yayi yawa. Dining ya duba,kusan a yanzu bazai iya cin komai ba,amma kuma yunwa yakeji,dole ya zauna ya tsakura abubuwan da basu cika nauyi ba,su dinma baici da yawa ba ya ture,inda zai samu wannan hadin coffee din da yafi kowa murna,zuwa yanzu ya fara fita a kansa,saboda yasan idan ma ya hada baya masa dadi kamar nata,abun ya zame masa kamar jarrabi.

Cike da gajiya data qarawa tafiyarsa nutsuwa yazo zai wuce,idonsa ya sauka akan qofar dakin nata. Tunda ya tafi meeting din hankalinsa ke a rabe gida biyu wanda shi kansa baisan ainihin dalilin hakan ba. Har ya gota sai kuma ya dawo,ko ba komai haqqinta ne a kansa ya kula da lafiyarta kamar yadda take qoqarin kula masa da lafiyar diyarsa.

Haske ne sosai a dakin,da alama bacci ya dauketa ne ba tare data shiryawa hakan ba,don fadeela na kife ne saman cikinta,hannuwanta zagaye da bayan fadeelan. Gabansu ya qarasa ya tsaya sosai yana kallonsu,suna rungume da juna tamkar uwa da 'ya. A hankali ya zame ya durqusa daga gaban gadon inda suke kwancen,idanunsa saman fuskarta da take looking innocent cikin bacci,bayan a idanu biyu cikakkiyar matsiwaciya ce,sassanyan kyan nan nata da babu abinda ke sanyawa ya gushe shinfide akan fuskar tata. Da sauri ya dauke idanun nasa daga kanta ganin yadda suka fara yawo saman pink lips dinta,kwanyarsa nason tuna masa abinda yaji a wancan lokacin da ya nada lips din nata da nashi. Har zai miqe yaji alamun fitar numfashinta kamar ba dai dai ba,alamu suke nuna fadeela kenan tayi mata nauyi,sai ya zare duvet din data lullubesu dashi,ya soma zare fadeelan daga jikinta.

A firgice ta farka tare da sake qanqame fadeelan cikin zafin nama tana kiran sunanta. Cak ya tsaya yana dubanta cikin mamaki,gaba daya ta firgita kamar ana zare numfashinta ne. Sakar masa fadeelan tayi a hankali bayan sun hada ido,sai ta tsuke fuskarta tana qoqarin gyara gabab rigarta da ya tattare saboda janye yarinyar da yayi yasa ya bude don rigar me santsi ce,saita juya right side dinta tana sake jan duvet din sosai tana lulluba har saman kanta,cikin ranta tana jin haushin yadda kowanne lokaci yake shigo mata daki ba tare da neman izini ba,dole tayi masa magana,ba zata juri wanann ba,a duk yanayin da kake ciki sai mutum ya ganka kenan a haka?. Shima yana gama gyarawa yarinyar kwanciya ya tofeta da addu'a sai ya juya ya fice,tabi bayansa da kallon harara ta cikin duvet din, cikin sa'a ya waiwayo don ya manta bai kashe musu haske ba,tayi hanzarin maida idanunta ta kulle,sai kawai ya basar amma cikin jikinsa tabbas yaji tana kallonsa,ya kashe wutar yaja qofar ya fice,yadda ta firgita da jin ana jan fadeela na tsaya masa a rai,ya sauke sassanyar ajiyar zuciya sanda ya kammala shiga nasa dakin ya zare takalmansa a gajiye ya watsar dasu a gun ya zube saman sofa bed yana dage kansa saman bayan ya watsa hannayensa.

Yana fita ta waiwayo ta jawo yarinyar cikin jikinta,sai yau zasuci gaba da kwana tare,don kullum maji hanawa takeyi tazo,a nata nufin a barsu su sake,kuma fadeela tayi girma da kwana cikin iyayenta. Idanunta a rufe amma tana bitar abubuwan da suka faru wunin yau,bata jima tana wannan dogon tunanin ba bacci yayi awon gaba da ita.

***karfe biyar da rabi ta idar ta farka,a nutse ta sauka daga saman gadon,jikinta ya sake sosai,babu ciwon kan ko kadan,sai dan rashin qwarin jiki dan kadan. Bandaki ta wuce ta daura alwala ta dawo ta shimfida abun sallah,sai data idar sannan ta tashi fadeela,tana gamawa a nan gefanta saman abun sallar ta bingire bacci ya sake daukar yarinyar.

Tayi nisa wajen yin azkar dinta,yayin da gefe daya kuma qwaqwalwarta ke cike taf da tunani daban daban. Wayarta ce tayi haske kadan,ta jawota tana dubawa, afifa ce ta turo mata saqo,murmushi ya subuce mata tana girgiza kai,wato sajjad yana so ya sanyata ta manta da ita,lallai sunci bashi,bari a gama amarcin ta nemeta saita tsigaleta tas.

Tana shirin buda saqon sautin knocking ya ratsa kunnuwanta,ta tsaya tsam daga qoqarin bude saqon da takeyi tana son tantance daga inda sautin yake fitowa,don dai tabbas ba qofar dakinta akewa knocking din ba. Har ta basar jin cewa ba tata qofar ake bugawa ba,ta buda saqon afifa tana dubawa,wanda saqon sannu da jiki ne da kuma ban haquri,saidai har ta gama karantawa ta maida mata reply ba'a daina buga qofar ba. Maida idanunta tayi ta rufe bayan ta kalli agogo,duka duka yanzun qarfe takwas ne da wasu mintu na safe,to waye zai shigo har nan din yana irin wannan nacin qwanqwasa qofar?. A hankali bugun ke qara yawa,qaramin tsaki ta ja,ba kasafai ta fiyason hayaniya da safe ba,ta miqe a hankali tana gyarawa fadeela kwanciya ta nufi qofar dakin nata.

Cikin nutsuwa ta murda handle din ta bude qofar,ta kuma sanya kanta tana leqen tsahon hallway din don ganin me bugun da kuma dakin da ake bugawar. Hakan yayi dai dai da sanda shima ya buda qofar tasa,ya kuma sanyo kansa waje,fuskarsa tayi wani fresh da hasken sallar asuba tare da wani irin tarin nutsuwa da kamala da yake da ita.

Ido suka hada shi da ita,manyan fararen idanunsa da bacci yadan qara musu haske da girma,a tare suka janye dubansu sannan ta sauke kallon nata akan matashiyar dake tsaye gaban qofar dakin. Sanye take da skinny jeans da wata t.shirt da iya tsahonta qugunta,qafafunta dogayen takalma ne masu tsini da igiyoyi a jikinsu,sai qaramin Scarface dake kanta wanda iyakarsa wuyanta,ba wani abu da ya rufe mata,bata iya ganin fuskarta,amma duk da haka zaka iya gane tsananin sirantar da take dashi da kuma hasken fata.

"Yaa moha" ta fada da muryarta me tsananin sirantaka, muryar na dan rawa kadan alamun kuka takeson saki. A nutse ta maida jikinta ta kuma maida qofar dakin nata ta kulle,kwanyarta nason tuna mata wacece ita?. Gefan gado ta koma ta zauna tana qarshe cikon hailalarta da take guda dari duk rana safiya da maraice 200 kenan. Gefe daya kuma yarinyar na mata yawo a idanunta

"Haseena,'yar hajiya qarama" wani lungu daga qasan zuciyarta ya cillo mata amsar,bayan ta gama qirga kwanakin da hajiyan tace mata zata dawo,haka yake,indai lissafinta yayi dai dai kenan. Qaramin murmushi ne ya qwace mata a fuskarta,tadan girgiza kai kawai,wanann itace haseena din da hajiyar keta kururuta zuwanta?,saita girgiza kai kawai,ta sauka a hankali ta dauke fadeela ta maida saman gadon itama ta koma ta kwanta tana jan musu duvet. Dakin ya dauki shuru na wasu sakanni,tana ci gaba da salati qasan ranta idanunta a lumshe,dukka hallway dinma shuru,babu alamun motsin mutum kwata kwata.

Sanda ta maida qofar ta rufe duka akan idanunsa,a nutse yana kuma qarawa fuskarsa rashin walwala ya sauke dubansa akan yarinyar. Idanunta cike suke taf da qwalla,ta ritsashi da idanunta tana kallonsa da kyau,sai kawai ta zame jakar dake rataye a kafadarta ta ware hannunta da zummar rungumarsa. Da sauri yaja da baya yana jifanta da wani kallo

"Meenal,meye hakan?" Ya furta a mugun dake,tsaiwa tayi sak tana kallonsa,hawayen da take maqalewa na gangarowa

"I want to be in your arms yaa toufeeq please" ta furta tana sake sakar masa kuka. Tsaiwa kawai yayi yana kallon ikon Allah,yadda qanqanuwar yarinyar da aka haifa ta taso a gabansa ta zama haka,totally ma ta canza,tun daga yanayin halittarta kawo dabi'unta,tayi wani irin girma kamar sa'arsa,duk da cewa 'yan watanni ne tsakaninsu da nadeeya,amma sai ka rantse gaba take da nadeeya. Ganin baice komai ba sai hannunsa sa ya goye kawai a qirji yana mata wani kallo da batasan inda ya dosa ba,saita sulale a gurin ta duqa saman qafafunta tana sake sabon salon kukan

"Yaa toufeeq,i can't take it anymore,duk tsahon wanann lokacin da naqi kula kowa kai nake jira,na saka raina da duka burina a kanka" sai taci gaba da gaya masa abinda ke ranta kai tsaye ba kunya ko kwana kwana,gaba daya kansa sake daurewa yayi,yaushe ta zama mara kunya haka?.

"Look meenal" ya kirata yana sake hade ransa da kyau,a hankali ta daga idanunta da suka jagale da hawaye ta kalleshi

"Dama ina wasa dake?" Ya fadi da wani irin tone da ya fidda kwarjininsa har ya kusa bugar da ita,qoqarin tattaro dukka dauriyarta tayi,da gasken gaske takeson toufeeq fiye da lokacin baya kafin dawowarta da ganin da tayi masa yanzu,a wannan lokacin da tayi ido hudu dashi,bawai cikin hotunansa da take faman wallafawa ba,ta sake jin cewa a shirye take ta karba toufeeq din daga hannun kowacce mace

"Kaga alamar da wasa nake yaa moha?,kaga alamun wasa cikin soyayyar da nake maka?" Ta tambayeshi idanunta cikin nasa hawaye na sake wanke mata fuska. Abun sai ya koma bashi mamaki qwarai,yayi shuru yana karantarta

"Yaa toufeeq please say something,kayi magana mana,da gaske nake maka,bazan iya jurar rasaka ba,i can do anything a kanka,ciki kuwa harda kashe kaina muddin na rasaka!" Cikin 'yan mintuna qalilan ya gama fahimtar da gasken take fa,duk abinda take fadi din da gaske ne zata aiwatar,shi sai yake ganin ma kamar ba cikin saitinta take ba.

"Muje parlor" ya fadi yana nuna mata hanya,dole tana buqatar guidance and council,ya kamata ta fahimci shi din a matsayin yaaya yake a wajenta bawai masoyi ko mijin aure ba. Kamar ba zata tafin ba har sai da ya maimaita mata yana sake hade fuska,sai tayi gaba tana qoqarin tsaida hawayen nata.

A hankali ta bude idanunta saboda gajiya da tayi da rufesu din,baccin kuma da take sanya ran zuwansa baizo ba,batasan me zuciya da kunnuwanta suke jira ba,sai ta miqe a nutse tana gyara top din rigar baccin jikinta me rubi biyu,ta jawo dankwalinta me santsi daya dace da rigar ta daure kanta ta zuro qafafunta ta sauko daga saman gadon. Gaba daya ta manta da batun shan ruwan duminta,ta zura bedroom slippers dinta ta nufi qofa. Duk yadda taso ta dauke kai daga kallon qofar dakin da a dazun yarinyar ke tsaye amma ta kasa controlling din idanunta. Ba kowa yanzu a qofar dakin,saidai kamar a bude take bawai a rufe yadda ta saba ganinta ba kullum. Batasan dalili ba amma sai ta samu kanta da jan qaramin tsaki,ta juya tana fita a gurin.

Muryarsa a tausashe kunnuwanta suka fara jiyowa,a lokacin da yake magana da haseena cikin son kwatanta mata abinda ke cikin zuciyarta ba me yiwuwa bane

"Ka fahimceni yaa toufeeq,nima ba yin kaina bane,bansan lokacin da zuciyata ta kamu da matsanancin sonka ba,a yanzu kuma ba abinda kunnuwana zasu iya fahimta sai yaren sonka kawai" daidai lokacin idanunsa dana sãahar dake qoqarin wucewa kitchen suka hadu waje daya. Har tsakiyar kanta taji kalaman yarinyar da muryarta me bala'in sirantaka,ta lumshe idanunta tana daukesu daga kan toufeeq din,wani tsanarsa na darsuwa a ranta. Shikenan shi bashi da aiki sai jefa soyayya a zukatan 'yan mata?,su kuma basu da aiki sai zub da kima da martabarsu?,shin wai basajin kunyar roqon soyayya daga gurin namiji?, namijin ma irinsu toufeeq din me zafin kai izza da jin cewa shi din wani ne?.

Bata sake bari kunnuwanta sun jiye mata komai ba ta daga qafarta ta shige kitchen din da dan sauri kadan,sai a lokacin ya dauke idanunsa daga kanta,baiga komai saman fuskarta ba kamar yadda ya saba gani a baya akan fuskar AMEESHA a duk lokacin data fahimci wata mace tana ra'ayinsa,koda kuwa bata furta ba,a ranar babu zaman lafiya ko kuma kwanciyar hankali. Idanunsa dake dauke da wani irin maganadisu wanda ke sake dasa mata kakkaifar soyayyarsa cikin zuciyarsa ya zube mata cikin kowanne lungu na jiki da zuciyarta.

"HUGUMA*

_TABARMAR KASHI_*

Book 02 Page 22

• "Kije ki huta tukunna" ya fadi wa meenal din yanason shawo kan matsalar ta lumana,bayason akai ga ta qure dan garamin haqurinsa a kanta.

"I will be back to you koda baka nemeni ba" bai iya cewa komai ba don shi har yanzu yarinyar na bashi mamaki ne.
Banda ita din itace tabbas inda watace bata isa ya tsaya bata lokacinsa wai yana saurarenta ba. A abinda ma tayi masan na binsa har bedroom dinsa,abinda fadeela ce kawai ke da wanna damar, tabbas zafafan maruka ya kamata ya bata,to ko a yanzun ma baisan meye ya sanyayashi har haka a kanta ba.

Iska ya furzar a bakinsa,yana shirin migewa
Jacob ya shigo. Cikin matuqar girmamawa ya gaidashi

"Sir do you need something b4 i prepaid breakfast?"
"Warm water as usual" ya furta yana murza yatsansa a goshinsa.

"Jacob" ya kirashi da wani hanzari wanda har sai da
Jacob din ya dan zabura,sam ya sha'afa tana cikin kitchen din,sannan idan ya tuna da kyau sleeping dress ne kaman a jikinta,duk kuwa da cewa ko ina nata a rufe yake, amma ya tabbatar indai silky clothes ne dole su fidda wani abun koda baka sani ba.

"Come" ya fada yana gyara zamansa cikin sofas din.
Gabansa ya qaraso ya tsugunna

"Daga yau na canza maka kitchen, zaka koma amfani da extra kitchen dake backyard"

"Okay sir, but inason gaya maka ma,if possible zanje gida gobe, momma na bata jin dadi" mutum ne shi mai bada uzuri ga ma'aikatansa,musamman idan ya shafi lalurar iyali ko ta iyaye

"No worries* ya amsa masa a taqaice. Yana zaune har zuwa sanda Jacob ya dauko key na kitchen din,ya juya yana fita ta qofar gaba don yace kada ya bude ta qofar dake cikin main kitchen din.

Har ta tafasa ruwan tana jira ya huce sai taji batajin shansa, tayi taku biyu zata fita sai taja ta koma tana jan tsaki, kwata kwata bata qaunar sake giftasu bare taga kayan takaicin dake faruwa a falon. Tana mamakin yadda mace zata zub da kanta tayi tallan kanta a inda ba'a san daraja ko kimarta ba,me yasa suke rufe idanunsu.ne wai kaman basusan halinsa ba?. Sake jan tsaki tayi a karo na biyu,ta bude daya daga cikin locker's na cabinet din inda aka jera duk wani kayan tea,ta fara hada milk tea, ko bata sha ba ta ajiyewa fadeela,ta tabbatar kwana biyu tayi missing girkinta.

Sai data gama hada komai tsaf sannan ta javo. daya daga cikin kyawawan kitchen stool din dake kitchen din wanda suke iri daya sak da jikin cabinet na kitchen din. ta zauna a kai. Hannunta a qirjinta tana duban tukunyar da ta fara tafasa,qamshin cardamom na 'ana'ana da madara da flavour yana tashi kadan kadan yana cika kitchen din. Zuciyarta nason fadawa tunani amma tana turewa daga ranta, don batason yau kwata kwata ta kwana da wani ciwon kai bare a gobe ta rasa karsashin fita office a goben kamar yadda Dr jarma ya umarta

Tun kafin ya qarasa shiga qamshin yayi masa maraba,ya lumshe ido yana sanya kai a kitchen din, bakinsa dauke da sallama gasa qasa. Bata waiwayo ba ta amsa sallamar tana sake gyara yafen dankwalinta,kadan kadan yake dora idanunsa akan fuskarta,da gaske baiga alamun komai saman fuskartata ba. Ya garasa shigowa yana dauke kansa,ta qasan idonsa kuma vana satar kallon coffee pot dinta dake shirin fara tafasa wadda va tabbatar a nan gamshin da ya game sassan yake fita.

"'Ina kwana" ta fada ciki ciki tana murza yatsunta wadanda ke da sauran shatin jan lallen biki a jiki

"'Idan mutum vace bakisan daraiar ilkinki ba fitsarrun bakin nan naki yace zai qaryata right?" Ya fada yana kafeta da shanyayyun idanunsa. A bazata maganar tazo mata,sai ta daga fararen idanunta ta zubesu a fuskarsa wani abu me gyalli daga tsakiyarsu ya fusgeshi da qarfi ya maida nasa idanun ya lumshe, abinda dama yaketa son gani kenan, tsakiyar qwayar idanunta

"Ya kamata Jacob ya ganki a haka?" Yayi mata tambayar da wani yanayi da ya tunzurata

"Ya kamata Jacob ya zama yana shiga kitchen dinan?, Kai

ka damu dashi,ni dukkanku ban damu da wanzuwarku ba" shine abinda takeson gaya masa,amma sai wani sashe na zuciyarta ya kwabeta,uwa uba kuma a yau batason bashi damar da zai shanye mata tea ya barta da zafin lebe don haka sai ta kauda kanta kamar ba da ita yake ba. Hakan da tayi sai yaji abun ya zafafeshi

"Am talking to you" ya fada adan kausashe,har ta dago kamar zata kalleshi sai ta fasa, ta sauka daga kan stool din tana nufar tukunyarta sannan tace

"To" ta dauki garamin rariya ta fara tace ruwan madarar da ya tafasa yasha kayan qamshi. A nutse ta gama juyewa,ta ajiye kayan ta juya tana barin kitchen din.

Tukunyar data bari a wajen ya kalla,ya danja tsaki yana tambayar kansa tsoron yace ta dafa masa yakeji ko kuwa?. Kai ya girgiza

"No, bayason raini ne kawai" dole qanwar naqi ya jona coffee maker din yana hada kayan tare da addu'ar Allah yasa yayi dadi.

K'arfe sha biyu da rabi na rana suna zaune a falon, ranar farko kuma karon farko da ta taba zama a falon bawai wucewa ba,hakan ya faru ne saboda nacin da fadeelan ta dinga yi mata

"Please anty N mu zauna kawai a nan,nan din yafi dadi, kuma sai nafi sanin abby ya dawo,daxun yayimin alqawarin kawomin cookies" kumatunta ta kama taja tana murmushi

"Bakin kwadayi,shi yasa kike qara kumatu" hirar da suke ne ta tsaya cak, fara'ar fuskarta kuma tayi gaura duka lokaci guda. A nutse ta tashi daga durquson da tayi tana duban fuskar IG celebrity MEENAL YA'AQOUB AJI,wadda ta shahara da dora mabanbanta hotuna da fuskokin MT JARMA da Instagram basa gajiya da recommending mata ita tamkar ta buqaci haka daga garesu. Ta bangaren MEENAL itama sanda take takowa nata idanun suna kan fuskar säahar din, wani irin abu me girma yana zarta mata tun daga tsakiyar kanta har zuwa tafin qafarta. Jikinta dukka ya fara fidda gumi tana jin wani rudani yana shigarta. Addu'a takeyi qasan ranta. Ya Allah ya sanya ba wannan bace matar yaa moha, Allah ya taqaita wahalarta ya sanya ba ita bace,muddin hakan ta kasance tasan babu ta inda zatakai labari wajen hada kyanta da take taqama dashi dana sãahar din.

Duba daya tal ta yiwa meenal din ta dauke idanunta daga kanta,saboda cikin qasa da minti daya sautin muryarta ya tabbatar mata itace haseenar hajiya qarama. Yadda ta debeta ta watsar itama ya bata amsar cewa ita dince, itace matar da tasha gaban burinta takeson kawowa cikar burinta barazana,wannan tunanin ya sanya ta sake tsuke fuska itama

"Ukhtie....abby dinki yana ciki?" Ta tambaya don gudun karya tsarinsa, kamar yadda a dazun ya gargadeta kan bayason irin wannan zuwan

"Ya fita" fadeelan ta amsa mata a taqaice don ba wani sabo ko shaquwa bane me yawa a tsakaninsu,don meenal din na hannun mahaifinta tun tana da shekara goma sha biyar, kawai lokaci lokaci ne take zuwa musu hutu,tunda kuma ta shiga university ma bata sake zuwa ba sai yanzu data kammala

"Okay" meenal din ta fada, cikin satar kallon sahar ta samu waje ta zauna, ta kuma dora qafa daya saman daya ta fidda tsadajiyar wayarta ta fara dannawa.
Tamkar batasan Allah yayi ruwanta a gurin ba sukaci gaba da hirarsu da fadeela, nadeeya duka yau din bata nan, don haka sai su biyu. Har zuwa lokacin sallar azahar yayi ta janye fadeela suka wuce dakinta suka bada farali, sannan suka fice daga sashen don komawa sashensu,saboda yau tana da sha'awar yi musu abincin dare abinda tunda ta dawo gidan batayi ba.

Bayan sãahar din meenal tabi da kallo, tana da izza fiye da tata tana kuma da miskilanci da jin kai da yafi nata yawa yanzun ta ina zata fara quntata mata? ta wanne bangaren ya kamata ta fara ajiyewa rayuwarta bacin rai?, sai kawai ta gyara kwanciyarta cikin qayatattun kujerun falon tayi kwanciyarta hankali kwance,ta dauki. waya ta turawa hajiya qarama tex don kada tayita bulayin nemanta cikin gidan.

_tambayoyin dani kaina bansan amsarsu ba,saidai lokaci zai bayyana mana komai

"HUGUMA*

"TABARMAR KASHI'

Book 02 Page 23

*****Tsaye take cikin kitchen din tana qoqarin rufe lunch bag din fadeela dake dauke da tarkacen kavan beak dinta na makaranta. Sanye take da wata lafiyayyar tattausar abaya sagar dubai, da aka sagata da zare da kuma yadi me tsananin kyau da tsada. Maroon color ce wadda aka yiwa ado da bagi da kuma zaiba a jiki. Daga ciki kuma wani lallausan cotton lace ne maras nauyi wanda aka yiwa dinkin riga me dogon hannu da straight skirt. Daurin kanta ya zauna das sakamakon yadda ta yiwa gashin kanta gammo daga baya ta kuma daura dankwalinta ya zauna mata dass da samfurin daurin dankwalin nan da ake kira zahra buhari. Wani irin tattausan gamshi take fitarwa,wanda ya zame mata al'ada ya kuma kama suturunta da kyau. Turaren wuta na kaya me asalin tsada wanda take samu takanas daga masu abun wato garin mahaifinta BORNO. Wani irin sassanyan kyau tayi a safiyar kyau me ratsa idanu da shiga zuciya,ba tun yau ba shigar laffaya na daya daga cikin shigar dake matuqar qara mata kyau da matuqar da kwarjini, takan koma kamar balarabiya tare da fita a ainihin yarenta na SHUWA-ARAB.

Dai dai lokacin da dukka motocinsa da suke fita zuwa kamfani suka gama komai, fitowarta kadai suke jira, harda toufeeq din dake zaune cikin motar. Sanye yake da wasu kurtas charcoal color da suka dace da farar fatarsa,hankalinsa duka suna kan system din dake cinyarsa yana shigar da wasu bayanai akan meeting din da sukayi a daren jiya shida board members na sabon kamfaninsa da zai fara aiki wata me kamawa, dai dai lokacin da yake sanya ran ya kammala da kamfanin MT JARMA. Ta cikin eye glasses dinsa ya daga agogon hannunsa daya kwanta luf cikin gargasar data zama tamkar rumfa wa fatarsa vana duba lokaci. A galla sunyi zaman jiran mintuna goma kenan zuwa sha biyar,baya cikin tsarinsa bata lokaci da saba lokacin zuwa aiki,gashi tana son zama silar haka a ranar farko. Qaramin tsaki yaja yana ajiye system din, sannan ya buda gofar side dinsa a hankali yana zura gafafunsa waje. Da sauri elyas ya matso,sai ya daga masa hannu,ya fahimci me yake nufi don haka ya koma da baya yaci gaba da tsaiwa a gurbinsa.

Har ya sako daya qafar ya hangi tahowarsu,fuskokinsu gaba daya cike da wani irin walwala da annuri ita da fadeelan, tana riqe da lunch box din fadeelan,ta kuma rataya school bag din nata still a daya kafadar, daya hannun kuma na riqe da hannun yarinyar. Sak suka fito a 'YA da UWA,wani abu ya taba zuciyarsa ya kuma tuno masa shekarun baya,a lokacin da yake da shekaru kwatankwacin na fadeelan,lokaci da maji ke riqe hannuwansa kamar haka ta kaishi makaranta sannan ta wuce gurin nata aikin. Anutse ya zare idanunsa daga kansu,ya maida qafafunsa cikin motar tare da jan murfin motar. Karo na biyu idanunsa suka sake sauka a kansu. Dai dai sanda ta zame hannunta daga na fadeela tana gyara yafen lafayar jikin nata,zara zaran yatsunta da aka sakawa lalle a jiya suka bayyana hakan sai ya tuna masa da wani lokaci can baya, ranar farko data mige cikin taron ma'aikata kamfani don ta gabatar da nata aikin. A ranar dukkan wanda ya kalla cikin mazan dake hall din idanunsa vana kanta, daya bayan daya ya dinga bin fuskokinsu da kallo ba tare da sun sani ba,haushi da takaicin da ya sanya yace ta hada file din kenan zai duba a gida ko office ba tare data garasa cinye mintuna goman da suka rage ba.

A yau ma sal ya samu kansa da sauke dubansa saman fuskokin guards din nasa dake tsaye suna dakon fitowarta. Daya bayan daya yake nazartarsu,sai ya janye idonsa yana furzar da iska daga bakinsa. Kusan mutum biyar a cikinsu idan idanunsa sun gaya masa dai dai kamar ita yaga suna kalla. Jamal daya daga cikinsu ya hanga yana gyara tsaiwarsa tare da gyara zaman glasses dinsa. Haka kawai yaji wani abu me nauyi yana sauka a hankali saman qirjinsa. Jamal na daya daga cikin mazan da Allah ya jarabta da son mata,mutum ne me yawan kule kule, abinda ya sanya tasu sam batazo daya da toufeeq ba. Kusan sau biyu yana dakatar dashi kafin ya samu ya maida hankalinsa ya kuma dai daita kamar yadda tsarin duka yaransa suke.

"Madam…madam" muryar adama daya daga cikin
masu aikin dake aiki a sassan hajiya qarama ta ziyarci kunnenta. Cak ta tsaya tadan juya kadan har adama ta

qaraso
"Abincin makarantar fadeela ne......inji hajiya qarama" ta fadi a ladabce. Sosai ta kalli qawatacciyar lunch bag din dake rige a hannun adama, mamaki yana sauka a ranta.

Yaushe har aka canza tsarin baiwa fadeela abincin makaranta?, lallai da gaske matar nan take, qaramin murmushi ya subucewa fuskarta wanda ya sake qara bayyana kyanta

"Ki gaya mata ummarta ta riga ta tanadar mata komai" ta furta tana daga mata lunch bag din hannunta. Kalla adama tayi saita juya tana komawa ciki. Saita juya tana ci gaba da tafiya tare da jan siririn tsaki, tsanar matar yana samun gurbi cikin zuciyarta.

Idonsa ya dauke daga kanta yana lumshesu,yadda ta juya tsukakken bakinta da yasha Marron lipstick yana wulgawa ta cikin idanunsa,ya rasa me yasa tsiwa take mata dadi,idan tayi tsiwar kuma sai ta sake maidata kamar wata qaramar yarinya.

Tun kafin ta garaso tayi noticing motar da yake ciki,don haka sai ta tsaya daga motar da aka kebe saboda kai fadeela makaranta da kuma sauran uzurorinta, budewa fadeela gaba tayi,ita kuma ta shiga seat din baya.

Jibril ne ya duga vana rufe motar sannan ya zagayo yana gogarin tashinta

"Madam tace zamu fara sauke fadeela a makaranta sannan mu wuce" jibril ya fada cikin girmamawa. Mamaki ya kamashi, me kenan?, bayan yarinyar nada driver?,so a lokacin bashi da lokaci dogon surutu,don haka ya gyada masa kai kawai,motocin suka fara tashi a nutse suna ficewa daga gidan.

Sanda security na gidan ya kammala rufe qofar bavan fitarsu a sannan hajiya garama ta garaso farfajiyar gidan a birkice, cikin matsanancin fushi take bin shatin tayoyin motar da kallo

"Uban waye yace ki dawomin da abincin saboda ta fadi haka? me yasa baki tsaidasu ba kin kuma shaidamin kafin fitarsu daga gidan?"

"'Kiyi haquri hajiya,ban zaci...." Kyakkyawan mari ta sauke a fuskar adama tana wani irin huci,wanda hakan da tayi dai dai yake da haushin kaza huce kan dami. Har ta buda baki zatace wani abu sai kuma ta fasa,saboda koma meye yanzu zata fada din bashi da amfani, saboda komai ya riga ya ruguje, amma tabbas ba zata taba bari komai ya tafi a banza ta ruwan sanyi haka ba. Tana takawa cikin qida take gava mata

"Ki cewa bala va shirya nan da awa daya zai kaini
makarantar su ukhtie " bata tsaya jiran amsa ba tayi
gaba cikin tsananin fushi.

A kan idanunsa yana ganin sanda ra budewa
fadeela gofa ta rataya mata jaka da lunch bag dinta,ta
tsugunna tayi kissing dinta ta kuma rada mata wata
magana dashi kansa baisan me tace mata ba,fadeelan ta
doso motarsu,ganin haka ya sanyashi bude murfin motar
tun kafin ta garaso. Murmushi fal saman fuskar
yarinyar, saboda hirar da sukayi da säahar din cikin
motar, tana jaddada mata daga yau itace zata dinga
kawota tana kuma maidata gida. Kidding goshinta yayi
sai tace

"Yau abby ka rakoni makaranta, inajin dadi sosai "
hannunta da a yanzu suka zama masu kauri ba kamar a
baya ba ya kama yana murmushi ya jinjina kai, sai ya
sanya hannunsa saman kanta ya shafi kan

"'Barakallahu fiik, ayi karatu da yawa" hannu ta daga
masa tana masa bye bye, idonsa ya sauka akan motar
fadeelan, säahar ta koma ta zauna cikin motar,har
fadeela ta juya ya kirata

"Angel" sai ta dawo da sassarfa,ya danyi shuru yana juya
maganar a ransa,bayason ya fadi ta dauki maganar da wata manufa daban,haka kawai cikin zuciyarsa yakejin bai dace su zauna mota guda daga ita sai driver ba,yayi gogarin hana kansa gain baiken hakan amma ya kasa,idanunsa nata sake dawo masa da irin kallon da ya gani daga idanunsu jamal a dazu

"'Kije ki gayawa autynki ta dawo wannan motar".
Shuru tayi tana duban fuskar fadeela sanda take gaya mata saqon toufeeq din, kafin takai ga yin komai fadeelan ta dauki handbag dinta tayi gaba da sauri tana cewa

"Nima bari na tayaki aunty" bata da sauran zabi illa bude murfin motar da tayi ta fita a hankali tabi bayanta.

A nutse ta zauna elyas ya maida murfin ya rufe, qamshinta ya mamaye motar,ta gyara zamanta sosai tana maida dubanta ga bakin qofa sannan tace

"Good morning" a taqaice, saidai ko uffan bataji yace ba.

Ranta ya baci sosai, ba abinda a yanzun yake takura mata irin wannan gaisuwar data zame mata qadangaren bakin tulu,idan tayi ya amsa mata da qyar,idan kuma bata yin ba tana tsoron abinda ya furta zai aikata mata.

"'Good morning" ta sake fada adan qufule, idanma bata maimaita ba tasan tsaf zaice bata gaidashi ba. Dukka gaisuwan nata yaji sarai, amma yadda ta juya baya tana fuskantar gofar sannan ta gaidashi kamar dole ya bashi haushi, yadan dauke idanunsa daga kan system din ya aza mata su

"Wani ne yace dole saikin gaidani?, ki riqe kayarki bana so daga yau,don ba qanfar gaisuwa nakeyi ba,na saka miki dokarta ne saboda na saitaki kan abinda ya dace" daga haka ya maida dubansa ga allon system din. A yau din karon farko taji jikinta ya sanyaya da yadda yayi mata magana,babu wannan fadan Sam cikin muryarsa sai wani irin softness har cikin ranta taji abun bai kamata ba,don haka ta gyara zamanta da kyau tana dan fuskantarsa

"Barka da asuba" fa furta itama da sanyin muryarta.
Tsigar jikinsa ne yaji ta zuba,ya daga idonsa a nutse sai suka hada ido,kowannensu ya janye dubansa da sauri

"Barkanki"

"An tashi lpy"

"Alhamdulillah" ya fada ba tare da ya sake dubanta ba, daga haka ta rasa abinda zata sake fade, saita ja bakinta tayi shuru tana maida dubanta ga hanyoyin da suke ratsawa da gudu.

"HUGUMA*

• TABARMAR KASHI

Book 02 Page 24

Har suka isa company din babu wanda ya sake cewa da dan uwansa komai. Jibril nayi parking a parking lot na company din ya kashe motar sannan yayi magana ba tare da ya waiwayo ba

"Akwai employees da suka shirya welcoming naku,da tayaku murnar aurenku,suna entrance na main building" system din ya sauke daga saman cinyarsa yana ajiiveta gefe daya,idanunsa akan jibril

"'Waye ya sanar musu da hakan?" Ya jefa masa tambayar da salon tambayarsa din nan me cike da dakewa. Cikin dan daburcewa jibril din yace

"Yallabai sajjad ne" dauke dubansa yayi daga kan jibril,ya gama gano abinda sajjad din ya shirya, sai kawai ya bada umarnin bude gofofin motar.

Kusan dukka manyan ma'aikatan company dinne suka jeru sahu biyu hagu da dama, kowanne dauke yake da gift a hannunsa,wasu flowers wasu boxes,mafi akasari sunyi hakanne saboda säahar din, don babu wanda baii cadin mu'amalarsa da ita ba,basu sake tantance muhimmancinta ba sai bayan tafiyarta,yanzun kuwa data dawo musu a karo na biyu sai hakan yayi musu dadi gwarai.

Ta tsakiyarsu suka fara takeaway a nutse,duk wanda zasu gifata sai ya ranqwafa cikin girmamawa. Mr hamza shine mutum na biyu a sahun, sunzo dab dashi ya ranqwafa idanunsa akan fuskarta

"Sir, congratulations, congratulations sir" ya fada da dan murmushi saman fuskarsa,sannan ya miqa flower din ga sãahar.

Baisan ya akayi ba,yadai tsinciki kansa da sanya hannu ya karba flower din daga hannunsa ya miqawa elyas tare da yi masa inkiya, sannan a hankali ya sanya hannunsa ya lalubi hannunta, ba zato ba tsammani sai jin tafin hannunta yayi ya manne da lallausan tafin hannunsa guri daya,ta waiwayo da hanzari tana dubansa idanunta kuma suka fada cikin zagayayyun fararen idanunsa. Zame hannunta taso yi cikin hikima da dabara amma ya matseshi tsam cikin nata,saboda ya fuskanci idanun mr hamza na kan hannayen nasu

"All eyes are on us" ya fada qasa qasa,a hankali itama tayi noticing hakan, musamman daga idanun mata da yawa da dama can ba huldarsu take shiga cikin company din ba, da masu goqarin shiga gonarta amma tayi musu iyaka irinsu saima.

A gaggauce suka dinga wucewa,hakan ta bishi saboda hannunsu na cikin na juna. Bai sakar mata hannu ba har suka isa bakin elevator.

Zame hannunsa yayi a nutse,abinda sãahar keta qoqarin yi kenan,ba tare da ya dubeta ba kuma ba tare da yace da kowa komai ba ya danna button ta bude.
Baya yaja kadan tare da yi mata nuna da hannu akan ta shiga. Cikin nutsuwa tabi ta gefansa,har kafadarta na gogar hannunsa saboda yadda ya tsaya yayi bake bake a bakin elevator din,wannan ya sake bawa turarenta damar bugun fuskarsa,ya damqe hannunsa da kyau kamar wanda ya boye wani abu. Waiwayawa yayi baya,kallo daya ya yiwa su elyas taga sun janye baya,ya taka da sassanyan takunsan nan ga shiga ya rufe dasu suka fara haurawa. Shuru elevator din yayi sai qamshin jikkunansu daya cikata. Yana tsaye daga gabanta dai dai bakin gofa,wannan ne ya bata damar gare masa kallo da kyau,duk kuwa da yadda taso dauke kanta,amma halin zuciva, sai taji a karon farko tana son yin hakan. Tun daga kan lallausar nannadaddiyar sumarsa,murdadden hannunsa dake boye a aljihunsa, daya hannun nasa dake rige da waga qawatacciyar briefcase dinsa zuwa bayansa da takalman dake gafarsa wanda suketa daukan idanu. Tana gama satar kallon dai dai sanda elevator din ta iso dasu floor din da suka nufa wato gini na garshe na kamfanin. Ya danns button din sannan ya taka yana shirin fita

"Ki ringa kame ganinki,karki manta ni dan iska ne me yiwa mata fyade, muddin kika cika kallona zan iya dauka cewa ranki ya biya ne da ni, komai kuma zai iya faruwa".

Idanu ta fiddo waje cikin mamakin maganarsa,sai tasa hannunta guda daya ta dafe kanta haushin kanta yana kamata,meye ma ya kaita tsaiwa ta kalli wannan mutumin idan ba jawowa kai matsala ba ta fahimci shi kullum baiso a zauna lafiya,batasan meye tayi masa ba,wai shi kunyar furta kalmar fyade ma baya jinta sam?. Gani tayi idan ta barshi ba shakka ya sha da ita, saita tako itama tana biye dashi sanda yake scanning key din a jikin qofar

"Wai shin me ma zan kalla hala? wannan kodaddiyar fatar ko kuma wanna gashin mara kyan gani?" Ta furta tana nuna singalilin hannunsa dake riqe da handle din gofar. A karon farko dariya taso qwace masa amma ya rage kaifinta ta hanyar murmushin gefan bakiya kalli hannun nasa data nuna sai ya sanya daya hannun yana shafarsa

"U'uzubi kalimatillahit taammati minsharri ma khalaga, da gasken dai qaremin kallo kikeyi, banda haka ta ya kika san da zaman gargasata iyee?" Ya jefa mata tambayar data sanyata fara raba idanu amma ta basar

"Bayan gashina mara kyan gani sai kuma meye kika gano?,oya tell me" ya fada yana murza handle din tare da tura gofar baya ta bude.

"Eheenn, ina jinki da meye da meye?" Ya kuma jefa mata tambayar yana matsota idanuwansa akan lips dinta da suke haifar masa da wani irin abu a jikinsa wanda yake sanya tsigar jikinsa zubawa,a duk sanda yaga lips din sai ya tuna da santsi da kuma laushinsu. Ba zato ba tsammani taii va cafketa ya kuma finciketa zuwa office din ya maida murfin da qafarsa guda daya. Jefata yayi jikin bango yana bin bayanta
"Saifa kin gayamin, kada naje wadan nan marasa kunvar idanun naki sun ganemin sirri na" yadda ya matseta da bango ya sanyata jin kamar iskar dake wajen tayi mata kadan,ta tabbatar ko da wasa ta motsa ba shakkan qirjinta shine abu na farko da zai fara gogar jikinsa.

Qangame jilkinta tayi guri daya tana rufe idanunta sanda taga ya taho da hannunsa saitin fuskarta, ta gama taga ya taho da hannunsa saitin fuskarta,ta gama saddagarwa may be maruka zata sha,sai taji yatsunsa guda biyu saman lips dinta suna zagayasu.
Tsigar jikinta ne ya zuba lokaci daya taji kamar wayar wuta ta jata

"'Waye ya baki izinin shafa wannan abun?" Kusan daukewa numfashinta vayi, saboda a saman fuskarta yayi maganar muryarsa can gasa kamar me shirin rad'a mata, hucin furucin bakinsa dake cakude da mint scent ya daki fuskarta. Bata gama kokawa da wanna ba ta tsinci lausasan lebunansa masu dan tudu a saman nata siraran labban, ta gama fahimtar abinda yake shirin yi mata, saita tattara dukka qarfinta ta sanya hannunta saman girjinsa ta turashi baya tana gocewa gefe cikin bacin rai.

Idanunsa da wani abu ya sirka a cikinsu ya daga yana dubanta

"Duka wannan baya cikin sharudanmu,koma meye zanyi ko zan sakawa fuskata ba damuwarka bane, na kula kawai da fadeela,i will do my very best, that's all" ta fada muryarta tana rawa. Kafin yace komai yaji qofar na bada alama na shigowar wani,don haka ya juya da dan hanzari kai tsaye ya wuce cikin office dinsa.

Saima ce rungume da files, gaba daya fuskarta zuwa zuciyarta babu wani sukuni ko annuri, ido suka hada da säahar, sai säahar din ta dauke kai tana gyara rufin lafayarta sannan ta durfafi office din itama kai tsaye,cikin ranta tana jin kamar ta zura da gudu tabar office din, a karo na biyu ta sake dawowa aiki da wannan mutumin da bashi da kirki ko kada,ko yaya zata kasance musu?.

A nutse ta buda ta shiga da murtukakkiyar fuskarta,har hanzu office din yana nan kamar yadda ta sanshi,saima sake qawatashi da akayi da gyare gyare.
Guri ta samu ta tsaya tana harde hannuwanta a girji, bugun zuciyarta har yanzu bai daidaita ba. Bashi a office din,amma taji qarar ruwa daga toilet, sai ta zabi taci gaba da tsaiwa kawai.

A galla mintuna kusan goma sha biyar ya shafe kafin ya fito,kallo daya ta masa ta dauke kanta, gaba daya fuskarsa ta sauya,ya koma real MT JARMA dinsa data sani,kamar ba shine yanzu yanzu yaso matseta yayi mata mugunta ba,ya jade fuskarnan da kyau,abinda ya sake qara masa kwarjini kenan

"Have a seat" ya fada yana jan tashi kujerar baya tare da shirin zama a kai,har yanzu bai kalleta ba.

Batason suia magana da vawa,don haka ta garaso ta zauna din, ya buda wani file dake gabansa ya ciro wata takarda ya ajiye saman file din

"As my new P.A,aikinki zai zama a qarqashina ne, zai kuma zamana kan umarnina,na baki access da duk wani kira mo email da ya shafi office dina, sauran abinda zakiyimin idan ta kama zan sanar miki, koda ya fita daga tsarin aikin PA"

•_HAJIYA QARAMA_*

Ita da masu aikinta biyu suka isa makarantar, kai tsaye har zuwa office din shugabar makarantar.

"Abincin jikata ne FADEELA Muhammad jarma" dubanta headmistress din tayi

"Cute angel,ko ba ita ba?" Ta fadeta da sunan da yawanci ake kiranta dashi a makarantar. Murmushi hajiya garama ta saki tana gyada kai "Eh ita fa"

"'Amma dazu mamarta ta kawota da kanta,kuma da abincinta tazo kamar yadda aka saba" kai hajiya qarama ta jinjina,tana jin dacin kiran sãahar da sunan mahaifiyar fadeela

"Ba itace mamarta ba,matar ubanta ce,nanny dinta kuma ada" ta qasan glass matar ta dubeta

"Eh amma ita muka sani a yanzu,don ko last week da za'a shiga sabon session itace tazo tayi updating data na fadeela,da sunanta muka cike komai,so ko yanzun ba zamu iya karbar abinci daga hannunki mu bata ba,sannan koda daukarta ma a yanzu ita ke da alhakin hakan,idan fana da uzuri kuma zata kiramu da kanta ta bamu shaida akan wanda ta turo din".

"Turqashi!" Ta furta tana dukan hannun kujerar da take zaune a kai ba tare da tasan ta aikata hakan ba

"Madam kinsan da waye kike magana kuwa? hajiya fauziyya ce ni fa qanwa ga Dr mahmud JARMA, uwa ga MT JARMA, sannan kaka ga fadeela,kinaso ki gayamin matsayin matar uba ya wuce na kaka?" Ita kanta matar mamaki sai daya darsa mata a rai, saboda bataga meye abun tashin hankali ko bacin rai ga gin karbar abinci ba,amma duk da haka ta basar ta girgiza kai

"Ko kadan kuma wannan ai family issue ne ma hajiya,abinda na sani dai kawai, duk wanda aka sanyashi cikin data na dalibi shine zaici gaba da juyawa da kulawa da komai nashi,dama kusan ita fadeelan ce kadai bata da wannan record da muke dauka a duk shekara,so wannan karon kuma ta samu,haqginmu ne mu kula da lafivar dalibi da tsaronsa, ki koma da abincin hajiya idan kuka sasanta a gida sai kuzo asan sunan wanda za'a cike dashi, ko kiyi kiranta muji hakan daga bakinta".
Tsantsar bacin ran da take ciki ya hanata sake cewa komai sai kawai ta miqe tana fita dava office din, adama na biye da ita da lunch bag din. Sai data kusa minti ashirin a tsaye jikin motar tana juya abun a ranta, ita yarinyar zata dinga shigewa rayuwa haka? lallai zata nuna mata kurenta,amma kafin sannan bari taje ga mataki na gaba.

"Gida zamu koma hajiya?" Driver dinta ya tambayeta,saita girgiza kai

"Gidan yaaya zaka kaini"

•_DR MAHMUD JARMA RESIDENT_

Yana duge gaban garamar luggage dinsa, daya daga cikinsu wadda duk sanda tafiya ta kamashi yake amfani da ita. Yana tsaka da zugewa hajiya mansura ta shigo dakin dauke sa tray data shiryo masa kayan abinci a ciki.

Idanunta a kansa har ta garaso ta ajiye,ta koma gefan gado ta zauna

"Kwanaki uku kenan inatason yin magana da kai, amma sai nake ga kamar baka da lokacin kanka a 'yan kwanakin nan" ba tare da ya dago ya dubeta ba va iiniina kansa

"'Inata shire shiryen yin tafiya ne kuma a galla tafiyar zata dan iya daukana lokaci wala'alla me dan dama kafin na dawo,duk da bana fatan hakan" ya bata amsa yana tsaida luggage din bayan ya gama rufeta. Sosai take kallonsa,cikin kwanakin gaba daya kamar ma cikin nutsuwarsa yake ba,to amma ita abinda yake gabanta a yanzu yafi tasa a damuwar a gunta

"Labiba gaba daya na kasa gane kanta,yini take ta kwana tana kuka,ta daina fita ko ina,ta daina walwala ta daina magana da kowa"

"Duka akan me?" Yayi mata tambayar yana zama saman stool. Mamaki yadan kama hajiya mansura yadda yayi kamar baisan komai a kai ba, duk da haka ta hadiye cikin lanqwasa murya da karyar da kai

"Akan yayanta toufeeq mana, tunda yayi auren nan ita kuma ta koma haka" idanunta yake kalla kai tsaye,yama rasa abinda zaya fada, baisan me yasa daga mansura har fauziyya kowacce idanunta ya rufe akan batun hada auren toufeeq da 'yarsa ba,duka duka ma yaushe yaron yayi auren da har za'a tsaya rakito masa wani auren?,shi yasan abinda su basu sani ba yadda haseena take zabin fauziyya,labiba take zabin mansura, haka säahar take
ZABINSA, ya riga taoufeeq nema masa auren sãahar ba tare da shi kansa ya sani ba. Bayan ya samu dukkan labarin aurenta da adam daga bakin muhyiddeen,ya tabbatar ya kuma yi imanin SÄAHAR itace macen da tafi dacewa da toufeeq,itace kuma madadin AMEESHA data sanyawa rayuwarsa dafin da yasa yake kallon mata amatsayin ABU GUDA. SAAHAR itace tayi masa kamanceceniya da SHIFA, dabi'unsu suna gogayya da juna,yafi kowa sanin wacece shifa da halaccinta a garesa,wannan ya sanya ya yiwa toufeeq sha awar mallakarta.

"HUGUMA*

_TABARMAR KASHI*

Book 02Page 25

"Yanzu ba zaka sanya baki ba ko don a samu hankalin yarinyar nan ya dawo jikinta?" Agogon hannunsa da ya manta bai cire ba ya soma zarewa

"Bana shiga lamarin da ban isa na hadashi ba, daga ke har fauziyya na gaya muku, toufeeq yana da ido so ba sai an tursasashi ba,ko ni bani da ikon bashi umarnin ya auri wance,idan ya gani yanaso bazan hanashi ba" maganar tasa ta tabata sosai, kuma dama fauziyya tana can tana nata yaqin kenan? ya tabbata ta shirya cin amanarta da gaske,iska ta furzar a bakinta tana gangance idanu

"'Wallahi wallahi wallahi tsautsayi yasa ta yimin kan kara sai nayi mata na itace, idan tana tutiya da ita din gwanace ni uwarta ce a wannan fannin, zatasan ni mansura cikakkiyar KARA DA KIYASHI ce daukan mara sani" abinda ta furta kenan qasan ranta, kafin daga bisani muryar dr mahmud ta mamayi kunnenta

"An samu ticket din? na ranar yaushe ne?, alright zanyi managing na jira ranar" sai ya sauke wayar daga kunnensa a hankali yana furta

"Alhamdulillah" yadda fuskarsa ke nuna annuri yaja hankalinta

"'Wacce tafiya ce haka me muhimmanci zakayi?"

"Ni kadai tafiyar ta shafa,so ba wani abu bane na daban" ya fada yana kashe wayarsa. Binsa tayi da kallo,haka kawai taji jikinta bai bata ba,so amma koma inane zatabi diddigin tafiyar har ta san inda zashin. Hannuwanta ta sake tajuya tana ficewa don dauko masa plate din abincin data manta.

Tana saukowa daga stairs din hajiya qarama na shigowa falon,kallon kallo suka yiwa junansu, kafin hajiya garama ta buda baki da qyar tayi sallama. Kamar yadda tayi sallamar da gyar haka mansura ta amsa mata da gyar tare da dauke kanta, tazo zata wuce ta gabanta tamkar batasan da wanzuwarta a wajen ba. Matuga da gaske abun ya daure mata kai,don bata taba kawowa a duniya akwai lokacin da zaizo mansura tayi mata irin wannan abun ba

"Ina yaya yake?"

"Tunda kinsan kan gidan ai kinsan inda zaki sameshi" ta amsa mata da gatse, tunda ta sani aduk sanda tazo gurinsa itace ke shaida mata yazo din

"Idanma da gatse kika fada yanzun zaki ga cikar aikin irin na fauziyya" tana kaiwa nan ta kama stairs din tana hawa,hajiya mansura ta bita da kallon zallar mamaki baki bude.

Ya danyi mamaki da yaji ana knocking,ya miqe ya buda qofar, mamakinsa ya qaru da ganin fauziyya da safen

"Muje falo" yace da ita ha fito ya biyo bayanta. Nan falon saman suka zauna,yana qoqarin zama ta fashe masa da kuka

"Subhanallahi, lafiya me yake faruwa?" Hajiya Mansura da tayi gaggawar dawowa don taji abinda ke faruwa duk da tasan fauziyyan bata taba wata magana me muhimmanci tsakaninta da yayan nata a gabanta ba,ta saci kallon fauziyyan cikin sa'a suka hada idanu

"'Maganace ta ahali yaya,zan samu sarari?" Kai ya jinjina vana karbar plate din daga hannun mansura yana cewa

"Mansura bamu guri"

"Tom" ta fada zuciyarta kamar zata fado daga qirjinta saboda tsananin takaici. Shekara da shekaru har yanzu babu abinda ya sauya a irin wannan abubuwan dake faruwa,a wannan shekarar kadai ta soma gain abinda fauziyya ta nema dr jarma bai bata ba
AURAWA TOUFEEQ HASEENA.

"Me ya faru?" Ya sake tambayarta,sai ta sake sakin hawaye

"Ba shakka yaaya toufeeq ya auro yarinyar da zata rabamu dashi" mamaki ya kamashi

"Kaman yaaya? wai säahar kike nufi?" Kai ta jinjina masa

"Itafa,tun daga lokacin da tazo gidan komai ya canza,shi kansa toufeeq ya sauya,a yanzun ban isa da shi ba,sai abinda tace,hatta da gaisuwa bankai ta shigo ta gaidani ba,saidai idan mun hadu a compound na gidan" Shuru yayi hannunsa saman bakinsa yana mamaki, vasan wanne aure akayi da manufar auren dake zukatansu dukka su biyun,to yaushe hankulansu suka hadu guri guda har suka fara mu'amalar da mutum me taurin kai da kafiya irin toufeeq sahar zata fara juyashi ya soma daukan maganata?

"Yanzun me va faru?" Hawaye sosai ta matso

"Waini yarinyar zata kalla tace daga yau tanamin kashedin babu ni na fadeela, ta soke bata duk wata kulawa da nake bata,ta shiga ta fita ta canza komai har na makarantarta,abinci bata magani,hatta da daukan yarinyar yanzu babu wanda yake da wannan ikon idan ba ita ba,hatta kaita makaranta yanzun ta maidashi wuyanta". Ga mamakinta murmushi ne ya subuce akan fuskarsa yana dan girgiza qafarsa,cikin ransa aminci da gaunar sãahar tana ratsashi

"Banda abinki da rigima irin taki, kefa yanzun kin girma,da meye kikeson kiji? da shekarunki koda kasuwancinki koda kula da fadeela? ina cewa ke sauqinki ne ma,aiki aka rage miki da nauyi ko?" Sosai ta girgiza,amma kuma ba zata saare ba sai taga abinda ya turewa buzu nadi

"Haba yaaya,haba yaaya, ubanta ma nina raineshi bare diyar? ta yaya kawai don an aurota zamu sake mata kula da diyarmu haka sakaka? yadda yanzu duniya ta zama babu gaskiya,sai a hada kai da mutum a cucuka"

"'ah dakata fauziyya,duk ba za'a samu wannan daga sãahar ba ina kyautata mata zato, banda abinki meson naka ai shima naka ne,ki bar musu diyarsu don Allah, ki cire ranki daga wannan qanqanin abun,duka ba damuwa bane"

"Yanzu ba zata tsawatar ba kenan yaaya?" Murmushi ya saki yana girgiza kai

"A'ah ni bazan shiga wanna maganar ba, diyarsu ce, inda ace kina qorafi ne akan nadeeya to itace 'yarki sai kuma inda qarfinta ya qare" Boom 💥 taji wani abu cikin kanta,karo na farko data fuskanci haka daga
gurinsa, bai taba ganin hawayenta ba ba tare daya zartar da abinda take muradi ba. A yanzun shurun da tayi ma
kamar bai fuskanci bacin ranta ba,janta ya shiga yi da
hira yana yi mata tayin abinci

"Alhamdulillah na qoshi, zan wuce gida na baro meenal
ita kadai,kasan kuma baquwa ce har yanzu"

"'Gaskiya ne ya kamata tazo tayi kwana biyu su saba da mamarta da yar'uwarta"

"Zatazo" ta amsa masa a taqaice,saboda ta qagauta ta

fita daga cikin gidan ko zata samu damar yin
kyakkyawan tunani akan yarinyar,sai takejin kamar wata masifa ce ke tunkarota.

System ya tura mata da tarin wasu ayyuka da zata
tattara masa bayanan guri guda. A nutse take aikin
tamkar ma bata office din, lokaci lokaci tana ji a jikinta
tamkar yana kallonta ne,amma kuma duk sanda ta daga kan nata don ta tantance sai taga idanunsa yana saman system.

Mintuna goma sha biyar kacal suka rage lokacin
break ya cika,har a lokacin bata motsa ko ina ba tana zaune tana gogarin tattara aikin da ya bata hatta da wayarta ma a kashe take, don batason tayi wani abun ma da magana zata shiga tsakaninsu.

A karo na barkatai ya sake satar kallonta, shi kansa
bazai iya tuna wani abu a rayuwarsa da ya yiwa adadin satar Kallon da yayi mata ba ba tare da shi kansa vasan satar kallon yake ba. Dai dai lokacin data zura hannuwanta ta cikin lafayar ta kuma bayan wuyanta tana gogarin tattare gashin data nannade, santsinsa ya sanya ya ware da kansa yake kuma damunta a wuya. Hakan ya baiwa laffayar damar zamewa, lallausan gashin nata dake da wani irin bagi da daukar idanu ya ware a kafadarta ta hagu. Tana qoqarin mayar da mayafin kira ya shigo ta wayar office din. Ta daga kai zata kalleshi suka hada ido, basarwa yayi cikin shan gamshi va kuma hade rai sosai, don bayason ta fahimci tun ba yanzun ba idanunsa ke kanta

"Kin manta aikinki ne?" Ya fada a dake,har ta dan juya
idanunta zata sauke masa harara sai tayi saurin gyara
kallonta,tayi rolling qwayar idanun tamkar me yin fari.
Wani irin ayalli idanun nata suka bada,a dole ya rusunar da kallon nasa daga kanta. Migewa tayi a nutse ta isar ga wayar ta daga,ta kara a kunnenta tare da yin sallama da nutsatsiyar muryarta me sanyi da taushi. Cak ya tsaya daga singing din da yakeyi sautin yana shigar masa kunne

"Idan kuma namiji ne fa?" Yaji tambayar ta fado a ransa,sai ya rige biron a hannunsa yana juyashi tare da son tsinkayo muryar waye a wayar.

"Ma sha Allah, ina fatan Khadija Muhammad girema ce?"

Mamaki ne qwarai ya kama sãahar, ta yaya za'a yi kira a wayar office office din da ba nata ba amma farat daya a kama sunanta?

"Eh itace"

"Good,na buga dai dai kenan.....kina magana da
Ameesha,ex_wife din mijinki muhammad
toufeeq,maama ga FADEELA" sosai ta gyara tsaiwarta ba tare da tace komai ba

" Zuwa yanzu nasan fes kin fahimci wacece ni din"

"Me kike bugata" garamar dariya ta saki

"Naji dadi dana sameki me saurin fahimta,hakan na nunamin bazan sha wahalar fahimtar dake lokaci yayi na dawowata gida na ba"

"Dashi ya kamata ku garasa wanna maganar" tà gintse ameesha din daga abinda ta kira da soki burtsu a waienta. Waiwayawa tayi gareshi bayan ta dauke wayar daga kunnenta suka hada ido dashi, idanunsa zube fes akan fuskarta yana son ya karanci wani abu. Bata bashi dama ba don dauke kanta tayi, ta qarasa gabansa ta rangwafa daga saman table din tana gyara masa zaman wayar a gabansa,wannan ya baiwa ragowar gashin kanta damar qarasa warwarewa,iskar dake shigowa daga window ta buso masa dukkan gamshin dake magale a jikinsa harda tsarabar shafar gefan fuskarsa. Ido ya lumshe a hankali yana jin yadda zuciyarsa take bada wani sautin bugu, sanda zai bude idon harta ja da baya tana sanya takalmanta ba tare data dubeshi ba tace

"'Baguwa keson magana da kai" bata tsaya sauraronsa ba ta dauki hand bag dinta da wayarta ta fita daga office din.

Kamar zaman jiran ganin me shiga da fita daga office din saima tayi tana fitowa suna hada ido,saita dauke kai tana nufar living room dinsa dake cikin office din. Ta dora hannunta zata murda handle din living room din sai aka budo ainihin gofar da zata sadaka da sashen saima. Sai ta waiwaya tana duban qofar.

Sanye take da wata gown na Vintage clothing, saman kanta lullube da siririn scarf data nadeshi daga kanta zuwa wuyanta kawai,fiye da rabin fuskarta sun glasses ne ya mamayeshi, sai wani rufaffen takalmi me tudu data sanyawa qafarta, daya hannun na maqale da hand bag yar mitsil, daya hannun kuma wani foldable basket ne da aka shirya qananun warmer's masu kyau a ciki. MEENAL YA'AQOUB AJI kenan,sananniya ga duk me ta' ammali da kafofin sada zumunta,wanann dalilin ya sanya saima miqewa tsaye cak suna kallon kallon a tsakaninsu. Koda batace ba tasan gurin toufeeq tazo,don duk wanda ya santa,yasan ita daya ce tallin tal dake wallafa hotunansa kusan koda yaushe saman shafukanta na sada zumunta. Batayi mata kallo na biyu ba ta murda gofar room din ta shige ta barsu suna kallon kallo tsakaninta da saima.

"Madam ina zuwa haka?" Saima ta tambayi meenal cikin gatse. Dawowa tayi da baya tayi qasa da glasses dinta ta qarewa saima kallo,sai ta saki wata dariyar rainin wayo

"Jealousy"' ta fada cikin nishadi sai kuma ta dora

"Zanyi mamaki gwarai idan kikace wai baki sanni ba…
Meenal ta fada cikin izza da jin cewa ta kai ta kawo ta kuma shirya gogawa da kowa akan TOUFEEQ,tasan da saima already tasan kuma zaman me takeyi a gurin…
*HUGUMA*

* TABARMAR KASHI_*

Book 02 Page 26

.. Anyways, nazo wajen masoyina ne kuma mijina" daga haka ta juya ta nufi office din kai tsaye. Zallar mamaki ya hana saima cewa komai,sai kallon zallar mamakin da ta bita dashi. A cikinsu wace ainihin matar tasa?,ko mata biyu ya aure lokaci guda basu sani ba?.
A nutse take takawa cikin living room din dake tsare da sofas masu tsada da aka sake zubawa,sofas din da kake da ikon lanqwasa su duk shape din da kaso,daga kujera me qaramin table a hannunsa zuwa matsakaicin gado tare da pillows. Jakar hannunta ta ajiye saman sofa din a hankali. Kalaman ameesha ne suka fara dawo mata fes cikin qwaqwalwarta. Siririn tsaki taja gana jin zafi a zuciyarta da matar ta kasance mahaifiya ga fadeela, juma'ar da zatayi kyau tun daga laraba ake ganeta, kuma ita din ba qanqanuwar yarinya bace, dukkan alamu sun nuna zaiyi wahala a samu karamci kamun kai da sanin ya kamata daga gurin matar, kalaman bakinta kawai sun gama gayawa säahar wacace ita din. Sake jan tsaki tayi tana nufar gofar da
aka rubuta Toilet daga samanta da wani irin rubutu
ruwan azurfa. Tura bandakin tayi ta shiga tana binsa da
kallo komai kar kamar ka zuba abinci a ciki kaci. Fitsari
tayi ta daura alwala sannan ta fito ta tayar da salla. Ko'
bayan ta idar zamanta tayi saman lallausar abun sallar
dake ajjiye har guda uku a wajen. Tana azkar kadan
kadan tana tunanin abinda zata ci.

Fuskar haseena dake shigowa da kwanukan abinci
ne ta dawo mata,cikin shigarta dake nuna halittar
sirantakar da Allah yayi mata tako ina wanda wala'alla ita
bata ganin hakan. Gefe daya kuma fuskar saima ta
fado, duk yadda takeson kore tunanin komai daga ranta
amma sai ta gaza aiwatar da hakan?. Wai meye tattare da shi da sauran maza basu dashi suke wannan parade
din a kansa,kamar qarar wayarta shine amsar
tambayarta sai kira ya shigo mata,wanda shine ya zama
silar yankewar tunaninta ta dauki wayar tana dubawa.
Bestie afifa ce, saita saki murmushi sannan kuma ta tura
baki gaba,tabbas sai ta fanshe shakulaton bangaron da
afifan tayi da ita ta daga wayar ta koma saman abun sallar.

"bestie bana yi, bestie kinci amanata" sãahar ta fada
tana harara wayar tamkar dai afifa na wajen

"Don Allah bestie kiyi haquri, wallahi ban taba
experiencing irin wannan yanayin ba a rayuwata" afifa ta

fada da muryarta data gama komawa me sanyi. Ta fahimci maganar afifan, don haka ta sanya hannuita toshe bakinta saboda dariyar da take cinta

"Na miki uzuri bestie, Allah ya bada lafiya"

"Wai Allah bestie, naga rayuwa,sai yau na samu space da hayatee ya taho company" baki sãahar ta tabe, ita kwata kwata wadan nan sabgogin basa burgeta ko kusa ko alama,kafin tace wani abu afifa tace

"Amma bestie lafiyanki qalau kuwa? ,kina cikin hankalinki kike shirin sakarwa mata mijinki?,wannan na ciki wannan ta shigo?" Maganar tadan baiwa sãahar mamaki

"Kamar yaaya? dama na aureshi ne don na kula sa sabgoginsa ko kuma na kula da diyarsa?" Ta jefawa afifa tambayar. Goshinta ta dafe tana lumshe ido, sãahar dai bata canza ba?,a kwanakin d sukayi tare ta dauka komai ya fara canzawa dangane da junansu a zukatansu

"Saahaaarrrr....... please ya kamata ki koma cikin hankalinki,hayatee yazo office dinsa ya taras da hakan, saboda yana kishinsa yana kishinki kuma yana kishina yasa ya gayamin....i was so shocked...
...nasan

ba haka bestie na take ba, aure ai ba abun wasa bane

bestie, ko banza igiya ce me girma a tsakaninku...
...moha
ba normal irin gama garin maza bane,wannan abun da kike na shakulaton bangaro ba komai zai haifar miki ba sai d'a maras ido, ki tsaya kawai kiyi abinda ya kamata ki manta da komai" baki sãahar ta tabe

"Yaushe kika koma me bada shawari?, kinje kin kurbi giyar aure ko?,hmmm sannu farin shiga,to na gode da shawara,amma ni ba ruwana da abinda ya shafi rayuwarsa,wannan shi ya zabarwa kansa,ya auri mata dubu ma ya kula million a yau duka shi yaso, zan wuce gida yanzu lokacin tashi ya kusa,idan na isa zamuyi waya,inason mu tattauna akan wani abu daya fara tunani a kai"

"Allah yasa maji ta aura masa uku tsala tsala larabawan
Algeria"

"And so what!" Ta fada da lafazin da ya sanya fifa shegewa da dariya

"Allah sarki bestie,Allah ya baki lafiya,sannu" mamaki ya kamata,me afifa ke fada?,kawai sai ta sauke wayar ta kashe,taga alama so take kawai ta tuburata.

A nutse ta maida wayar jakarta,ta fidda wata siririyar roba doguwa da bata rabo da ita ta murza turare,ta warware lafayarta ta gyara zamanta sosana ilkinta,ta kuma gyara daurinta,sai gashi ta fito d'ass da ita,wani sirrintaccen kyan amarci da batasan dashi ba yana bayyana saman fuskarta. Jakarta ta dauka ta rataya a hannunta ta fito daga resting room din.

Wayam mazaunin saima yake, ba kowa sai takardu da na'ura a gurin. Kanta ta sanya kai tsaye office din nashi, ta murda qofar ta turata.

Idanunsa na zube fes akan qofar yana qarasa jin abinda ameesha ta fadiwa sãahar a waya ta a dazun data kira kafin ta ajjiye masa wayar ta fice. Can qasan maqoshi ya amsa sallamar,ta tako zuwa ciki ba tare data dubi fuskarsa ba kamar tasan ita din yake kallo,hakanan bata kalli ko sashen da meenal ke zaune ba,wadda ta ajjiye basket din saman table dinsa ta kuma zauna saman kujeru biyun dake gaban table din nasa,idanunta a kansa tana qoqarin shanye maganar daya gana gaya mata,tana jin zata iya jure koma meye, tunda ta sanshi,ta kuma yi imanin dama bawai zata sameshi ta sauqi haka ba. Dan binta yayi da kallo,sai itama meenal din ta rakashi da kallon, ta kuma janye idonta daga kan sãahar bayan ta tabbatar sãahar din idanunsa suke kalla. Haka kawai wani irin bacin rai ya cika masa maqoshi,yana datse kiran ameesha ita kuma haseena ta sanyo kai da tarkacen kayan abincinta. Can cikin ransa yana jin zafin me yasa zata daga wayar ameesha har ta bashi?,me kuma yasa ta barwa meenal damar shigo masa office da kayan abinci?.

Ido meenal ta qangance, tun daga zuciyarta har ruhinta tana jin matsanancin kishin kyan da säahar ke dashi,yau ne tayi mata kallon fes ta gefen idanu,duk yadda takeji da gayu da kyau sai takejin a yanzun ta muzanta idan aka kwatantata da säahar din. Duk da shigarta shigace ta gargajiya a wajen meenal,don ita bata taba kwatanta sanya suttura full irin hakan ba,to amma ayau sai taga shigar tayi mata mugun kwarjini, abinda bai taba faruwa da ita ba.

"Ina da abunyi so zan wuce gida, inason tsaiwa na dauki fadeela" ta gaya masa tana sake matse agogon hannunta ba tare da ta kalli fuskarsa ba. Zare idanunsa yayi daga kanta a hankali yana dai daita zamansa.

"Tana da abunyi ma take ce masa?,waye bashi da abiny kenan" Bata jira amsarsa ba ta tako a hankali ta qaraso gaban table din nasa amma ta left side dinsa, akwai file da take da bugatar dauka kuma suna ta wajen,abinda ya qara kusanci kenan a tsakaninsu sosai,sassanyan gamshinta na haurawa hancinsa yadda ya kamata,tsaiwar da tayin kuma a wajen ta baiwa haseena damar ganinta sosai fiye da dazun. Zara zaran yatsunta da suka sha lallae tabi da kallo a sace, kamar yadda shima nasa idanun suka sauka akai,launin kalar tana bala'in jan hankalinsa. Hannu yasa da sauri ya dafe wani file da take shirin cirowa,wanann ya baiwa hannuwansu damar haduwa guri guda,take haseena taju zuciyarta
tamkar zata fashe,ta dauke idanunta daga kai tana
migewa.

"Ki koma dasu gida,bana da enough time da zan iya cin
abinci har haka a office" ya bata amsa yana maida file
din tare sa cirowa sãahar din na gasansa daya tabbatar
shi take nema. Tana karba ta soma takawa zata bar
gurin,lokacin meenal ke maida kwanukanta cikin
kwandon tana jin wani bacin rai ranta kamar zai fashe.
Bata taba zaton zai watsa mata gasa a ido ba yace ta
koma da abincin ba,ta hada komai a gaggauce ta nufi
hanyar fita tana qoqarin danne fushinta da hawayen da
ya cika mata idanu,saboda batason matarsa taga
karayarta. Meenal na fita tabi sahunta,saidai kafin takai
ga fita ya amsa mata zancan dauko fadeela daga
school,har yanzu ransa na susa,tare da jin bacin rai da
mamakin yadda ameesha ta samu number wayar office
dinsa bayan yayi blocking nata a dukka wani layi da
yasan zata iya samunsa.

"Fadeela nada driver,so ba buqatar kije daukota,ki tsaya
kiyi aikinki" waiwayowa tayi ta kalleshi sosai,sai lokacin
taga yadda yanayin fuskarsa ya canza da kyau

"Ba dole bane ace driver kullum shike da alhakin
jigilarta,daga yau shima na soke wannan saidai idan da wani dalili me qwari" barin aikin da yakeyi yayi, ya dauke hannunsa yana soke yatsunsa guri guda, idanunsa a kanta. Cikin ransa yana jin kamar ba wannan aikin ya kamata ta bawa muhimmanci haka ba,yayin da wani sashe na zuciyarsa kuma yake son daga martaba da kimar abinda tayin tare da son gamsar dashi

"Zauna muyi magana" yayi furucin cikin rashin son wasa a fuskarsa. Kai tadan dauke, kamar ba zata zauna ba kuma ta dosana kadan a saman kujerar

"Kome zakiyi kiyi qoqarin kare martabar hajiya,saboda ita din kamar maji take a gurinmu" kai ta girgiza

"Ba maji bace,ba kuma zata taba zama maji ba,am sorry to say ban yarda da kowa ba akan fadeela,saboda nayi experiencing wani abu da yaso tarwatsa rayuwata shigen abinda fadeela ke shirin fuskanta daga gurin mutumin da yafi kowa kusanci dani" ta qarashe maganar muryarta tana rawa. Har cikin jikinsa yaji wani abu ya tsarga masa,ta miqe tana qoqarin boye qwallarta,batason zubda hawaye a gabansa

"¡ have to go" kamar bazai amsa mata ba sai taga ya mige,ya tura kujerarsa baya ya fito a hankali daga gurin ya zauna saman resting chair yana maida takalminsa,ya daura agogonsa sannan ya dauki wayoyinsa da system dinsa sannan yace

"Let's go" sosai tayi mamaki, saboda bata taba kawowa zaice suje din ba. Danne mamakinta tayi tayi gaba yana biye da ita a baya.

A hankali take takawa da irin takunta nan qafafunta akan tsari,wanda sai kayi tsammanin tana sane take shirya takun nata daya bayan daya. A hankali a hankali sai taji kamar gafafunta suna neman hardewa wannan va sanya ta sake rage saurinta sannu a sannu har ya cimmata suka dai daita kafada. Kusan a tare suka daga idanu suka kalli juna,sai kuma kowa ya dauke kansa yaba basarwa, itakam harda qarin matsawa gefe.

Ihun murna kawai fadeela tadinga saki sanda taga sãahar harda abby dinta wai sun biyo daukarta,abinda bata taba samu ba kenan. Yana zaune vana kallonsu ta cikin glass din yana jin wani farinciki na ratsashi saboda walwalar da ya gani saman fuskar fadeelan,wai me ya hanashi yin hakan shi tsahon shekarun da suka shude? ya barwa driver komai da komai na hidimar daukota da kaita?. Ido ya lumshe yana jin wani farinciki.

Duk yadda yaso ga dannewa amma ya kasa sai da ya furta

"Thank you"sanda take maida murfin motar tana rufewa.
Cike da mamaki ta kalleshi sai kuma ta basar

"It's my pleasure" ta amsa masa tana dire school bag din fadeela da tuni ta haye jilkin Abby dinta tana cewa yau itama 'van class dinsu sunga abby dinta da mammanta sunzo daukarta kamar yadda ake daukar kowa.

Sanda suka isa gida ko sassanta bata shiga ba suka wuce sashensu, nadeeya daketa zuba idanun dawowarsu ta tarbesu suka dunguma,shi daya ya wuce ciki, sai daya shiga yaga dining wayam sannan ya tuna Jacob fa bava nan, garamin tsaki yaja ya wuce bedroom dinsa. Duk abubuwan daya aiwatar tun daga wankansa canza kaya da fresh milk da yasha ba hakan bai mantar dashi tunanin dake magale a kwanyarsa ba,meye yasa tace bata yarda da kowa ba? me yasa wani irin rashin jituwa yake gudana tsakaninta da hajiya qaraman cikin dan lokaci kadan?,da wannan tunanin ya gama hutunsa cikin sashen,har aka kirayi magariba yayi alwala suka fita sallah shi da jibril. Bayan ya dawo sallar sashen hajiya qarama ya shiga,don bayan ya fito jibril ya shaida masa sau uku tana aikowa kiransa, ba'a gaya masa bane sabida sunsan dai dai lokacin hutawa yakeyi.

Yaji dadi da bai samu meenal ba a sassan,ya samu guri ya zauna yana gaidata

"Ka kusa fin garfina ai toufeeq" hajiya ta fada tana tara hawaye cikin idonta. Mamaki abun ya bashi qwarai

"Me kuma ya sake faruwa,i thought kun gama magana
da Dr ko akan komai?"

*HUGUMA*

* TABARMAR KASHI *

Book 02Page 27

"Amma toufeeq kamar ni?, meye amfanina a cikin gidan idan ban kula da fadeela ba" ido ya lumshe sannan ya bude,ya gaji gaba daya bayason wani daru

"Karki wani damu, tattaromin magungunan ki bani, ni zan ci gaba da kula da hakan" a bazata maganar tazo mata,har hakan yaso ya rudata amma ta daure

"Haka ma zaka ce dani toufeeq? yayi kyau shikenan, kaje kawai" ya dauka ya kawo qarshen maganar, amma sal ta sake cewa

"ya kuke ciki da meenal?,dazu ta dawo tana kuka,ta bata lokaci tana bada direction na abincin da za'a dafa maka,sai kuma naga da takai maka babu abinda ka taba a ciki,me yake faruwa?" Idanunsa yadan rufe kadan,a yadda ya fuskanci yanayinta ko meye zai fada mata a yanzun zata bata masa lokacine ta qara masa hayaqi akai, saidai duk da haka yana bugatar ya datse dabi'ar daukar abinci takai masa company,alhalin suna da kitchen, sannan kowanne kalar abinci yakeso yana daga office jibril zai iya masa order dinsa

"Mun fita da madam dauko fadeela daga school" idanu tadan bude da kyau tana kallonsa. Tunda suke dashi bata taba jin ranar da ya zarce daga office dauko fadeela makaranta ba sai yau,yau din kenan har hakan ta fara?, har yarinyar taci nasarar juyar masa da hanakali da sauya masa ra'ayi da tsari?,duk kuwa da tarin taurin kansa da kafiyarsa akan tsarinsa?, wanda ko ita ba kasafai takecin nasarar canzashi ba?. Bata gama wannan mamakin ba ta ganshi ya miqe sannan yace

"So please hajiya ki fahimtar da ita basai tayi wahalar kawomin ba,i will be alright, bazan rasa duk abinda nake bugata ba" mamaki ya hanata cewa komai,shi sam baima wani zurfafa dubanta ba bare ya gane ya dora mata

"Zan wuce ciki.da wuri nakeso na kwanta"

"Jacob baya nan,ko a kai maka dinner?" Ta sake garfin halin fada tana ritsashi da ido tare da son tabbatar da zarginta akan säahar . Hannu yasa ya shafi tattausar sumarsa

"No, ba damuwa,i will get something to eat" sai yayi mata sallama yana ficewa. Labiba da haseena, tabbas yana gab da yi musu mummunan warning din da ko sunansa sukaji zasu san nayi,yana musu kara da alkunya ne kawai saboda iyayensa, hajiya qarama da dr jarma,don kwata kwata baya saka mansura a lissafinsa.

Yana shirin fita a sashen adama na isowa, hankalinta yayi gaba sosai don haka bata lura da shi ba har sai da yayi dab da ita, cikin zafin nama ta kauce masa abinda ya sanya ta bugi bango ledar dake hannunta ta. yage,magungunan ciki suka zubo qasa. Cikin tsananin rudewa tare da tuna kakkausan gargadin da hajiyan tayi mata wajen kula da maganin har zuwa sanda zata kawo mata shi,sai ta sulale a gurin tana tattarosu tana zabga salati.

Kansa ya dauke yana ci gaba da tafiya. Har ya gota yá dawo da baya sakamakon wani tunani da ya darsu a ransa. Akwai masu aiki a gidaje kamar haka da suke ta'ammali da kayan maye qwayoyi ba tare da iyayen gidansu sun sani ba,wasu ma idan aka samu tsautsayi har su koyawa yaran gidan

"Ke.. zo nan" kiran da ya sanya hantar cikin adama juyawa,ta dawo da hanzari ta zube a gabansa

"Wadan nan magungunan fa?"

"Eh... na'am" ta fada a rude tana tuna gargadi na biyu data yi mata,kada ta nuna cewa maganin yana da alaqa da ita ko fadeela

"Uhmmnn" ya fadi yana tsuke fuskar nan tasa me sanya shakka da tsoro a zukatansu

"Ko kin fara shaye shayen muggan qwayoyi?" Ya fada kansa tsaye yana tura hannunsa cikin jallabiyyarsa ganin bata ds niyyar amsawa. Fassarar da yayi matan ta razanata matuqa,har batasan sanda ta daga kai da sauri tana rantse rantse ba

"Wallahi A'ah yallabai,magungunan fadeela ne hajiya tace na karbo daga bakin gate"

"Bakin gate kuma?" Ya tambaya cike da mamaki, saboda yasan duka magungunan da fadeela ke sha ba na nan bane, hasalima order dinsu ake mata na kusan million daya,yana damqasu a hannun hajiya qarama har sai sun qare sannan ya sake yi mata order din da kansa (nasan zakuyi mamaki,maganin million daya?,harma fiye da hakan sukan sha,sannan kamar yadda nace wasu da yawa masu gata a cikin masu lalurar EPILEPSY order magungunan nasu akeyi musu,a qalla a shekara sukan sha maganin million daya din, fatanmu Allah ya rabamu da dukkan wasu cututtukan zamani,ya qaremu da lafiya,su kuma ya basu lafiya,wadanda ya zame musu na
har abada ne kuma rabbi yasa ya zamar musu kaffara

"Eh.. .eh" kai ya jinjina,ko sun qare ne tayi order ba tare data sanar masa ba, sai ya samu kansa da lissafa adadin kwanakin da suka rage su qare din.

Har ya daga qafarsa yaci karo da roba,ya
tsugunna yana dubawa sai yaga daya daga cikin robar
maganin da ya gani ne yanzu,ya waiwaya zai kirayeta
amma tuni har ta bace a gurin,ya juyata a
hannunsa,kwata kwata tasha banban da robar
magungunan fadeela,sai kawai ya jefata a aljihun rigarsa ya wuce.

******Dukka qafafunsa ya zuro waje yana juya zaman agogon hannunsa. Yau din shigar suit ce yayi wadda tayi matugar dacewa dashi,ta fidda kyana kai kace daya daga cikin jaruman Indian films ne. Yau din har da wani extra eye glasses daya mannawa fuskarsa me duhun kala,wannan ya sake qawata fuskar tasa qwarai. Karo na uku va kalli agogon nasa,ya fahimci tunda suka fara ajjiye fadeela a makaranta suke shanyashi,a kullum sai yayi zaman jiransu,duk sanda zata iso kuma tana yine kamar batasan ta sanyashi zaman jiran ba. Kaf duniya idan ka dauke Dr jarma babu wani mutum da yake iya zaman jira,sai ita data karya masa record.

Dago kan da zaiyi suna fitowa daga sassan, kamar kullum tana rataye da school bag din fadeela tana kuma riqe da lunch bag dinta, yarinyar itama na dauke da hand bag din sãahar. Sati kusan na biyu kenan da yake ganin fitowarsu a hakan, amma har yau ya gaza saba ganinsu a irin wannan yanayin,duk lokacin da suka fito din sal sun fisgi hankalinsa qwarai, saidai yau din hankalinsa ya dauku fiye da ko yaushe. Tuni ya sanyawa guards dinsa dokar zama cikin motocinsu a duk lokaci irin wannan har su fito su wuce. Shi kansa bazaice ga dalilin da yasa yayi hakan ba,kawai dai yana ji a jikinsa hakan shine abinda yafi dacewa.

•Yau din kamar murmushi da fara'ar fuskarta ya banbamta da na ko yaushe. Cikin shigarta da ko yaushe take fita zuwa office din da ita ta laffaya. Saidai kuma a yau din laffayar ta musamma ce. Wata irin lallausar farar laffaya ce me yarfin ruwan gold,wadda ta dace da siririn takalmin qafarta me tsinin dunduniya maras tsaho,wanda zara zaran dogayen yatsunta suka kwanta luf a ciki,komai nata a ranar kusan gold colour ne, sai hakan yayi masifar qara mata kyau da wani irin haske,lafiyayyar fatarta ta fita shar.

"Wow" yaji an fada cikin wani mugun zumudi, furucin da yaja hankalinsa aka fusgeshi har cikin kwanyarsa. A nutse ya waiwaya,ba kowa bane tsaye a wajen sai Jamal.

Saidai kuma wayace a hannunsa da alama wani abun daban yake kalla. Haka kawai yaji wani abu yazo ya tsaye masa a wuya. Ba yaune rana ta farko da yakejin kamar shigar bata dace da ita ba,amma sai yake gayawa kansa rayuwarta ce,bai kamata yayi mata shishshigi a ciki ba.

A yau din duk yadda yaso ya share kaman yadda ya saba sai yaji ya gaza dannewa. Wow din da Jamal ya furta sai yakejin kamar a kanta ne

"Dole ka kare martabar aure, ko ba komai sunnar ma'aiki ce daya kamata ace an tsare kimarta" wani sashe na zuciyarsa yaji yana gaya masa.

Cikin nutsatsen takunta ta iso bakin motar a hankali, kallo daya tayi masa ta janye idanunta tana rage kaifin fara' arta,wanda wanna din wata dabi'arta ce da tuni ya gama ganeta. Hannu tasa a nutse ta budewa fadeela seat din ta daya side din, qasan ranta tana gulmarsa. Zata iya cewa tsahon lokacin da ta dauka dashi zata iya rantsuwar bata taba gain dariyarsa kamar yadda sauran mutane sukeyi ba,wannan baqin eye glasses din da yasa ko yau din kuma tsautsayin kora da sauke kwandon masifar akan wa zai fada?.

Tambayar da ta yiwa kanta kenan, wadda tayi dai dai da saukar sautin muryarsa

"Ji mana" ya fadi yana zube mata zagayayyun idanunsa dake da haske qwarai. A nutse ta juya suka hada ido,a hankali idanun nasa suka sauka akan lips dinta daketa ayallin lip gloss. Tun wancan ranar bata sake maimaita saka jambaki ba,tunda yayi mata wannan abun. Bata fata ya maimaita kusanto jikinta,shi yasa ta daina sakashi kwata kwata a bakinta.

Dubansa ya sauka daga cikin idanunta zuwa lausasan lips din nata,haka kawai yaji ya hadiyi wani yawu. Sai kuma ya fara qoqarin saita kansa yana sake hade ransa

"Wannan shigar bata yi ba,go and change" sosai mamaki ya kamata,sai ta sauke dubanta a nutse ta a kallon kanta tun daga yatsun qafarta zuwa ainihin gangar jikinta,bataga ta inda ake ganin wani abu nata ba. Yana daya daga cikin abinda ya sa take yawan zabar shigar

laffaya saboda yadda take suturta kaso saba'in na surarta

"But......me shiga na yayi,is like fa kana shiga hurumin da ba naka ba" ta fada tana hade ranta da kyau. Wani kallo da ya dago ya aje mata sai da taji tabbas tayi subutar bakin bashi amsar da tayi a yanzun. Bai sake bata damar yin tunani na biyu ba taji kawai ya damqi hannunta,bai tsaya jiran komai ba ya nufi sassansu yana riqe da tsintsiyar hannun nata,yana jin zuciyarsa na wani irin zafi,ba tun yau ba shigar ke tsole masa ido,daga yau kuma ta bar yinta kwata kwata.

"Ka sakarmim hannu mana,kama wuce ga'ida fa" ta sake fada da nata zafin sanda suka isa qofar dakinta. Fusgota yayi ya jefata jikin qofar yana binta da kallo. Take tsoro ya kamata cikin ranta tana mamakin abinda ya Sanya farar qwayar idanunsa sauya kala lokaci guda

"Idan na sake jin bakinki sai na shayar dake mamaki" ya fada da zafinsa shima,sai yasa hannu ya murda handle din dakin ya buda qofar ya tura saahar din ciki. Tamkar kurma haka ta zama,tayi tsaye tana kallonsa sanda ya bude closet dinta yanata debo kaya yana zubawa saman gadonta. Batace masa komai ba har ya kammala,ba tare da ya rufe ba ya tako a nutse ya tsaya gaban kayan

"Ba kwalliyar ki akace kije ki nuna musu ba da zaki dinga sanya wannan abar,tun randa kika fara zuwa aiki har yau,ki cireta ki zabi wasu daga cikin kayan nan ki saka ki fito" Sosai ranta ya baci, ita ko kadan bata taba sanya laffayar da sunan kwalliya ba,hasalima tana sakata ne saboda tsaro, batasan yawan kallo, tana da tarin kaya lace atamfa shaddodi da sauransu kayayyakin qyale ayale na mata, amma duk ciki tafi qaunar sakata muddin zata shiga taron daya hada hadakar maza da mata. Abinda bata sani ba,a duk sanda ta saka laffayar tana yi mata mugun kyau ne,tare da sake nuna zallar dangantakarta da shuwa

"Bazan iya canza kowanne kaya ba" ta fada masa kai tsaye tana dauke kanta daga sashensa zuwa wani sashe na daban hadi da goye hannunta a qirjinta.

Ko motsinsa bataji ba bare ta sanya ran yana dakin,har zuciyarta ta fara gaya mata ya fita ne,abun mamaki sai taji hucinsa dab da ita,kafin tayi kowanne motsi taji ya kama daurin lafayar dake qugunta data yiwa daurin zarge ya wareshi,a take ta fara warwarewa daga jikinta.

A mugun razane ta kama laffayar ta cukuikuyeta,don tabbas muddin ta warware din ta gama tozarta a idanunsa,zai ga shape na komai nata ne,don wasu rubber material ne a jikinta me golding masu tsayawa dai dai jikin mutum. Hannu daya ya sanya ya zare laffayar a jikinta qwayar idanunsa cikin nata yana karantar yadda hankalinta yayi wani mugun tashi,yayin da ita kuma ta dage tana gogarin tattarota, wani tashin hankali yana bayyana qarara cikin idanunta. Ko kusa ko alama garfinsu baizo daya ba,tayi imanin idan akaci gaba da haka dukka laffayar zata zame ne ta barta gayanta.

Dole badon ta shirya ba cikin rawar murya tace

"Am sorry i will change it please" yadda tayi maganar da mugun sanyi muryarta na rawa ya karya lagonsa,sai kawai ya sake mata laffayar yana cewa

"Kin dauka ni abokin wasanki ne?, Bayan na biya sadakinki duniya ta shaida ke din kin zama halal din da zan iya yin komai dake ba tare da na zama abun zargi ba shine har kike da zarrar tsaiwa kina fadamin wannan maganar na ina wuce hurumina?" Sake rigeta kawai tayi da kyau cikin tunanin mafita

"Bakisan zan iya mai dake naked ba kuma nace kiyita zama a hakan a gabana?, kuma banyi laifi ba har wajen Allah?" Daga furtawar kawai da yayi sai taji kamar ma ya maidata tsirarar, abinda ya sake mugun razanata kenan ta kasa cewa komai sai karyar da wuya da tayi. Ya gano ta karaya sosai,sai yaja baya yana qara nisan tazarar dake tsakaninsu

"na baki minti daya" ya fada yana sake ja da baya hadi da maida jikinsa ya jingin da mudubi. Cikin rudewa take dubansa,yana nufin a gabansa zata tube ta canza kayan? tashin hankali

"HUGUMA*

_TABARMAR KASHI_

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"Don Allah ka bani guri, zan canza" ta fadi kamar zata rushe da kuka, idanunta na fidda wani qyallin hawaye, da gaske dai mutumin nan dan iska ne. Idonsa ya lumshe kana ya budesu,duk sanda hawaye suka cika a idanunta wani irin haske suke garayi

"Zan dawo muddin kika batan lokaci" yana kaiwa nan ya juya yana fita a dakin. Duk da taso tare hawayen amma saida suka silaloAllah ta yarda baki afifa tayi mata

"Aure yana garawa namiji kwarjini a idon matarsa, duk wannan cika bakin da rashin kunyar taki idan baki wasa ba saikin nemeta kin rasa" daya daga cikin maganganun da sukeyi da afifa kenan,wanda ita a nata gurin dai dai yake da tatsuniyar gizo da qoqi.

A gurguje ta cire ta sauya da wata atamfa, plain zani da riga ne, ta dora daurinta ta maida mayafin kayan sannan ta fito. Cikin hallway din ya saka wata kujera yar garama ya zauna. Tana bude qofar yana daga kansa daga danna waya. A hankali take takawa saboda bacin ran da yake cin zuciyarta na irin kama karyar da yakeyi mata. Sati biyun da tayi dashi cikin MT JARMA company kawai tana danne zuciyarta ne, amma kama karya kawai yakeyi mata. A nutse ya sauke qafafunsa qasa daga dora daya saman dayan da yayi, still idanunsa suna kanta, kai ya girgiza

"Koma ki cireta,batayi ba" sai data kalli kanta,kamar zatayi magana amma kuma yadda ya kafeta da kallon nan nasa yasa ta kasa fadin komai,sai kawai ta juya din tana jin zuciyarta kamar zata fashe.

Karo na hudu kenan ta sake fitowar idanunta na mata radadi saboda hawaye,yau din kamar wata wadda kamfani suka dauketa contract na fashion show,ta tsaya a gabansa tana jifansa da harara a fakaice, cikin ranta tayi rantsuwar wannan ce qarshe, muddin yace batayi ba bazata sake komawa ba. Kallon da yayi mata wannan karon yafi na wadancan shigar, duk da abaya ce me sulbi “yar qasar Turkey amma ta fiddata a balarabiya zamm.Janye idanunsa yayi yana miqewa tare da jan sirirn tsaki

"Ba zuwa office yau" ya fadi yana fita a nutse yana barin hallway din.

Hakan itama yayi mata,saboda ita kanta yau ranta a bace yake. Yau din ya raina mata hankali ya kuma bata mata lokaci yadda ya kamata,inda ace sunje office din to bata jin zata yi komai saboda haushinsa da ya cika mata zuciya. Baqinciki ya sanyata yin zaune a bakin gadonta kawai ta kasa fidda rigar ma daga jikinta, tana jin qarar tashin motocinsu,sai kawai ta koma saman gado ta nade abinta ta kwanta tana jan qwafa, kallonsa a kanta yaqi bacewa daga idanunta,babu wani namiji baya ga adam data taba tsaiwa va kalleta har haka saishi, duk da kowacce shiga jikinta yane yake da mayafi, amma har gangar jikinta tana jin kallonsa shi din me zurfine, don ya banbanta da yadda takejin idanun sauran mutane idan suna kallon nata.

Wayarta kawai ta jawo ta bude data tahau online, ta samu afifa kuwa a lokacin

"'Bestie yau ba office?" Tsaki ta tura mata, sannan ta fara bata labarin rainin wayon da yau din toufeeq din yayi mata. Abinda ya bata mamaki dariyar da afifa ta dinga aiko mata da ita

"Banason wulaqanci bestie, idan ba zaki tayani ba ki barni da bacin ran da ya dasa min" sai a yanzun afifa ke sake yarda cewa akwai fa autanci da gaske, da taga gayyar na shirin watsewa sai tace

"Ba shiga sabgar da ba tashi yayi ba, banda abinki bestie duk duniya kallon miji da mata na haqiqa sukeyi muku,kinason ki tona muku asiri ne?, kinga dole yayi komai don ya tabbatar da ingancin aurenku a zuciyar kowa"

"Shi ya sani,bazan sake bari ya rainan wayo irin na yau ba"

"'Nima ina bayanki" afifa ta fada tana boye dariyarta.
Gyara kwanciyarta tayi

"Bestie na fara wani tunani cikin raina,inason kiyimin cikakken bayanin yadda za'a magance epilepsy magani na har abada"

"You mean surgery?"

"idan har ta kama da hakan hakan za'a yi" gyara zama afifa tayi

"Idan nau'in epilepsy dinta yana cikin nau'ikan wanda za'a iya yiwa surgery din zaki iya taking risky na hakan? bayan family dinta ma dake tare da ita basuyi mata ba?" Ido tadan rufe tana tunanin maganar afifa, sannan ta bude tana maida mata amsa

"I can take the risk afifa indai za'a dace.....anjima zamu tattauna akan ciwon if you are available"

"Ba damuwa" ta amsa mata itama, tasan tsaiwa da rashin tsoro da va jima da dasuwa a zuciyar sãahar, indai tace zatayin to zatayi babu fashi.

Ta jima zaune a daki abinta, har akayi sallar azahar, ta bada farali tana zaune tana duba lokaci.
Batabar gurin ba sai data daidaici lokacin dawowar fadeel daga school ya kusa,sai ta miqe ta ninke abun sallarta, ta sauya kayanta zuwa wata gown sassauqa, don kitchen takeson wucewa kafin su qaraso. Ita ko nadeeya yanzun sun daina cin abincin kowa sai nata. Gown din tayi mata kyau sosai,ta maidata kamar wata baby musamman da gashin kamta ke fake a tsakiyar kanta cikin wani pink ribbon. Gown din me siririn hannu ce, kuma bata gama saukowa ba sai ta dora hijab da ya sauka har gasan gafafunta,ta zura wasu takalma masu laushi ta fito a sashen nata.

Dab da zata isa ga sassansu fadeela hajia garama ta fito. Kamar ko yaushe cikin shigar fariya da alfarma, mayafinta a kafada don ita din ba ma'abociyar yafa mayafi bace. Wani kallo tabi sahar din dashi sannan ta saki murmushi tayi gaba

"A'uzu bi khalimatillahit taammati minsharri ma khalaqa,Allahummakhfinihim bima shi'ita" ta samu kanta da furtawa saboda wani faduwar gaba da saukar mata sanadin murmushin murmushin da ta gani akan fuskarta.

Baaba ramatu ta samu da zuwaira suna hira a falon,ko ina a tsaftace kamar ko yaushe,suka gaisa cikin girmamawa sannan ta wuce kitchen bayan tace da zuwaira da ta mige zata bita suyi zamansu,abu me sauqi zata hada.

Veggies couscous ta shirya tare da egg
souce, tasan fadeela da son kayan zaqi,ba kuma kasafai take barinta vanzu tayi ciye ciyen kayan kwalin nan na banza da wofi ba,sai ta bude freezer ta fidda kankana ayaba yoghurt ta hado da madara ta zuba sugar tayi mata blending water melon smoothie data cikawa madara sosai. Tana juyeshi a wasu madaidaitan drinking glasses masu bamboo lids bayan ta zare glass straw din da suke dashi nadeeya ta shigo.

"Aunty N,yauma akwai special abu da alama, qamshi tun daga compound" tayi maganar tana legen smoothie din da take juyewa

"Abincin faddee ne" dan fuska nadeeya ta bata

"Amma ana wasa tare ci banban, nidai wannan smoothie din za'a tallafeni dashi,yau nasha rana, inajin ajiye aikin nan zanyi" ta fada tana narke fuska. Murmushi säahar ta saki ta maida murfin ta rufe ta zura mata straw din ta miga mata. Zuqa daya tayi ta lumshe ido

"Anty N,bazan iya shan wannan abun a tsaye ba bari na garasa daki"

"A fito lafiya " ta fada tana murmushin santin da taga
nadeeya din tanayi.

Cikin fridge ta maidashi inda sanyi bazaiyi masa
yawa sosai ba,saboda ta saka ice cube qurin blending din so da sanyinsa. Muryarta taji tana qwala mata kira

"Tom an dawo kenan" ta fadi a ranta tana murmushi, a hankali taii sautin nata yana matsowa kitchen din,sanda ta lita dab da gofa saita waiwayo tana murmushi hadi da dan harara a idanunta na yadda ta tafi school bata nemeta ba yau din.

Maimakon fadeela sai idanunta suka hadu da nashi,gabanta ya fadi,ta dauki hannunta tana nadeshi a girjinta saboda yanayin rigar da take sanye dashi, already ta cire hijabinta tun shigowarta kitchen din, saboda tasan babu wanda yake shigowa, daga ita sai baaba ramatu sai zuwaira. Sam bata kawo zai shigo ba,saboda bata taba ganinsa cikin kitchen din ba sam.

Duk yadda yaso yiwa idonsa shamaki a kanta amma hakan ya faskara,sambala sambalan singalalin hannunta dake da lallausar fata me santsi yabi da kallo, a hankali ya zarce da kallon qirjinta data lullube da kyau da singalalin hannun nata,saidai duk da hakan hannun nata bai wadatar ba,saboda cikarsu da tsaiwarsu ya sanya suka fito ta saman rigar fam dasu.

Kadan kadan zuciyarta ke bugawa tana duban fuskar fadeela tare da qoqarin waskewa da nuna bata damu da shigowar tasa ba. A kasalance ya dauke idanunsa yana cewa da fadeela

"Sauka angel ki qarasa" saboda dama ha daukota ne a bayansa da kansa yau din. Kafada ta maqale

"Abby ki qarasa ladanka please,ka shigar dani ka kaini
gurin anty N" ta fada tana maqale kafada

"Ya salam" ya furta a ransa,wannan rigimammiyar ruwa takeson ballo masa. Magiya ta dage da yi, hakan ya sanya ya fara takowa da ita cikin kitchen din yana gogarin hana idanunsa kawai wanann gurin da ya zame masa kamar wata jarrabawa akan yarinyar.

"'Matso abby ka gani" fadeela ta fada tana miqewa daga bayan nasa,nufinta ta taka bayansa sannan ta maqalewuyan säahar

"What?, sauko angel" ya fada yana dan daga kansa yana dubanta. Sake marairaice fuska tayi

"Please mana abby, munyi algawari fa kace yau bazan taka qafafuna a qasa ba" kai ya girgiza yana tuna sunyi hakan, amma shi bedroom dinta yace zai sauketa.
Idanunsa ya lumshe ya gara taku biyu gaba yadda yarinyar keso,saahar na tsaye tana murmushi idanunta akan fadeela, saidai can qasan zuciyarta wani mugun gudu takeyi kamar wadda tayi gasar tsere, taku biyunsa su suka hade dukka wani tazara dake tsakaninsu,wadan nan abubuwan da suke tone masa idanu,suka zame masa idanunsa barazana suka samu kyakkyawan masauki saman girjinsa. Yadda yaji saukarsu saman likinsa haka tail vadda girinsa ya tokare nata. Dukkansu jikkunansu suka karbi wani sago me nauyi da bala'in ratsa zukata,yayin da säahar jikinta ya dauki rawar da saura kadan fadeela tasha gasa, banda toufeeq yayi zafin namar taro yarinyar,ya saka dukka hannuwansa ya sauketa a gasa yana duban fuskarta

"She's not brave enough,ba zata iya daukanki ba" ya fada muryarsa tana dan sargewa wanda shi kansa baisan da hakan ba. Itakam fadeela da batasan dawar garin ba dariya takeyi tana sake magale säahar

"Anty N,abby na ya fiki qarfi, amma zamu hada qarfinmu waje daya muma ko?" Kai ta gyada mata a sanyaye tana jin qafafunta babu qwari sam. Tsaiwa yayi kawai a wajen yana duban fuskarta,yadda lokaci daya hankalinta ya tashi fuskarta kuma cakude da bacin rai kadan. Kasa motsawa yayi shima yana qoqarin controlling kansa kafin yakai ga takawa yabar wajen,jikinsa a sanyaye ya ja da baya ya jingina da kitchen cabinet din yana sake binta da kallo sanda take rige da hannun fadeela bayan ta maida hijabinta jikinta.

"Ungo wannan ki fara sha kafin kiyi wanka,kizo kici abinci na gama" sãahar tace da fadeela tana bata drinking glass din. Harda tsallenta, ta dawo gurin toufeeq bayan zuga

"Yummy abby sha kail" ta furta tana miga masa.
Hannunta ya dafe yana girgiza kai,ta fahimci me yakeson cewa saita maqale wuya

"Please mana abby" a nutse ya durqusa ya sanya straw din a bakinsa ya zuqa. Har cikin kwanyarsa dadi da gardin fruit dana madarar ya ratsa masa,ya lumshe idonsa yana jin smoothie din yayi masa matuqa,saidai kafin ya sake sha fadeela ta janye abinta ta kafa a baki.

Su suka fara fita a kitchen din yabi warmers din da kallo daya tabbatar abinci ne a ciki,ya shafi cikinsa yana jin yunwa tana taso masa, tunda jacob yaje gida yake wahalar abinci,tun asali mutum ne shi da bakowanne abinci yake iya ci daga hannun kowa ba, gidan cike yake da masu girki da kuma nau'in abinci kala kala amma bai iya ci ba, da abincin jacob kadai ya aminta. Ba mai yawan ciye ciye bane, amma kuma baya wasa da cikinsa ta fannin abinci, idan ya tashi zaiyi masa ci me kyau,daga nan kuma sai lokaci na gaba. Da qyar ya shawo kansa sannan ya fita a kitchen din shima.

Sassan nasa babu kowa kamar ko yaushe,bedroom dinsa ya wuce,ya soma zare kayan jikinsa cikin wata muguwar kasala,ya zauna yana zare takalmansa idanunsa suka sauka aka robar maganin.
Hannu yasa ya sake daukota yana juyawa,sai ya maida ya miqe yana dauko system dinsa daga inda ya ajiye ya kunnata,akwai result da zai karba yau game da maganin daga gurin Dr anwar,don haka yabar system din tana daidaita ya wuce toilet don yayi wanka kafin ya fito.

"HUGUMA*

'_TABARMAR KASHI*

Book 02Page 29

Sai da ya gama shiryawa tsaf cikin wasu lausasan pyjamas bagaqe a yau amadadin farare da yafi amfani dasu komai ya zauna luf a jikinsa,yaja stool ya zauna vana duba system dinsa.

Dukka hankalinsa va bayar akan bayanan da Dr anwar ya turo masa. Lokaci daya yaji wani gumi yana tsatstsafo masa,yasa hannunsa a tausashe ya share yana dungule hannunsa ya rufe bakinsa yana tsurawa system din ido

"'Yaya akayi maganin ya kasance daga hannun haliva qarama? me yasa maganin da bai kasance na lalurar fadeelan ba amma take shansa? me hakan ke nufi?" Ya viwa kansa tambayar yana jin hankalinsa yana tashi

"Take it easy" wata zuciyar ta gaya masa

"'Kayi bincike wisely" aka sake nanata masa. Miqewa yayi yana fita a bedroom din nasa a hankali, ya ciro wayarsa da ya bari a parlor ya fara kiran layin nadeeya. Bugu daya ta daga

"Yaa moha"

"Me sunan matar nan baga wata gajeriya me jiki dake aiki a sassan momy?" Dan shuru kadan nadeeya tayi sannan tace

"Ko adama?" Kai ya gyada

"Yes, kiyimin kiranta, amma banason kowa yasan na nemeta"

"To yaaya" ta fadi tana ajiye wayar, saita dubi su sãahar wanda suke zaune zasu fara cin abinci

"Ina zuwa AUNTY N" kai ta gyada mata,saita koma daki ta dauki mayafinta ta fice.

Tun daga yadda ta shiga parlor din zakasan a mugun razane take,ko ina na jikinta rawa yakeyi,gumi kuwa ya gama jiga mata jiki sharkaf. Yau ta shiga masifar da me fiddata sai Allah, dazun nan hajiyan ta gama yi mata kakkausar jan kunne kamar yadda ta saba a duk lokacin da aka karbo maganin, saidai kuma jan kunnen yau din yafi na kullum, kamar tasan abinda ya faru a hanyarta na kawo mata maganin. Da hannu ya yiwa nadeeya nuni akan ta tafi,ba musu ta juya,cikin zuciyarta tana taya adama alhini,ko wanne tsautsayi ne yasa ta shiga gonar toufeeq din? wanne irin laifi tayi masa haka?.

Tun kafin yace ta zauna gafafunta suka kasa daukarta, saita sulale tayi zaman dirshan a gurin. Kallo daya yayi mata ta fashe da kuka, tama mance da wani jan kunne na hajiya qaraman

"Wallahi bansan komai a kai ba indai batun magungunan ne" idanunsa kawai ya zuba mata yana mamakin rudewar da tayi. Sake debo rantsuwa tayi

"Na rantse da ikon Allah bansan komai ba"

“Tun yaushe ake kawo maganin?" Ya jefa mata tambayar
Shekara biyu…shekara biyu a cikin ta uku* ta bashi
amse kowanne sashe na jinta yana kakkarwa. Wani irin zafi idanunsa yaji sun fara yi masa, abinda zuciyarsa ke hasaso masa har bayaso sukai ga kwanyarsa bare ta sauya masa su ga dayan sashen na zuciyar tasa

*ki hada kayanki gaba daya,na sallameki daga aiki a gidan nan" abindia ya fada kenan. Faduwa tayi a gurin tana hurwa tana kuka sosai, saboda tasan muddin tabar aiki a gidan asirinta ya tonu,mutane masu yawan gaske ne suke neman damar yin aiki a gidan amma basu samu ba

Tsawa ya buga mata wanda ta sanya ba shiri ta tattara zaninta ta fice tana kuka. Shuru yayi yana maida jikinsa ga kujerar idanunsa a lumshe

"To maganin meye?" Tambayar da Dr anwar dinma bai bashi amsa ba, yace masa baida alaqa sam da ciwon fadeelan, suna kuma ci gaba da bincike.

"Wanne magani kenan ake bata yanxu?" Tambayar da tazo kansa kenan,ya kuma miqe a nutse ya sanya flip flops slippers dinsa yana baro sashen.

Tuni ta gama cin nata abincin ita da fadeelan, nadeeya ce tayi saura,don haka suka barta a falon suka wuce daki don ta shiryata ta bata maganinta tasha. Toilet ta kaita, kamar ko yaushe yanzu ta fara canza pattern na wankanta, zata hada mata kayan wankan gaba daya,tayi mata tsarki ta wanke mata bayanta da sauran inda hannunta bazai kai ba,sauran kuma saita tsaya tana kallonta tayi da kanta, tanayi tana gyara mata har su kammala. Sanda yayi sallama dakin basuji shi ba,suna bandakin tanata tsokanar fadeelan saboda yau ta dage bayan nata ma zata wanke da kanta.

A nutse ya garasa shigowa,ya maida murfin qofar ya rufe, idanunsa suka sauka akan dressing table din fadeelan inda kayan baccinta maganin nata da sauran tarkacen kayan nata suke.

Kai tsaye ya dauki robar maganin yana dubawa,sak irin maganin da yasan yana siyowa da kudinsa va damgashi ga hajiva garama har na tsahon watanni shid,bayan wata shidan kuwa baya taba batan lissafi zai sake kawo wani na wata shidan. Bude robar yayi ya zazzago maganin. Shine asin da asin babu banbamci, sai ya maida murfin maganin ya rufe ya maidashi inda vake vana fadin

"Hasbunallahu wani'imal wakil" wane sashe na zuciyarsa kuma na tambayar sa,waye yake bata kudin siyan maganin?. Lokaci daya komai ya rikice masa,lissafi yaso qwace masa,ga hajiyan da wani magani sabanin wanda ake baiwa fadeelan, ita kuma gata da irin maganin fadeelan ba tare da yasan waye yake siya ba.

Komawa yayi ya zauna saman sofa bed,har ta gama wankan suka fito tana tsane mata gashinta da hoodie towel din data rataya mata saman kanta.

"Abby...." Fadeela ta fadi, abinda ya jawo hankalin sãahar sal tadan ja da baya tana boye jikinta a qofar.

"Abbyyy..." Maganar yarinyar ta magale mata a maqoshi,a hankali yatsun hannunta dana gafafunta suka fara motsawa suna shacking. Dukkaninsu suka fahimci abinda ke shirin faruwa da ita,lokaci guda kuma kowanne ya taso da mugun hanzari suka nufo fadeelan,shi ta gaba sãahar ta baya,suka kuma isa gareta lokaci guda tare da rarumota cikin jikinsu saboda kada tayi mummunar faduwar da zata ji ciwo.

Shi yayi nasarar rungume fadeelan,yayin da säahar ta saki wani irin kuka mara sauti cikin narkewar zuciya tana kiran sunan fadeela

"Shshshsh" ya fada yana dora yatsansa saman lips dinsa duk da cewa shima cikin tashin hankalin yake

"Stop crying" ya sake fada da muryarsa da taynkaushi.va mige a nutse ya kaita saman sofa bed ya kwantar da ita sosai yana ambaton sunan Allah a ransa. Ta dauki tsahon kwanaki masu dama rabon da ta samu wannan attack din,kusan zai iya cewa harma ya manta,ya kuma tsammaci lalurar ta tafi kenan. Idanunsa suna kan agogo yana yana lissafa adadin mintunan kamar yadda ya saba,yayin da sautin kukan säahar ke shiga masa kunnuwa,sai ya dinga jin kamar ana soka masa allura cikin qwaqwalwarsa,wani irin ciwon kai ya fara saukar masa kadan kadan har cikin idanunsa.

Wannan karon bata gara ba akan mintunan data saba yi, ta bude idanunta a hankali tana kallonsu.

"Aunty N,faduwa nayi ko? ‚na dauka na warke na daina faduwa" furucin da ya sanya sãahar tsananta kukanta,hawaye masu yawa suka jige mata fuska ta kasa controlling dinsu, gaba daya hannuwanta suna cikin na fadeela ta rigeta tsam

"Zaki daina daughter, zaki daina in sha Allah very soon, in sha Allah,in sha Allah, i promise" duk da yadda kansa yake sarawa hakan bai hanashi dubanta ba,bai taba ganin hawayenta da kukanta ba kamar yau, kamar ma ta fishi shiga tashin hankali. A nutse ta mige ta dauko tissue ta dawo ta zauna a gefanta tana share mata majinar data zuba daga bakinta hade da yawu. Hannu fadeelan ta miga tana share mata fuska

"Ki daina kuka anty N,na dauka na warke ne, amma ai na saba" migewa tsaye yayi yana saka hannunsa a aljihun wandonsa kansa yana sake sarawa,yanajin kalaman fadeela har cikin zuciyarsa,yana jin kamar ya gaza.

_WASHEGARL

Cikin jikinta fadeelan ta kwana a daren jiya,da safe ma tace yau ba school, tunda juma'a ce ta zauna a gida ta haqura. Da safer tayi mata duk abinda ya kamata, duk da cewa Zuciyarta babu dadi,haka gangar jikinta babu kuzari, amma haka ta daure ta koma sashensu.
Me share share ta samu yana aikinsa,kamar yadda toufeeq din ya maidashi akin sassafe, shida zuwa bakwai ya gama komai,idan kuma ya makara saidai ya bari kuma sai bayan sun fita office. Gefe yaja yana sadda kansa gasa sanda yaji sallamarta

"Good morning maa" ya fada ba tare daya kalleta ba

"Morning"' ta amsa masa tana wucewa. Samun kanta tayi da kallon gofar dakin nasa, ba alamun da mutum a ciki,duk da cewa daman kusan kullum kamar haka qofar yake, amma yau sai taji abun yadan ja hankalinta, duk da haka ta watsar ta isa nata dakin tana shiryawa a hanzarce don kada tayi late.

Ta zarta lokacin shirin nata, amma ga mamakinta har ta kammala shiryawa ta fito bataji wanann sassanyan qamshin nasa da duk safiya yake gaya mata kammala shirin boss din ba. Ta iso parlor babu kowa, dama jacob ne zaka samu ya raya falon da qamshin abincinsa, shima tunda yaje gida wanna yayi qaura. Yankewa tayi ta fita farfajiyar gidan saidai kafin ma ta qarasa duka taga babu motocin da suke fita din ko guda daya

"Good morning madam,ya jikin oga din?" Muryar jibril dake magana cikin girmamawa ya furta. Da dan sauri ta waiwayo

"Jikin oga kuma?" Ta tambayi kanta da kanta,ta tambayi jibril din kamar zubewar kimarta ne, saita amshe kawai

"Jiki da sauqi alhmdlh"

"Allah ya qara afuwa"

"Ameen" ta amsashi. Qafafunta babu qarfi sam ta koma ciki, taja burki a falon ta tsaya tana tunanin meye abunyi?, at last taga babu wani abu da ya rage illa ta shiga dakin da kanta.

"HUGUMA*

"_TABARMAR KASHI_'

Book 02 Page 30

Sau biyu tana dora hannunta akan handle din tana janyewa. Tana tunanin yadda zata shiga dakinsa yau a karon farko, tana kuma tunani da tsoron kada ya fasarata.

To amma kuma zuwan ya zame mata tamkar wajibi,don kowa a gidan da zai buqaci jin yanayin lafiyarsa ita zai fara tuntunba daga bakinta kuma za'a so aji komai. Uwa uba fadeela, data tashi ta tabbata abby din zata nema.

Kuma ko babu komai rama alkhairi sai dan halak, shine mutum na farko daya fara kulawa da kuma lura da sauyawarta lokacin da ciwon kanta ya motsa.
Sama sama ta soma jin kamar muryar meenal daga falonsu,wanda daga shi sai hallway din da kuma bedrooms dinsu. Bata sake tunani na biyu ba ta murda gofar kawai ta shige. Dai dai lokacin da yake kwance cikin duvet, bai jima da komawa ya kwanta ba,saboda a jiyan bai samu wani cikakken bacci ba,gaba daya idanunsa ne suka soye yanata hada lissafin da bai samu nutsuwa a kansa ba sai da zuciyarsa ga bashi gamsuwa da rinjaye akan bangare guda. Koda ya samu baccin sai tashi farkawa ba sai qarfe shida na safe, alfijir ya fara ketowa sosai. A razane ya sauko, hanzarin da ya sanya kanshi sarawa ya rige kan yana takawa a hankali ya wuce toilet. Alwala ya daura ya zauna yayi sallarsa,ya duba first aid kit ya balli maganin ciwon kai yasha. Yana gama lazumin ya lallaba ya koma gadon yana sake qudunduna a duvet din. Idanunsa ya lumshe a hankali,yanayin da vake tsintar kansa kowacce asuba ya fara sauka ga jikinsa, abinda bai taba tunani ba saboda ganin yadda ya kwana yana fama da tunani bacin rai da kuma ciwon kai.

Matse jikinsa yayi guri daya vana lumshe idanunsa,abun mamaki sai ga hotonta kar cikin duhun idanunsa sanye da farar gown dinta me qaramin hannutsigar jikinsa ta zuba lokacin da ya tuna yadda jikinta ya gogi nasa,sai ya runtse idonsa da kyau ya juya yayi rub da ciki yana gangame pillow da hannunsa tare da ambatar sunan Allah a sarari.

Duk yadda yayi zaton na wasu mintuna ne zuwa awa komai zaiyi narke masa amma abun ya wuce tunaninsa,maganin ciwon kan da yasha sai yakeiin kamar maganin wani garin garfi ya sha bana ciwon kai. Sake tura kansa yayi cikin duvet din yana kiran sunan Allah gasa qasa,jikinsa yayi dumi sosai ,sai hucin numfashinsa da ya cika duvet din wanda ke gauraye da sassanyan night scent dinsa,da ya rufe idanunsa ita yake gani cikin mabanbantan yanayin da yake ganinta, idan kuma ya bude idon nanma ba sauqi, abun kamar wani tsafi ko sihiri.

Kamar cikin mafarki yaji tattausar muryarta tana yin sallama cikin dakin. Tsai da numfashinsa yayi na wucin gadi yana cike da mamaki da kuma tantama, idanunsa a rufe ruf ba tare daya motsa ba, kunnuwansa suna jiyo takunta cikin lallausan carfet din dake dakin duk da takun nata baya bada sauti.
Koda bata zurafafa kalle kalle a bedroom din baiya iska da gamshin da yake fiddawa kadai ya isa gaya mata na musamamn ne fiye da kowanne daki dake gidan.

Wasu irin furniture na alfarma masu tafiya da hankali, luxury curtains da suka mamave dakin suka sanvashi ya sake zama wani luf luf da babu lallai ka iva tantance dare ne ko kuwa rana?. Akwai wadatar hasken fitilu a dakin har kusan color biyu,farin qwai da kuma light blue sai suka hadu suka bada wata kwantacciyar kala me kvau a kowanne sashe na dakin,frames manya manya dake dauke da ayoyin tsari ne a kowacce kusurwa ta dakin. A kallon da tayi masa sai jikinta ya bata bacci vakeyi,abinda zataso tayi shine komawa,to amma zuwa lokacin ta jiyo muryar haseena daga bakin gofar dakin, zuwa lokacin ma har ta fara knocking.

Yau daya tak taji wani abu ya taba zuciyarta,wanda bata dorashi a mizanib komai ba sai na haushin rashin hankali da rashin kamun kan meenal din

"'Yau zataga qarshen fitsar" ta gayawa kanta d kanta,don haka sai t wuce bakin gadon kai tsaye ta zauna kusa dashi. A yadda ta zauna kawai sai da tsigar jikinsa ta zuba,ya runtse idonsa ta cikin duvet din yana sauke numfashi a hankali.

Zubawa lallausan creamy white duvet din idanu tayi tana sauraren knocking din da meenl ke ci gaba da

"Koda yayyanka uwa daya uba daya, bai cancanci kazo dakinsu a irin wannan lokacin ba,ko ita da ta taso a mazaunin auta yar lelen yayyenta,har suka gama rayuwarsu cikin gudan ko da safe maama bata bari taje a wannan lokacin. A nutse ta daga kanta jin ta fara murda gofar, tana nufin shigowa zatayi kenan? ta rantse yau saita nuna mata iyakarta, don haka ba tare da tunanin komai ba ta dage duvet din ta tura kanta gaba daya har zuwa rabin bayanta a ciki, abinda ya bawa numfashinsu d qamshin su damar gauraya guri day kuma lokaci daya,kowa ya zuqi hucin numfashin dan uwansa har cikin huhunsa.

Idanunsa ya lumshe yana jin yadda numfashinta ke sauke yana garawa duvet din dumi, ko sau daya bai motsa ba,har zuwa sanda aka tura qofar aka budeta.

Mugun bugawa zuciyarta tayi, saboda ganin qafafun mutum biyu cikin duvet daya, take zuciyarta ta ayyana nata ga abinda sukeyi

"Na shiga uku!" Ta fada da garfi tana sakin qofar, ta kuma juya da hanzari ta fice.

Qaramin tsaki säahar ta saki bayan ta tabbatar da ficewarta,sannan ta yungura zata miqe tana qogarin yaye duvet din. Hannunsa ya sanya ya zagaye wuyanta da kyau,a hankali yana warware idanunsa ya saukesu fes cikin nata

"Ina zaki?" Ya furta a hankali cikin salon rada da wani irin taushi yana kallon zara zara din gashin idonta dana girarta,wani abu yana tsarga masa saboda ya samu kusanci da ita fiye da yadda ya taba samu tsahon sanin da yayi mata a rayuwarsa,ainihin kamanninta hadi da cute face dinta yau ta zama kusa da shi sosai fiye da ko yaushe jarababben qamshin nan nata gaba daya ya cika duvet din. Tsigar jikinta ce ta tashi saboda iskar daya baza mata saman fuskarta,kasa magana tayi sai ma gogarin sake migewa da takeyi saidai babu dama saboda ya tare ta da hannunsa

"Ina zakije nace? bake kika kawo kanki ba?" Ya sake fada yana lumshe idanunsa dake kan fuskarta,yana jin yadda komai na jikinsa ya fara wani irin aiki.

Gabanta ne ya fadi,sai yanzu ta fahimci wautar data tafka,ta sauke idanunta cikin toro da d'ari d'ari ga gangar jikinsa. A tube yake babu riga,sai tarin lallausat gargasar data cika girjinsa me santsi da laushi, gabanta ya sake faduwa ta maida idanunta ta kulle gam,qirar jikinsa toro yake bata, saboda jikinsa ya ginu da wasu irin muscles dake nuna yadda ya baiwa motsa jiki muhimmanci

"Me kikazo yimin?" Ya sake fada muryarsa na sake karyewa da yin laushi, labbanta dake walainiyar lipstick suna fusgar hankalinsa,yana jij kamar ya cinyesu

"Bab.....ba komai, just nazo ne gaya maka na gama shirin fita,saik kum......

"Sai kuma na baki sha'awa ko?, kikaji kinason ki rungume ni?" Ya garasa fada yana dage dukka girarsa sama. Ido ta fidda waje,abinda take gudu kenan zai manna mata sharri

"Allah ya kiyaye,meye abun sha'awar a nan?"

"Oh really?, dama kince babu maza a gidan nan ai ko?"

Shaf ta mance da maganar sai yanzu, amma ganin yana son raina mata wayo saita fara quna quni tana son qwatar kanta

"Banyi garya ba.....ka sakeni" ta fadi tana son janye hannunsa amma ko gezau, tako ina ya tsareta tas.va ma sake matso da ita sosai cikin jikinsa.

Sai data soma gajiya sannan ya zare hannun nasa,yana jin yadda jikinsa yake fidda gumi saboda saukar zazzabin nasa da kuma yanayin da yakejin jikin nasa a ciki. Da hanzari ta zare kanta daga duvet din tana nishi, tuni dankwalinta ya zame daga kanta, tana gyara yafen mayafinta ya yaye duvet din saman kansa yana dubanta gasa qasa

"Coffee please" ya fadi har yanzu muryarsa na cikin wani irin rauni

"'Ina kwana?" Ta fada cikin zafin rai da yadda gaba daya ya janyo ta yamutse

"Alhamdulillah" ya amsa mata a taqaice yana maida kansa cikin duvet din, don babu abinda ganinta yake qara masa sai shiga wani irin yanayi dake sanyashi birkicewa.

"Idan kika wuce baki kawomin ba sai kin gane baki da wayau" ya fada qasa qasa, kamar yasan shirinta kenan.

Baki ta tura gaba kamar ta fasa kuka,shi kam ba'a masa abin arzigi sam,inda tasan irin wannan cakumar zaiyi mata da ba shakka bata shigo dakinsa ba.
Tayi mamaki sosai sanda ta bude gofar dakin ta samu haseena zaune a gurin. Kallon kallo suka yiwa junansu,sai haseena din ta mige tsam ta kewaye säahar ga mamakinta sai ta kama handle din gofar ta tura ta shige.

Karon farko. wani abu mai nauyi ya tsaya mata saman zuciyarta, tabi qofar da tuni haseena din ta maidata ta rufe da kallo, sai taji ta kasa daga qafafunta

"Shin meye nawa?" Ta yiwa kanta tambayar, tanason garyata kanta da kanta game da damuwa da takaicin da taji a ranta. Kai ta girgiza tana son tabbatarwa kanta cewa ba komai bane ba kuma abinda ya shafeta bane don haka ta soma takawa tana wucewa kitchen din.

Duka duka mintuna biyar sun isheta ta kammala hadawa, wasa wasa sai gashi tana dosar minti goma tana dawurwura cikin kitchen din, kadan kadan wani irin bacin rai ya soma hayewa zuciyarta,wanda ya janye dukka wata nutsuwa da walwalarta,sai data zuba coffe powder din spoon uku sannan ta tuna yayi yawa, ta zare dot din ta zubar tana sake hada wani. A hankali ta saki spoon din sugar ta koma da baya ta jingina da kitchen cabinet din, tamkar yayewar hijabi ta hango abinda ya faru da ita shekarun baya. Adam take gani fes saman gadonta na aure tare da wata,lokacin da ta kamasu a zahiri,yaci gaba da duban qwayar idanunta ba tare da ya bar abinda yakeyi din ba. Sakin cokalin tayi a qasa,kamar wadda aka fusga ta nufi hanyar kitchen din tana in kanta kamar zai fashe lokaci guda zuciyarta na sake haska mata shigar haseena dakinsa cikin wata banzar rigar bacci da wani gantalallen mayafi dan mitsitsi.

Da wani irin qarfi ta buda qofar dakin, abinda ya jawo hankalinsu kenan su duka biyun,shi da yake zaune saman gadon da haseena dake tsaye a qasa amma dab da gadon hawaye suna wanke mata fuska. A hankali idonta ya sauka akan jikinsa da babu riga,sai ginannen qirjinsa dake bayyane, saboda duvet din ya dawo iya cinvarsa zuwa gafafunsa

"Bacemin a gun" ya fada a tsawace, sai haseena ta juya da sassarfa tana fita a dakin, sautin kukan da taketa cinyewa yana qwace mata. Jiri jiri ta soma ji,tana jin tsawar har cikin kwanyarta itama, fara takawa tayi zuwa gefansa don ta lalubi wayarta da kuma dankwalinta tabar masa dakin itama

"Where is my coffee?" Ya tambayeta da muryarsa deep inside fushi yana azalzalarsa

"Ban dafa ba" ta bashi amsa kai tsaye tana jin kamar zuciyarta zata tsage. Idonsa ya lumshe kana ya budesu,yana hangen tsiwar nan fal idanunta

"Har yanzu ban koya miki darasi ba shi yasa baki fasa yimin rashin kunya ba......

"Me yasa zaki barta ta shigomin daki a cikin yanayin da nake ciki?,idan da a tsaye ta ganni kinsan abinda zai faru?"

"Sai kayi mata abinda kace kana yiwa mata, tunda dama budurwa ce ina kyautata zaton indai bawai ka karba yadda kace kana karba ba,qila shine dalilin bibiyar.....waima meye nawa a ciki?,live your life, bani da case" ta bashi amsa da wani irin zafi har cikin ranta tana in qunar da batasan dalilinta ba, kalamansa kuma suna dawo mata.

Kamar ta yanki zuciyarsa da reza haka yaji,wani irin fushi ya taso masa, ita batasan dukka laifukan ta ba? ta yaya zata dinga bari mata suna samun access dashi ta kowacce hanya?,a kirashi a waya ta bashi su,su shigar masa office su shigar masa sashe harma ta fita ta barwa yarinyar sashensa? yarinyar da ko falonsa na farko bai taba bari ta shiga ba yau gata cikin bedroom dinsa a lokacin da yake cikin wani yanayi?, banda Allah yasa yana kwance tasan iya dadin zubar da mutuncinsa zaiyi?, koda bai shirya aurenta ba wanna zai zama sanadin da dole ya aureta. Maganganunta suka sanyashi jin he is nothing, bazai qyaleta ba yau sai ya nuna mata
BAMBAMCIN DAKE TSAKANINSU.

"Kema yau zanyi miki abinda nake musun, kinga daga nan zaki gane dalilin da yasa suke bibiyar tawa" Ya fada yana sanya hannunsa yayi mata kyakkyawar fuzgar da bata dire ko a ina ba sai saman jikinsa. Dukkan jikinta ne ya dauki rawa lokacin da suka samu sadarwa tsakanin ilkinsu a sannan ta gane me yake nufi da yace ya godewa Allah data sameshi a zaune. Cikin kwanyarta taji kamar zata zauce sanda ya riqe fuskarta da kyau a tsakiyar tafin hannunsa,ya kuma hade bakunansu guri daya.
"HUGUMA*

*_TABARMAR KASHI_

Book 02 Page 31

Duk yadda tayi zaton zai mata mugunta da labbanta yanda yayi mata wancan karon ba haka bane, cikin wani irin taushi da tsananin qwarewa waien iya sanin kalolin kisses yake sumbatarta hadi da lashe lips dinta zuwa harshenta dama ilahirin bakinta gaba daya,cikin second biyar yanayin fitar numfashinsa va fara canzawa da wani irin gudu har girjinsa yana dagawa.
Lausasan hannuwanta da sukayi wani mugun sanyi ta aza saman nasa hannun dake kan fuskarta tana gogarin turewa saidai ko gezau baima ji me takeyi ba, yaji dai saukar wani sassanyan abu me laushi akan hannunsa,wanda ya qara saukar masa da wani yanayi cikin kowanne sashe na jikinsa ya kuma gara masa qaimi.

Sai daya tsotse bakinta iya yadda ransa yayi masa,ya kuma tabbatar da mutuwar jikinta da kyau sannan ya juyeta zuwa saman gadon,ya kuma zame mata rumfa, bai sake mata bakin ba duk da haka,sai hannuwansa da ya zame a hankali ya zurasu ta gasan rigarta. Daidai cibiyarta suka sauka,ya fara yawo dasu tun daga nan yana haurowa sama, yana nufar ababen harinsa na tsahon lokaci,wanda a yau yakejin kamar numfashinsa zai fita saboda son isa garesu. Ci gaba yayi da hawa sama da hannuwan nasa,yana isa yaji akwai babban shamaki tsakanin hannun nasa da su,sai ya dagata cikin zafin nama yana neman zip din rigar. Baisha wahala ba saboda zip din gaba ne da rigar, tana jin garar zipping din rigar tasa dukka hannuwanta ta damqe hannun nasa idanunta na malalar da hawaye tana girgiza masa kai,sam bata shiryawa wannan rayuwar ba

"'Kada ka karya yarjejeniya......kada kayi cin amana" fararen idanun da suka juve zuwa ruwan goro ya lumshe,CIN AMANA?,SHI DA SADAKI YA BIYA YA AURETA A HANNUN WALIYYANTA DA SHAIDU?.
Maganar data furta sai ta zama kamar zuga cikin kunnuwansa, ya tabbatar idan bai tabbatarwa yarinyar ta halasta a gareshi ba wannan bakin nata bazai mutu ba,ba kuma zata daina gaya masa maganganun da basu da tushe a wajen kowa ba tamkar hayarta yayo ba aure aka daura musu ba. Jaa daya ya yiwa zip din sai gashi ya balleshi gaba daya har qarfen ya fice daga jikin zip din fara tas din fatarta ta bayyana da dukiyar fulaninta dake lullube cikin marron din brassiere me lace,sai suka zama tamkar wasu fure cikin fulawoyi. Kalar bresssier din saman fatarta yayi wani mugun haskata, abinda ya sake sanyashi rudewa ba tare da ya tsaya cireta ta baya ba ya janyeta sama take hannuwan da suka kasance irin wadanda ake iya sanyawa da cirewa ne suka zame daga likinta, wannan ya bashi damar cireta fit daga jikinta ta saman kanta vavi wurai da ita aefe. Gaba daya dimaucewa ya sakeyi,wani abu ya zarta cikin kansa lokacin da hannuwansa suka isa ga muradinsa kuma mafarkinsa. Sanda taji dumin hannunsa a nan kukan da take boyewar sai ya subuce mata ya sakar mata nauyinsa ne sosai bata da katabus din iya awatar kanta,duk wani qarfi nata ya gare, yadda yake yamutsata ya wuce abinda hankalinta da kwanyarta zasu iya dauka,ba'a taba yamutsa jikinta tare da cin moriyar albarkatunta ba irin a wannan lokacin. Lokacin da taji ya dauki hanvar tabbatarwa da kansa sadakinsa,tare da dora mata idda da amsa sunan matarsa ta sunnna sai hawayenta ya qara gudu, ba abinda yake dawo mata kai a sannan sai maganganunsa masu ciwo da zafi a zuciyarta

"Ka manta bansan darajar jikina ba?"

"Am really sorry,afwan afwan afwan" ya fada vana cusa fuskarsa tsakiyar qirjinta da yakejin kamar ya hadiyesu

"Kada ka manta,ni bazawara ce "Ta sake fada tana goqarin tuna masa ko zatayi nasara ya qyaleta

"Nima bazawari ne" ya amsa mata vana sake gangameta kamar zai tsagata gida biyu, muryarsa na wani irin rawa, labbansa suna haduwa suna rabuwa

"'Na taba yin bari har sau bivu fa"

"Na haifi fadeela" ya amsa mata vana gogarin sake gusar mata da hankali ta wasu hanvoyi da zaivi wahala hankali ya isa guje musu

"Kafin kai wani ya taba aurena ya sanni..

"Noooo!!!" Ya fada da wani irin qaraji wanda ta tabbatar indai da mutum a kusa babu abinda zai hanashi yaji

"Ki fadi komai amma banda wannan kalmar, zaki iya kasheni da ita" ta fahimci hakan da tace ya shigeshi da kvau don haka ta gara cewa

"Ba garya nayi maka ba‚na taba hada gado!....

"I will punish you!" Ya fada a kausashe yana jin lokaci yayi da zai bata darasi me wuyar mantawa,wanda kuma zaisa ta manta da kowa da komai ko zai sami tabar kunnuwansa su huta. Wasu irin salo ya fara aiwatar mata,wanda ya kusa sanyata shidewa,har cikin kwanyarta ta dinga jin kamar zata zauce,sai daya tabbatar duk taurin kanta da kafiyarta ya kaita inda ba zata iya gocewa ba sanann ya fara sanyata amsa sunan MATAR TOUFEEQ

Tun tana fahimtar komai da kuma amsar sagon a
dai dai har ta fara gane cewa shayi fa ruwa ne sallarsa sai kuma was sinadarai, idanunsa cikin tsakivar nata idanun ya hanata ko sau daya ta motsa su ko ta saukesu daga kanta,wannan din wani sirri ne daya barwa kansa,har zuwa lokacin da ta fara ji a jikinta, ta fara kuka tana neman garfin tureshi amma abun yaci tura.

"Am sorry....afwan, kiyi haquri,na tuba" abinda ya dinga maimaitawa kenan,saidai duk da hakan bai hanashi aiwatar da abinda yakeyi din ba,wanda kafin yakai ga sake mata nauyinsa ya kuma rungumota cikin jikinsa da mugun garfi ita a lokacin ta gama galabaita.
Wani irin numfashi yake saukewa a hankali idanunsa a runtse kowanne sashe na jikinsa hatta da iinin dake gudana a ilahirin jikinsa yana jin kamar an wankeshi an zuba masa sabo, qwaqwalwarsa na masa bitar dunivar da va shiga wadda yakejin tamkar bai taba shiga duniyar da tayi shigenta ba yanajin kamar yau ne ya fara aure a duniya, kuma kamar yaune karonsa na farko daya fara sanin diya mace. Kansa ya juya daya sashen

"Hasbunallahu wani'imal wakil"" ya furta can gasa yana tuna abubuwan da suka faru daga daren jiya zuwa yau,zuciyarsa na wani irin bugawa,yana jin shakka gami da kokwanton abinda zuciyarsa ke ayyana masa game da hajiya garama. Tafin hannunsa da sukayi wani irin gumi da dumi ya bude ya kutsasu tsakiyar na säahar wadda ke fidda wani irin kuka tsakiyar girinsa ba tare da ta sake yungurin yin komai ba,saboda meye ya rage kuma?, komai ya riga ya gare. Ya kasa cewa da ita komai kamar yadda ya kasa kallon fuskarta, ya sani shi kansa cewa taji a jikinta iyaka,ba ita ba,ko shi da yake namiji ya san cewa yau din yayi wani irin aiki da bai taba kamarsa ba, duka duka auratayyarsa da ameesha bata wuce a irga ta ba tsahon zamansu, duk da kasancewarsa me wata irin mabugaciyar halitta.

Karon farko yayi yungurin lallashinta saboda yadda sautin kukan nata ke haduwa da yanayin da yake ciki suna son sake birkitashi. Jawota ya sakeyi cikin jikinsa sosai, fatar jikinsu ta mannu data juna. Shi da ita dukkansu sai da sukaji a jikinsu saboda yadda lokaci guda kowa sago yakai har kwanyarsa,shi kam kasa boyewa yayi saboda ajiyar zuciya ce ta qwace masa har numfashinsa na wani irin rawa.

"Its okay,am really sorry, na karya doka da yarjejeniya ko?" Yayi maganar da wani irin taushi da rauni, vana jin wani abu me matugar garfi yana ratsawa jiki jini da jujiyoyin jikinsa,yana saukar da wani abu me sanyi har saman zuciyarsa, zuciyar dake cike taf da rudani, amma a vanzun wani irin nutsuwa da aminci na ziyartarsa. Har cikin ranta taji gatse yakeyi mata,don haka ta dunqule hannunta cikin garfin hali ta soma qoqarin tureshi tana cewa

"Dama ku din ai kun qware ta wannan fannin rantsuwar garya,yaudara da cin amana, banyi mamaki ba, amma ka sani yadda ka keta haddina bazan qyale ya tafi a banza ba" murmushi ne ya subuce masa, vadda take maganar kadai ya isa gaya masa lallai wanna dan garamin bakin tsiwar yau anji jiki. Bai kulata ba sai gafarsa da ya sanya ta garfin tuwo ya raba gafafunta biyu ya Sanya tasa a tsakiya,sannan yasa dukka hannunsa biyu ya sake jawota jikinsa sosai yana rufe tazarar dake tsakaninsu,yayi mata kyakkyawar runguma cikin yalwataccen girjinsa da gargasar dake cike da ita ta zame mata tamkar wani bargo

"Naji na yadda, kome zakice na yarda,but am sorry maaa" takaici ya gara qumeta,a yadda ya sake gangameta yana shanshana gashinta zuwa wuyanta yana sake sauke wani numfashi sai tsoro ya sake shigarta,wani sabon qarfi yakeji, saboda ya doshi shekara kusan hudu cikin ta biyar rabonsa da ya wasa lafiyarsa haka,yana kuma son mantawa da bacin ran dake cin zucivarsa wanda duk idan ya tuna yakejin kamar zuciyar tasa zata tsinke ta fado. Sakinta yayi a hankali saboda kota ina ya tabbatar yana da bugatar zagaye na biyu,ya sauka daga saman gadon ba tare daya damu da rufa komai a jikinsa ba ya wuce bandaki. Duvet ta jawo ta lullube jikinta da kyau tana hawaye, idanunta a runtse tana jin wani yanayi cikin zuciyarta. Yaye duvet din tayi bayan tayi tunanin gwara ta fice a dakin kafin ya davo, don batasan da wanne ido zata kalleshi ba ya gama da ita gaba daya,yasa ita kanta kunyar kanta da kanta takeji. Tana motsawa tasan tabbas taji ciwuka a gurin, hawaye ya sauko a idanunta, tasan cewa dama hakan zata iya kasancewa,saboda wani irin jiki Allah ya bata, wanda tun baya idan aka samu tazarar mu amala tsakaninta da adam,ko kuma yayi wata tafiyar to duk ranar dava dawo mata sai taji alamun ta sake hadewa bare vanzun data dauki was shekaru, sannan kuma ita kanta tasan ba garamin gyara inna charifa da me gvaran iikin da maji ta aiko tayi mata ba. Idanunta ta runtse tana hawaye tare da tunanin yadda zata fita a dakin tana jin wannan ciwon Alwala ya daura saboda cika umarnin ma'aiki S A W da yace, duk wanda yake bugatar zuwa ma iyalinsa a karo na biyu ba tare da yayi wanka ba to yayi alwala. Damshin ruwan alwalarsa da kuma yadda ya goga mata gashin fuskarsa saman tata fuskar kadai ya sanya tsigar jikinta tashi. Sai ta gangame jikinta guri daya,hakan ya bashi damar daukarta cak ya maidata cikin duvet din.

Lokacin data fahimci abinda yake shirin sakeyi sai taji kamar an aza mata duka tashin hankalin duniya saman kanta,a yadda akasha gwagwarmaya dazun, tayi imanin idan ya maimaita babu mamaki tafiya ta gagareta,don haka kai tsaye ta saki kukanta a wannan karon ta kuma aje duk wani zafin kai da kafiya tata ta fara rogonsa. Da kyau ya rigeta yana sauke sheshsheqa ya rungumeta cikin jikinsa sosai yana laluben kunnenta da bakinsa

"Please help me, daya kawai..... Daya zan qara,it has been too long rabona da nayi,ban gama satisfying ba,i want to kiss you all over your skin is so soft and smooth, bazan boye miki ba,you are so hot, l've never felt this good before, kada kice a'ah,zan iya jure komai amma banda wannan" yayi maganar sanda hankalinsa ke nisa da gangar jikinsa. Bai sake bata damar cewa komai ba ya hade bakinsu guri guda yana bin dukka hanyar da vasan zai sake sukurkuta nata tunanin. Tana jinsa wannan karon ma yana sake maimaita addu'ar da vayi daxu wadda ke da matuqar muhimmanci ga ma'aurata

"Bismillahi,Allahumma jannib nash shaidan,wa jannibash shaidana ma razagtana" ta lumshe ido tana jinsa, zuciyarta na wani irin narkewa.

Wannan karon wasu irin hawaye sirara ne suka dinga zirarowa daga idanunsa,yayi mata wani mugun riqo yana jin kamar ya bude cikinsa ya maidata ya boyeta a can ciki gaba daya bakinta ya gama mutuwa murus,ita kanta tasan a ranar gaba daya ta gama moruwa.

Shima kansa wanna karon bakin nasa ya mutu murus, sai tafi hannunta da ya sanya saman fuskarsa yana digar da hawayen dake sauka a hankali, idanunta a lumshe,amma tana iya jin saukar sassanyan hawayen cikin tafin hannunta.

Kamar yana zuba mata wani abu dake da tasiri ga gangar jikinta haka takeji,don haka ta janye hannun nata tana boyeshi cikin jikinta. Tashi yayi ya zauna ya dagata cak ya azata saman jikinsa yana qoqarin kallon fuskarta amma sai ta juyar da kan nata ta wani sashe ta hanashi hakan

"'SAHR" Ya kira sunan nata a karon farko kaf fadin rayuwarsa a iya sanin da yayi mata,ya furta sunan nata da wani irin qwarewa tare da cire wasu haruffa a ciki wadanda suka garawa sunan dadi da kuma sauya masa ma'ana gaba daya. Ita kanta har tsakiyar kanta taji sunan, sautin ya fita tar da wani irin taushi da amo me sanyi da ratsa zuciya.
*HUGUMA*

*_TABARMAR KASHI *

Book 02 Page 32

Da gaske ba zata kalleshi ba,duk iya yadda yake tunanin zai shawo kanta taqi kallonsa,a dole ya ajjiyeta ya miqe don zuwa toilet,ya wuce bandakin yana waiwayenta kafin ya dauke kai ya shige bakinsa dauke da addu'ar shiga bandakin.

Koda ya gama wankan ya jima yana kwararawa kansa ruwa,zuciya qwaqwalwa da qirjinsa sunyi wani fresh,dukka wani nauyi rudani da kuma dabaibayewar tunani kamar an sanya almakashi an daddatsesu.

Koda ya fito still idanunsa suna kanta,ta cure jikinta sosai cikin duvet din kamar bata bugatar shaqar iskar dakin,qarasawa yayi gareta a tausashe ya danja duvet din,da sauri ta kamashi ta cukuikuye da kyau jikinta har kyarma yakeyi

"Ba abinda zan sakeyi miki,gate up na taimaka miki kiyi wanka" tabbas da zata iya da harara zata dago ta galla masa,amma kuma tasan ba zata iya hakan ba,don babu abinda ya jawo mata shan wannan baqar izayar sai bakinta da idanun nata data kasa kiyayarsa kamar yadda yace

"Kiyi haquri ki taso na taimaka miki,ba zaki iya tashi ba"

"Bazan iya tashi ba sabida kasan ka baje kolin muguntarka a kaina ko?" Ta fada yau din muryar tsiwar ta koma muryar shagwaba qwarai da gaske. Siririn murmushi ya kufce masa yana tuna abinda ya tarar tattare da ita

"Kaina bisa wuyana,i apologize fa,zan kuma ci gaba da apologizing din koda yawun bakina zai qare" kafin tace komai sukaii sautin bugu sosai,knocking akeyi da qarfi qarfi,kafin daga bisani muryar hajiya qarama ta wanzu a gurin

"Toufeeq, toufeeq" karon farko da yaji wani abu a kanta,wato duk wata kima tata da girmamawa da yakeji a duk sanda ta kirashi a yanzun sai yakejin babu ko daya

"Toufeeq ka bude, ko jikin ne?" Ta sake fada tana qaguwa da tsaiwarta a gurin saboda hankalinta a mugun tashe yake,kukan da meenal keyi mata da alwashin da takeci tana jin tsoron faruwar wani abun

"Am feeling better,na sha magani"

"Ban yarda ba, ina falo inason magana da ku"

"Okay" ya amsa mata a gajarce.

Idanunsa ya maida ga sãahar

"Gate up please" ya fadi a tausashe yana bata hannunsa,sam bata buqatar wani taimakonsa,don haka ta ture duvet din da wani dan guntun qarfinta tana miqewa. Saidai tuni ta maida fuskarta ta kife tsakiyar pillow jikinta na rawa

"What's happened?" Ya tambayeta a tsorace yana takowa kusa da gadon

"Stay away please,cover your body" sai a sannan ya tuna cewa qaramin pant ne a jikinsa wanda iya gaba da bayansa kawai ya rufe masa, murmushi ya saki wanda yayi masifar yiwa cute face dinsa kyau, murmushin da ya jima bai sauka akan fuskarsa ba akan wata diya mace,bai musa ba yaja qaramin towel ya daura a qugunsa

"Okay,zaki iya tashi yanzu" ya sake fada yana sake miqa mata hannun. Koda ta tashi din gocewa hannun nasa tayi,ta dauke kai kamar bataga taimakon da yakeson bata din ba,ta soma sauka a hankali daga saman lallausan gadon da ya kafawa rayuwarta tarihin da bata tunanin wanzuwarsa ba tsakaninta da MT JARMA din ba.

Sai data huta a bakin gadon sannan ta soma takawa zuwa bandakin. Bai fasa ba ya bita da kallo yadda take takawa cikin sanyi da nutsuwa har ta shige ta tura qofar.

Duk da yana cikin wani razani da fargaba amma murmushi bai kasa boyuwa daga kan fuskarsa
ba, hannuwansa ya sanya duka biyun ya kama gashin kansa da kyau ya riqe yana murmushin, kafin daga bisani kuma ya saki kan nasa,ya koma bakin gado ya zauna yana daukar wayarsa tare da laluben number dr raheema,don a yadda yaga tana takawa yasan tabbas zata bugaci wani taimako.

Tana cikin ruwan zafin amma hawaye takeyi,tabbas jarma ya mamayeta,ko daya batasan wannan qaddarar zata tarar ba a dakin, da ba ciwo ba,ko suma yayi babu abinda zai shigo da ita. Cikin zuciyarta takejin wani qunci da takura,wannan rayuwar bata shiryawa yinta ba kwata kwata,amma tabbas daga wannan ya gama,ba zata iya ci gaba da zama da shi ba,tunda har yaci amanarta ya karya alqawari da yarjejeniyarsu.

Cikin wata irin nutsuwa ya shirya kansa a cikin wasu pajamas masu dogon wando da dogon hannu,gefe guda a ransa yana juya al'amarin hajiya qarama,zuciyarsa ta riga da tayi rawa cikin al' amarinta,yana kuma bugatar nutsar da hankalinsa da zurafafa bincike cikin sirri da takatsantsan, muddin tana da hannu akan ciwon fadeela da gin yankewar al'amarinta baya tunanin zai iya yafe mata. Sai daya waiwaya ya sake kallan dakin kafin ya fita,har lokacin bata fito a bandakin ba,ya ja qofar ya rufe yana fatan tayi zamanta kada tace zata gudu a dakin.

Cikin wata sassanyar nutsuwa dake saukar masa yake takawa,har ya isa falon. A tsaye ya zamu hajiya qarama,meenal na zaune saman sofa da idanunta da suka canza launi. Kallo daya tayi masa taji wani mahaukacin kishinsa kamar zai hallakata,sai ta kasa dauke ido daga kansa,yayin da shi kuma ya tattara hankalinsa kan hajiya qarama idanunsa shima a kanta sanda yake zama saman kujera

"Me ya sameka haka? yanzu baka da lafiya sai ka zauna a daki baka shaidawa kowa ba?,banason wannan sakacin naka toufeeq" idonsa yadan lumshe yana samun daidaito cikin nutsuwarsa bayan ya kira sunan Allah

"Da sauqi alhamdulillah"

"Mun godewa Allah" ta sake fada cikin nuna kulawa

"Ina ita nanny din?" Ta tambayeshi tana dubansa. Kansa ya sake dagawa ya aje mata wani kallo,sai tadanyi relax kadan cikin mamakin yanayin kallon nasa

"Wa fa?"

"Nannyn fadeela,säahar"

"Bata jin dadi,but she's my wife, not a nanny please" ya fada da wani irin sanyi, sanyin da ya kunna wuta a zukatansu ita da meenal, qarin mamaki kuma ya zauna sosai a zuciyar hajiyan. Lallai da hausawa ke fadin BABA MA DA BABANSA sai yau ta sake gasgata hakan,waye haka ya tsayawa yarinyar?, ko da yake bai kamata tayi mamaki ba,domin qila tarihi ne yakeson maimaita kansa,yadda mahaifiyarta ta hana mata samun mahaifinta wato dr mamman girema,haka takeso ta hanawa meenal samun toufeeq,sanann ta zame dukka wani martaba izza tata da fada aji da take da ita,wanda sam ba zata taba bari hakan ya faru ba koda zata rasa komai nata,toufeeq shine Target dinta,shine plan dinta na shekara da shekaru.

"Oh,yayi.....saboda ita kenan ka kori 'yaruwarka data damu da lafiyarka? ta kasa sukuni da haqurin jiranka ka fito tayi tattaki ta sameka har inda kake?" Hannunsa yayi folding a qirjinsa,yayi wani relaxing, kai tsaye idanunsa cikin na hajiyan

"Hajiya,ya kamata ki nusasheta bambamci tsakanin jiya da yau,ya kamata ta fahimci ma'anar alfarma ta dan adam da yadda ake keta ta haramunne a shari' ance,ya dace ta dinga banbance hagunta da damanta,sannan ya cancanci tasan yadda ake iya kama zuciyar namiji da wasu nagarta da kyan zuciya nutsuwa hankali da sanin ya kamata" ya furta yana dunqule hannunsa guri daya da kyau. Saroro hajiyan tayi cike da tsantsar mamaki,yau tana ganin wasu baqin halaye da dabi'u daga toufeeq din. Kamin kowa a cikinsu ya sake cewa wani abu takunta cikin taushi da qamshinta ya mamaye gurin.

Sahar ce sanye da wata baqar doguwar riga me sulbi wadda keda wani irin ado da wasu zararruka masu daukan hankali, fuskarta tayi fayau,ta sake wani irin kyau da fresh,sannan kuma ta ciko lokaci daya, sassanyan kyan nan nata kamar an sake qara mata shi,fatarta da idanunta sun qara wani haske da girma. A hankali take takawa kamar wadda ke tausayin gasa. Kai tsaye ya bita da kallo yana fahimtar tafiyarta ta canza sosai, kuma yasan hakan baya rasa nasaba da abinda ya faru a tsakaninsu.

Idanunsa ya lumshe tsigar jikinsa na zubawa lokacin daya tuna abinda ya farun mintunan da suka shude,yana ji a ransa inama lokacin ya sake dawowa,yayita kuma tabbata a haka ba tare sa ya wuce ba. Ido suka hada dashi,wani qasaitaccen murmushi da yayi matuqar qara masa kyau kwarjini da cikar kamala ya sakar mata yana lullumshe mata idanunsa. Sai take ga kamar dariyar mugunta yake mata,wannan yasa ta langabar da kanta gefe tana jifansa da harara, abinda ya zama kamar wani wasan soyayya ko cusa haushi a zuciyar hajiya da kuma haseena.

"Ina zuwa madam?" Ya fada cikin matuqar girmamawa,kanta tadan juya kadan,ta cije tana qoqarin tauna maganar da zata gaya masa,saboda cikin jikinta takejin akwai idanu a kanta

"Zanje duba fadeela"

"Uhmmmmm" taji muryar hajiya qarama na fadi, idanunta kuma a kanta.

Kai tsaye ya miqa mata hannunsa,ta gane me yake
da bugata,kuma a lokacin taji ba zata iya wofantar da
abinda yayin ba,duk da zuciyarta cike take da
haushinsa, amma wani abun kana yinsa ne ko ka barshi saboda wasu idanu masu guda da illa.

Cike da mamaki yaga ta garaso a hankali ta dora zara
zaran yatsunta cikin nasa,wani irin abu me dadi ya saukahar tsakiyar zuciyarsa,ya maida hannun ya rufe ruf ya kuma jawota a tausashe ya zaunar da ita a kusa dashi cinyoyinsu suna gogar na juna

"Ba yanzu ba,bakijin dadi,Dr raheema na hanya" ya fada yana sake game hannuwansu guri guda. Cikin nacin kallo da son tantancewa hajiy qarama ke garewa säahar kallo, gabanta na wani irin faduwa,tana hango canji muraran daga fuskarta,lokaci daya ta qara wani haske da sheqi

"Innalillahi,na shigesu" ta furta lokacin da zucivarta ta
ayasa mata

"Kodai ciki ne?"

"'Ina fatan haka" taji muryar toufeeq yana sake matse
hannunsa cikin nata. Sai a lokacin ta fahimci a fili tayi maganar kuma a bayyane. Cikin sauri da son gyara takunta ta saki murmushi

"Ameen Allah,lallai da duk duniya na kasance mutum ta farko wadda zatafi kowa farinciki,fatana ko yaushe ahalina su qara yawa,don haka nake qoqarin ganin samun dai daito tsakaninka da 'yar uwarka" yadda hannuwansu ke cikin na juna yaci gaba da taba zuciyar meenal din,bata da zarrar cewa toufeeq din komai,saboda ayau din kwarjinin dake kan fuskarsa kamar ya zarta na kullum,sai gani sukayi kawai ta miqe ta fice da sassarfa tana toshe bakinta saboda sabon kukan da yake shirin qwace mata.

Hadiye wani abu me tauri hajiya qaraman tayi cikin murmushin yaqe

"Allah ya raba lafiya" banbarakwai sahar taji, mamaki ya sake kamata lokacin da taji yana amsawa da ameen, sai ta faki idanun hajiyan ta zame hannunta daga nashi, saboda yadda yake yamutsa hannun nasa cikin nata tamkar yana amfani da damarsa ne.

Zaman bai dauki lokaci ba Dr raheema ta qaraso,cikin girmamawa ta gaida hajiya qarama,ta amsa mata cikin izzar nan tata amma faran faran

"Ki dubamin ita da kyau don Allah" tace da Dr raheema.

Murmushi ta saki kawai

"To hajiya,in sha Allah" ta fadi tana maida hankalinta a kansu

"Ku qarasa ciki,ko da clinic zakuyi amfani?" Kai Dr raheema ta girgiza

"Inajin basai munje ba, indai ba worsening matsalar tayi ba".

Tana zaune daga gefan gadon ta rasa ta yadda zata yiwa Dr raheema bayani,wannan wanne irin abun kunya ne shikam,yana neman bata kunya da tona mata asiri.

Sai kace wata virgin zai dauko mata likita?.
Dai dai lokacin ya buda qofar dakin ya shigo yana sauke boyayyar ajiyar zuciya sanda idanunsa suka sauka a kanta,tsaida shi hajiya qarama tayi tana masa kukan tare da fadin yan wulagantata,ya canza totally mace na son rabasu,shi kam bai iya wannan jidalin ba, bugu da qari a yanzu ma shi bashi da wani guarantee a kanta,tana cikin suspect, bazai kuma taba nutsuwa ba har sai ya samu yaqini da tabbacin komai

"Sir batace komai ba" Dr raheema mai yawan fara'a haquri da sanin ya kamata ta fada. Hannuns a qirjinsa ya tako ciki

"First night ko first day dinta zance,shi tayi a dazun, so kamar yanayin tafiyarta nake gain ya canza,and jikinta akwai dumi sosai tun dazun, duk da taqi yarda da hakan" ya furta dukka bayanan idanunsa a kanta,yanajin kamar ya hadiyeta. Idanunta fal da qwalla ta dubeshi, tanason sake harararsa ne ko zata zamu relief din abinda yayi mata

"Nifa bazawara ce Drya za'a ce saboda na samu wani ciwo dalilin hakan?" Ta fada cikin dan zafin rai. Idonsa ya lumshe murmushin nan nasa dan kadan me taushi na subuce masa,can qasan ransa kuma yana jin babu dadi,don da alama kalmar BAZAWARA din ta tsaye mata a rai.

Cikin kulawa Dr raheema ta ajjiye kayan aikinta,ta dawo dab da ita ta zauna tana game hannunta cikin nata

"Ba abun mamaki bane yadda kowacce mace ta banbanta haka suma mazan suke da da banbanci kin gane?" Tayi mata bayanin a taqaice,jin tayi shuru sai ta dora

"Yadda muka banbanta a halittar jikinmu hama suma mazan suka banbanta,kowacce mace akwai yanayin halittar ta,jikin wata jikinta yafi na wata tsukewa,kamar yadda suma mazan halittarsu ta wani tafi ta wani,zai iya yiwuwa a auren mace na biyu ta fuskanci jin ciwuka da sauransu, saboda qila ta qara samun tightness,sannan shi kansa mijin nata data sake aura wala'alla yafi na farkon cikakken.

"Don Allah Dr" ta fada da sauri tana rufe idanunta.
Wannan karon sai da dariya ta qwacewa Dr raheema
"Kin fahimta kenan ba sai na garasa ba?" Kai ta gyada mata sau biyu da saurinta. Shima murmushi yayi mai sauti wannan karon, wanda ya tsaye ma säahar,taji kamar da biyu yayishi,sai ya juya yana nufar qofa don ya basu guri.

A nutse ta sake mata bayani yadda zata fahimta,hakan ya sanyata tunani me yawa

"What a difference?" Ta samu kanta kanta da fadin hakan,sai kuma taji haushin kanta ya kamata

"Difference din ganiya" ta sake fadi tara fada ita da zuciyarta har tana tsuke garamin bakinta.
"HUGUMA*

_TABARMAR KASHI_
Book 02 Page 33

Dr raheema na fita ta maida key jikin qofarta,ta koma ta kwanta saman gadonta tana sauke numfashi, idanunta a lumshe bacci ne fal cikinsu. kuma shi take da bugatar vi saboda a jiyan tashin ciwon fadeela bai bari ta samu isashen bacci ba yau din kuma ta tashi da wuri da zummae zasu fita aiki,wannan gaddarar ta fada mata.

Wasu hawave suka sake zarto mata idanunta a lumshe tana bitar abinda ya faru tsakaninta da shi,tun daga sanda ya sanyata cikin jikinsa har zuwa lokacin data wuce bandaki.

Kadan kadan taji ana taba gofar, sau biyu aka murda,sai kuma taji an juya an bar gurin ba tare da anyi knocking ba.

Wayarta dake saman kanta ta jawo tavi kiran nadeeya

"Fadeela ta tashi ne?"

"Eh ta tashi, abbynta ya shigo yanzu suna tare, ashema bakuje office din ba" kai ta gyada

"Eh"

"Amma lafiya?, anty N naji muryarki wani iri?"

"Ba komai kawai inajin kasala ne,please ki kula da fadeela, kada ki bari ta fita gaba daya daga sashen,sannan kada kowa ya bata komai sai abinda kika girka da hannunki, shima kaemi motsa daga kitchen din har sai kin gama,idan ta rage kuma a zubar, kada a ajjiye" Nadeeya ta danyi mamaki, amma kuma tasan sahar din kulawarta ga fadeela ta musamman ce, don haka ta amsa mata da

"To,in sha Allah, sannu Allah ya bada lafiya,ki huta sosai don nasan akwai rashin samun cikakken bacci ma jiva,gwara ma da yaa toufeeq ya hana zuwa aikin yau,kya samu ki huta"

"To nadeeya‚na gode,ki cewa fadde na i missed her " murmushi nadeeya ta saki, sai itama fadeelan dake kan cinyar toufeeq ta saki murmushin, don duk a kunnensu tayi maganar.

Maganganunta suka sake sakashi zurfin tunani vana da bugatar zauna ya tattauna da ita, amma ya sani a yanzun kamar ya bar mata wani ciwo ne a zuciyarta,ya tabbatar a quilace take dashi, ba lallai bane ta tsaya ta saurareshi. Special care da take bawa fadeelan wani abu ne da bau taba ganin kwatankwacinsa ba,bata da lafiya amma dukka hankalinta da tunaninta yana kanta.

Maida idanunta tayi ta rufe itama ba tare data motsa din ba, tana jin yadda qasusuwanta suke ciwo,cinyoyinta kamar wadda tayi wasan tsere na kwana guda,ko yaya ta motsasu sai tail wannan ciwon,hakanan ta cikin qashinta takeiin zazzabi yana mamaye ilahirin jikin nata,sannu sannu wani gantalallen bacci ya dauketa.

Cikin baccinta ta dinga jin kamar muryar fadeela na gwala mata kira. A hankali ta bude idanunta ta miqe ta zauna saman gadon tana sake jin sautin muryarta daga bakin gofa tana hadawa da knocking. A hankali cikin lallaba jikinta da ya qara tsami ta sauko a gadon, ta isa bakin gofar ta bude.

Fadeela dince, toufeeq yana tsaye daga bayanta,guri daya idanunsu suka hadu,ita ra fara janye nata idon ta taka a hankali cikin takatsantsan tana komawa cikin dakin gami da laluben dankwalinta da ya zame, sassalkan gashinta me santsi wanda ko ribbon bata samu damar saka masa ba tunda tavi wanka ta barshi a haka don ko Draver bata samu ta saka ta busar da shi ba ya tarwatse iskar dake dan kadawa cikin dakin na mata wasa dashi daga hannun hagunta zuwa dama. Idanunsa a kanta har ta zura garamin hijabi wa jikinta yayi qarfin halin dauke idanun nasa ya biyo bayan fadeela.

"Anty N,tun dazun nake nemanki sister nadeeya ta hanani shigowa,wai baki da lafiya?" Ta fadi cikin kulawa.

Dan qaramin murmushin da bata shiryawa saki ba shi ta saka, ta saka hannu ta shafi gefen fuskar yarinyar,she was so caring

"am getting better fadee na,so karki damu" Idanunsa a kansu har ya qaraso ya zauna saman sofa bed ta yadda zai iya fuskantarsu. Ledar hannunsa ya ajiye ya fidda magungunan ciki sannan ya dubi fadeela

"Jeki kawomin cup be careful"

"No ta barshi" sahar ta fadi zata miqe, hannu yasa ya maidata, suka hada ido ta kauda kai,sai ya miqe

"'Karki rufe qofar before na dawo please" ya fadi da sigar lallashi. Bata ce masa komai ba sai sake kau da kanta tayi,ya gaji da saurarenta ya juya yana fita a dakin.

Lokacin da ya dawo fadeela na zaune d'are d'are saman cinyarta tana mata surutu, idanu yadan fidda sannan yasa hannu a nutse ya sauketa daga kan cinyar tata

"Noo my angel,anty N bata da lafiya,kinyi mata nauyi da yawa"

"Ayyah,sorry anty" ta fada tana kallon säahar, kai ta girgiza mata tana shafa kan yarinyar,a yanzu duk wani tunani nata ya tattara kan yadda zata samawa yarinyar lafiya,yanzun shine abinda kadai ya rage mata tayi, tana jin daga wannan ta kammala zamanta cikin gidan.

Tablet din farko va miga mata yana kafeta da idanunsan nan da suke gara mata wani nauyi,sai kuma haushinsa da takeji can qasan zuciyarta

"Take it please" ya fada qasa gasa yana sake watsa masa idanun nasa, hannu tasa ta dauka a tsakiyar tattausan tafin hannunsa sannan ta karbi ruwan da ya zuba a cup. Daya bayan daya ya dinga bata tana sha har ta gama,ta ajjiye cup din sanda fadeela take kallonta

"Ya akayi fadee?"

"Am starving" ta fada qasa qasa daidai sanda yake kwashe magungunan ya dora sanan dressing table, dawowa yayi gabanta ya kama hannuwanta ya rige cikin lallashi

"Fadeela" yayi kiranta

"Yau ba girki, oya ki yiwa zuwaira ko nadeeya magana,su baki wani abun kici,she's sick kin gani ai ko?" Kai ta jinjina, sai ya fiddo wayarsa yayi kiran nadeeya.

Mintuna kadan ta shigo, suna hada ido da sãahar din taji wani nauyi ya saukar mata,gani takeyi kamar ma kowa zai gane abinda ya faru, kamar an rubuta abunne a gaban goshinta haka takeji a jikinta

"Sannu anty N" kai kawai ta gyada mata tana lumshe ido nadeeyan bata zafafa ta garaso kusa dashi.

Bata ji abinda yace da ita ba,yau an magana dasa
gasanne suka motsa, ita dai taji ta kama fadeela sun fita a dakin. Ta cikin rufaffun idanunta taga hasken dakin ya ragu,a hankali taji an maida qofar an rufe, ta tsammaci tare suka fita saita gyara kwanciyarta cikin duvet. Saidai ko minti daya ba'a rufa ba sassanyan qamshinsa ya mamayeta,kafin ta gara tuna komai ta jishi a cikin duvet din. Wani wawan juyi tayi da nufin tashi, tashin bai samu ba,sai ma kyakkyawan masauki da yayi mata cikin jikinsa, lallausar fatarsa me wani irin gamshi da dumi ta manne a nata jikin,hucin numfashinsa da ya sauka daga wuyanta
zuwa gefen kunnenta ya sanya ta jin wani irin abu na
mata yawo cikin jikinta

"Karki wahalar da kanki, don ba zaki iya qwacewa
ba, dukkanmu bacci mukeji ni da ke, so mu rage baccin koda na one hour ne you will feel better idan muka tashi, and baccinki it will be more comfortable idan tare mukayi,karki wani yunqurin yin komai, just relax please"ya garasa fadin please din yana cooling voice dinsa sosai cikin yanayi na salon shagwaba. Ido kawai ta rufe tana jin yadda bugun zuciyoyinsu ke sauri ita
dashi,hawaye ya cika idanunta tana jin zafi cikin ranta. Ya yaudareta,ya karya alqawarin dake tsakaninsu,yayi
abinda ransa yakeso, dama jikinta ne yake bashi
sha'awa?,hakan kuma bai isheshi ba yanzu ya dawo ya tilasta mata yin bacci dashi. Ta tabbatar yadda ya fada ne, no way da zata iya qwatar kanta, amma kuma bakinta tana ganin zai iya qwatarta

"Bamuyi aure da kai don mu dinga wannan abun ba, ka karya yarjejeniya kaci amana" garamin murmushi ya subuce masa,a yanzun son tsiwar nan tata yakeyi,ya fuskanci da tayi masa shuru gwara tayi masa tsiwar,yana enjoying sosai,sai yasa hannunsa ya birkitota,ya sanya tafin hannunsa ya tallafe kansa bayan ya dogare gwiwar hannunsa saman gadon, qwayar idanunsa ya narka cikin tata yana mata wani mayataccen kallo

"You are saying na karya alqawari, naci amana,i break the rules,dama munyi alqawari da ke? yaushe mukayi yarjejeniya?, uhmmm madam suna ina? ‚nunamin su" Baki ta saki tana kallonsa tsakanin idanunsa guda biyu,wata qwallar ta sake cika mata idanu. Sai yanzu ta tuna basuyi a rubuce ba,yace baya bugata ta rige kayanta to rami yayi mata a sannan?, ko dama ya shirya faruwar hakanne? yanzu bata da wata huija kenan koda bavan ta gama aikinta akan fadeela ta nemi takardar sakinta?.

"Kinzo kulawa da fadeela amma baki yarda ki kula da daddynta ba ko dan gangani?" Ya fada yana langabe mata kai, wanda shi kansa baisan lokacin da hakan take faruwa ba. Ta karanci abubuwa na neman saba saiti, gaba daya kamar ba da MT JARMA take magana bama, sai taji kanta bazai iya dauka ba

"I need space please ka sakeni ka fitarmin daga daki" wata wawiyar rungumar yayi mata yana saka kanshi tsakanin boobs dinta da har yanzu yakeji basu isheshi ba

"Ki huta hakanan please magani kika sha" yadda yaketa morewa albarkatun girjinta yana masifar gona mata rai,cikin rawar muryar dake nuna kowanne lokaci kuka zai iya qwace mata tace

"baka da bugatar bazawara in all ways,so me zakayi da ilkin da ba'a san darajarsa ba?" Bai gara barinta tace komai ba sai tsintar bakinta tayi cikin nasa ya hade bakunansu gam,ya hanata sake cewa komai, sai wani zazzafan mouth to mouth kiss da yake sauke mata wanda cikin mintuna yaso sake birkitashi, da qyar ya zare bakinsa yana jin dumin hawayenta suna taba fuskarsa

"Idan kinason zaman lafiya kiyi baccinki kawai" ya fada yana aza mata nauyin girjinsa idanunta kawai taja ta rufe gam, bata sake cewa komai ba, saidai tuni ta yanke hukuncin abinda zata aikata. Ba jimawa bacci yazo yayi gaba da ita, ya gyara mata kwanciya cikin jikinsa yakai lips dinsa yayi kissing goshinta,kamar zai cinyeta da idanunsa wani irin murmushi na fita akan fuskarsa

"Rigimammiya ta" ya fada softly yana jin zuciyarsa kamar wadda aka canzawa muhalli.

Afwan,yau na baku shi a rarrabe kuma page d'ai
d'ai,ayimin uzuri na wuni a asibiti ne. Amma gobe komai zai zama normal in sha Allah, Na gode da kasancewa tare dani.

*HUGUMA*

_TABARMAR KASHI*

Book 02 Page 34

Yamamci lis ta farka, ta samu baya dakin,sai abinci data tarar, toilet ta shiga tayi alwala ta dawo tayi sallar la'asar, kamar ba zata taba abincin ba amma wata irin azababbiyar yunwa takeji, rabonta da abinci tun toasted bread da taci da milk tea. Tana bude abincin tasan nadeeya cs ta girka,ta diba kadan taci ta maida ta rufe.

Taji dadin jikinta sosai, hakanan taji ta gaji da zaman dakin, tana zura slippers dinta aka turo gofar.

Toufeea jarma ne,cikin sassanyan yanayinsa,yana sanye da shirt da trouser dukkansu baqaqe,shigar data sake gara masa kwarjini qwarai, ta kuma fidda ainihin zallar kyansa,idanunsan nan masu kaifi a yau sun koma masu laushi, saidai cike suke da tasirin was abubuwa masu tarin yawa. Qarasa shigowa yayi cikin dakin qamshinsa yana mamaye ko ina,ta dauke kanta tana jin haushin yadda tabar qofar a bude har yaketa samun
damar shigo mata kai tsaye. Hannunsa goye a qirjinsa ya
garasa ya jingina da dressing table,da lallausar muryarsa
din nan yace

"How are you feeling?" Ta qasan idanunta ta gasa masa harara. kamar ba zata amsa masa ba sai kuma tayi magana ciki ciki kamar wadda aka viwa dole
"'Da sauqi"

"Ma sha Allah Alhamdulillah" ya furta a nutse

"Su sajjad suna parlor suna jira" ya fada yana dubanta
still, don tunda ya shigo ko sau daya bai dauke idanunsa daga kanta ba. Da sauri ta daga kai suka hada ido,sai kuma ta basar, tana jin zumudin ganin afifa har cikin ranta, ta garasa sanya slippers dinta ta mige tana takawa.
Har ta gotashi taji an riqe hannunta a tausashe, da dan mamaki a fuskarta ta juyo suka hada ido ta watsar da kallon nata gefe

"Tsayani mana" y fadi yana sakar mata hannun. Dole ta dakata har ya cimmata suka jera,tare suka ratsa hallway din har suka isa falon. Idanun afifa akanta, murnarta itama ya gaza boyuwa. Rungume juna sukayi suka zube saman kujera tana gaida sajjad

Lokacin da yake ce maya ya jiki? Allah ya sawwaqe sai da taji kamar gasa ta tsage ta shige, tadan saci kallon toufeeq shima ita yake kalla. Ya fahimci kallon da take masa,sai ya tabe baki ya kuma watsa hannayensa alamun ba ruwansa baisan komai ba,a kunyace ta ja afifa suka shiga kitchen tana nemana abinda zata basu.

Karon farko data fara baqi kenan, afifa da ta lura tana ta wani bove dariya ita ta tayata suka shirya komai cikin tray, tana shirin dauka toufeeq din ya shigo. Har saman fuskarsa taga yaji dadi, yasa hannuwansa ya tallafe nata hannayen dake dauke da farantin yana mata wani irin kallo

"Jeki huta, thank you" banda tana gudun jiwa kanta ciwo da tuni ta zare hannunta daga qasan tray din, amma dole ta jira ya karba sannan ta zame nata hannuwan a hankali.

Koda ya fita ta laluba kitchen din ba afifa ba dalilinta, ta tako ta fito sai ta cimmata tsaye a tsakanin hallway dinsu

"Ke nake nema ai"

"Tuni na yiwa kaina qiyamullaili na fito..... Kai azaba,irin wanna kallo haka kamar babu gobe?, bestie kamar zaku cinye junanku?, kuyi haquri ku ragewa 'ya'yanku fuskar da zasu kalla taku mana karku cinye kanku tun yanzu su su rasa abin kalla...

" Batasan ta dimawa afifa
dundu ba sai data gantsare tana fadin

"Wayyo hayatee,zata wujijiga maka baby" surrender sãahar tayi daga bakin qofar dakin tana riqe da handle tana duban afifa dafe da bakinta

"Bestie,ke yanzu har kina zancan daukar ciki?" Harara ta watsa mata

"Yo me za'a jira?, daga ni har mijina dukkanmu jarumai ne kuma munason junanmu, ribar auren soyayya kuwa ai haihuwa,ki zauna ke kam,nan da wata takwas zaki rakani labour room in sha Allah" dariya ta kubcewa sahar,abinda ta jima batayi ba, ta maida gofar ta garaso dakin tana neman gurin zama kusa da afifa

"Sannu da qogari bestie na yarda har yanzu da sauranki a hankali"

"Allah am serious, kedai ba kin zauna ba?, da alama ma sai yau aka bare gyadar" ido sahar ta fidda tana dubanta sosai

"Inji wanne munafukin?"

"Ba wani munafuki, ina ta kiran wayarki ne naji baki dauka ba,da na nemi nadeeya tacemin yau tun safe baki da lafiya, kina can kina bacci ke da oga,yanzun suka fito ita da fadeela, nasan halin bestie na da taurin kai da tsanar maza,nasan ba abinda zai kaiki bacci tare da MT JARMA haka siddan,saidai idan ya miki qarfa qarfa ne,idan kuwa hakane to ya burgeni wallahi, Allah yasa yayi miki ciki ma yau din ko jiyan, bansan actual ranar ba" ta fada tana ayaqyata dariya abinta, sai kuma ta sassauto ganin fuskar säahar din ba walwala, kamar ma hawaye ne cikin idonta. Kama hannun nata tayi

"Me kuma ya faru bestie?"

"Amanata vaci bestie,ni bance masa ina da bugatar auratayya ba,yasan auren meye mukayi amma sai ya yaudareni yaci amanata?" Saura kadan dariya ta sake qwacewa afifa,amma ta tabbatar idan tayi dariya gayyar zata watse ne

"Hana bestie, kamar bakiyi karatun addini ba?,haduwata da hayatee yasa na sake sanin waye taoufeeq sarai, may be ma fiye da ke tunda ke baki maida kanki ba,na miki imani da Allah jinki yayi kawai da kunne, amma dai baiyi niyyar aikata miki komai ba, kawai an samu akasi ne,wanda dama ba yadda za'a yi kina halalinsa ya zauna yana kallonki, saboda me?,bayan Allah ya bashi damar yayi komai ba komai?" Hannunta ta qwace daga na afifa, saboda ta karanci ba wani goyon baya zata bata ba,zata zartar da abunta ba tare data nemi shawara daga wajenta ba

"Kiyimin bayanin ciwon fadeela sosai,inason naji yadda yake fiye da bayanin da kika taba yimin, hankalina yana tashi, inason na kawo garshen ciwon a tare da ita,ina zargin matar nan zargi me qarfi,na tsaneta bestie haka kawai zuciyata ta wayi gari bata gaunarta sam sam" gyara zama afifa tayi

"Gaskiya ba'a yimin tarba me kyau ba,masu juna biyu ai sai da abun kwadayi,abani abu na saka a bakina sai naji dadin yi miki bayanin" harararta tayi tana migewa

"Zakiyi bayani ne da kyau,me bestie na takeso?"
Idanunta ta juya

"Me zan zaba ma?, kitchen din bestie din nawa kamar ba na matar aure ba,ba wasu ajiyayyun snacks ba komai,ko girki banga alama ba,ina dukka fikirarki ta girke girke?"

"Zaman nazo ma kenan" ta bata amsa tana harararta
sannan ta juya ta fice. Mintuna kadan ta dawo mata da
abinda ya samu ta ajiye mata bayan ta gama ta tattara hanakalinta ta fara yiwa säahar din bayani

"EPILEPSY Ciwo ne na kwakwalwa da ke iva shafar kowacce halitta me rai hatta dabbobi ma suna yin ta
Kin San ita kwakwalwa da nerves su ke controlling jikin
gaba daya suna anfani da electric signals ne wajen aika sakonni a sassan jikin Dan Adam.
Misali ko Abu ka kalla ko kaji sauti nerves din da ke cikin
idanun ka da kunne su zasu sarrafa wnn abun da ka gani
ko ka ji su Maida shi kwatankwacin electric current su
aika ma kwakwalwa ita Kuma ta tantace maka kaza ne ka gani ko ka ji"

"Haka zalika idan kwakwalwa na so misali ka daga
hannun ka zata Yi relaying sakon ne ta hanyar aika
electric signals ne ta nerves zuwa hannun sai ka daga
shi kawai,wnn shi ake kira voluntary movement, xaka iya yin shi duk sadda kake so kana da control on kayi ko Kar Kar kayi Amma kamar bugun zuciya kyafta Ido,
movements na kayan ciki wajen sarrafa abinci da sauran motsi da sassan Jimi ke Yi Wanda baka iya controlling shine involuntary movement dukan movements din nn akwai sassan kwakwalwa da ake da alhakin Yin su Guiyoyin kwakwalwa, NOTE akwai jijiyoyi kala kala a jikin mutum kamar na jini,na kwakwalwa,na ba jiki kariya daga cututtuka da sauran su suna da sunayen su na turanci, Amma dai bahaushe duka jijiya yake Kiran su).
Abun da yake faruwa a epilepsy shine ita kwakwalwar kwatsam zata saki wadannan electric signals din ne lokaci daya sai ta Kuma kasa controlling dinsu shi yasa
Zaki ga sun fadi kusan ko Ina na jikinsu Yana motsawa uncontrollably a Hakan was har fitsari ko bahaya Yana kufce masu
Yadda electric signal din ke faruwa lokacin attack din is similar to kamar wutar lantarki na spark ne abun da yake faruwa kenan a cikin kwakwalwar
Attack din Yana faruwa ne kusan kamar a stages 4

1) na farko ana Kiran shi aural stage wato kamar warning sign ne cewa anytime ka fara Jin wadannan alamun xaka iya samun attack Kuma kowa da yadda yake ji wasu zasu rika Jin cowon Kai,ko su rika gain was abubuwa,ko su rka Jin wava Kara ko harshen su ya rika Jin wani dandano ko jikin su ba dadi kowa dai da irin abun da yake ji sai mutum yayi preparing ya samu waje ya kwanta saboda gudun samun raunuka

Sai stage na biyu shi ake kira Tonic clonic stage shine actual convulsions din Zaki ga mutum ya fadi Yana jujiga Yana zubar da miyau da fitsari da sauran su dai actual seizure din

Stage na 3 shine post ictal stage kamar recovery k nn bayan seizure ya tsaya zasu zama confused suna ganin Jiri da cowon jiki snn bacci Mai nauyi zai dauke su.

Stage na hudu Kuma na farawa ne bayan sun Farka daga wannan baccin was da yawa basu iya tuna ma sunyi Amma zasu tashi da cowon jiki da raunuka na faduwa ko ciccije Baki da harshe da sukayi lokacin sezure din har zuwa lokacin da zasu warware gaba daya.

Epilepsy kala kala ne. Akwai Wanda muka sani
Wanda mutum zai fadi yayi ta jijiga shi ake kira generalized epilepsy,akwai Wanda Kuma iya sashe daya na jikin shi ke jijigar Kila fuska ko hannun ko kafa,wani
Kuma Zaki ga zuru zai Yi ya kura ma wuri daya Ido kamar yy hooking anywhere dai ya danganta da sashen kwakwalwar da ke da, matsala tunda ita kanta kwakwalwar akwai sashe sashe da ke controlling kowane fanni na jiki.

Akwai aune aune da ake yi a gane sashen kwakwalwar da ke da matsala da Kuma abubuwa da suka haddasa seizure din

Akwai hoton kwakwalwa kamar su CT scan,MRI,
Akwai awon dake duba electric signal din(EEG). Ana Kuma auna jini a duba ko akwai infection kamar sankarau (meningitis) tetanus,rabies da sauran infection dai da ke iya taba kwakwalwa.

Ana Kuma auna jini a San adadin wasu sinadaral kamar calcium,zine, phosphates,vitamin D,B da Kuma parathyroid hormone da karancinsu a jiki ko Kuma yswansu idan ya wuce misali yake haddasa seizure din, Akasin shekarun baya da ake tunanin seizure shafar aljanu ce ynz an gano cewa ciwo ne na kwakwalwa da zaa iya controlling din shi da magunguna ko surgery.

Akwai kalolin maganin da ake sha ko ayi allura da dama da ake kira anticonvulsants da ake anfani da su Kuma da ake nasarar controlling din ciwon da su.
Wadanda aka samu gano kamar tumor, ko scar ko fannin kwakwalwar da ke da matsala akanyi surgery a Yanke sashen da ke da matsalar ana Kuma dacewa musamman idan kwararru ne masu kayan aiki na zamani su kayi.

Amma surgery na iya zuwa da complications misali bayan anyi ya kasance mutum Bai iya anfani da wani bangare na jikin shi ko ya samu paralysis gaba daya. Yawanci epilepsy na Yara Yana farawa ne dg zafin zazzabi Zaki ga da sun fara fever jikin su ya dau zafi sosai zasu fara convulsing da yawansu sukan warke daga lokacin da suka Kai 5-7yrs haka. Duk da akwai wasu dalilan sake haifar da ita, kamar mummunar faduwa ko buguwa a kai.

Masu epilepsy na fama da tsangwama daga wajen mutane Wanda rashin sanin ainahin ciwon ke kawowa.

Akwai side effects na magunguna da suke affecting learning da behavioral abilities na musamman yaran, so wannan shine cikakken bayanin".
"HUGUMA”

*_TABARMAR KASHI

Book 02 Page 35

Shuru sãahar tayi tana gyada kai, idanunta dauke da qwalla,tausayin masu ciwon yana ratsata

"Surgery shine best hanya nake tunani da fadeela zata rabu da ciwonta,saboda kamar nata ciwon hakan ya nuna a yadda naji daga bakin nadeeya,hajiya qarama ta gara iza wutar ba za'a tabata ba,ba za'a yi mata aiki ba....yanzu kuwa lokaci yayi,ko tanaso ko bataso" sãahar ta fada with confidence.

"Bestie,please nan da sati daya ki bincika min best asibiti a kowacce qasa yake da zasu iya yiwa fadeela aiki, zanji da komai,ko sajjad banaso ya sani sai an gama" kai afifa ta mirgina

"Anya bestie?,bakya gudun faruwar komai?" Kai ta girgiza

"'Na yarda da Allah, kuma nayi imanin bazai tozarta ni ba,kyakkyawar niyya sa tsarkin zuciya shine a gaba da komai" ta qarasa fada tana daukar wayarta, ta bude calendar na period dinta don ta duba kwana nawa ya rage, saboda ciwo da taji mararta tana mata kadan kadan. Qatoton circle ta gani tare da manyan rubutun
OVULATION DAY,sai ta sauke wayar tana dan yatsina fuska

"'Kina experiencing wani pain ne?" Kunyar afifa kadan tadan kamata,saita kau da kai tana girgizawa
"Na sha magani" murmushi afifan tayi, qasan ranta tana jin dadi da hakan ta faru, tana kuma sake ganin kima da martabar toufeeg, don wanna abun da yayi a wajenta ya tabbatar mata yasan abinda yakeyi,kuma shi ba shashasha bane,hakanan ya tabbatar mata cikakken namili ne da tunaninsa ya saba da na diya mace.

********Kamar ko yaushe,qarfe takwas saura minti biyar ta kammala shirinta,har ta fiddo mayafi zata yafa ta tuna da hijaban da ya aiko nadeeya ta kawo mata guda goma sha biyar a jiya. Tun ranar da su afifa suka tafi tunda ta rakasu bata koma sashen nata ba,tayi zamanta a sassansu,kwanaki biyu yau kenan ko fuskarta bata sake bari ya gani ba,ko hijaban ma sai nadeeya taga ta shigo mata dasu

"'Inji yaa moha, ki fara using nasu on Monday" tayi maganar tana hadiye dariya. Da kallo ta bita,nadeeya da afifa sun hade kai,sai suyita mata magana suna boye dariya,sun maidata kamar wata 'yar tsanar wasansu,amma taci alwashi itama duk ranar data kamasu ba zasuji da dadi ba.

Qaramin tsaki ta ja, batasan meye nufinsa da yin hakan ba,zama tayi ta zazzagesu,ta kuma cire color din da zai shiga da atamfar jikinta,ta qarasa gaban madubi ta saka tana daure igiyar kai data hannun hijabin. Lokacin fadeela ta shigo wadda ta barta ne tana qarasa yin breakfast a dining.

"Anty na gama"

"That's good girl,oya let's go" ta fada tana goya school bag din fadeelan a bayanta kamar yadda suka saba.

Tun daga nesa taga parking space din da yake cin motocin nasa wayam ba kowa, ba kamar yadda suka saba ba,a safiya irin wannan gurin zaka sameshi jere da motocinsa da kuma su jibril suna tsaye suna jiran garasowarsu. Yau din shi daya ta hanga,tsaye jikin BMW dinsa fara sol, wadda a wancan satin ta iso,sai daukan idanu takeyi tana tabbatarwa da me kallonta tsadar da take da ita.

Yau din sassaugar shiga ce, amma yadda kayan suka karbeshi sun maidashi wani so hot,ya koma balarabe sosai amma mara yawaitar haske sosai, cikin taupe color button up shirt yake da slim fit trouser medium gray, gafarsa wani tsadadden sneakers ne da ya kwanta sosai a lafiyayyar qafarsa da take qal kamar baya taka qasa. Wayarsa na hannunsa yana dannawa,tamkar hajiya qarama dake tsaye gabansa tana fuskantarsa ita da haseena baya jin abinda ma suke fadi,yayin da haseenan dake rungume da hannayenta ta zuba mishi idanu,sirrin tasirin kyan dake fita tattare da kamilar fuskarsa me yawan kwarjini suna sanyata jin kamar ta rungumeshi a yanxu haka,tana jin kamar ta bude idanu ta ganta ta zama mallakinsa matarsa, kishinsa na sake hauhawa cikin zuciyarta, tana ji a ranta zata iya vin komai zata iya rasa komai muddin shima ta rasashi, ciki kuwa harda rai da rayuwarta.

Kai säahar ke gogarin daukewa bayan idanunta sun gama qarewa kowa kallo a cikinsu,wani abu taji na neman tsaya mata a wuya,tsaiwar meenal tayi mugun yin kusa da toufeeq din, ta tabbatar da zaiyi wani wawan motsin tsaf zai iya taba jikinta, qoqarin gayawa kanta takeyi

"Ba huruminki bane,meye naki?" Amma ga mamakinta zuciyar taqi karba,kai ta sake kawarwa tana fadin
"Wataqila tana tuna cewa dukkansu musulmai ne masu amfani da yaren hausa, bai kamata kuma a samu hakan daga garesu ba"

Kamar wanda aka yiwa wahayi da tahowarta,ya cira kansa a hankali idanunsa suka sauka a kanta

"Ya salam,ya Allah" ya furta a fili qasa qasa. Idanu ya kafeta da shi yanason banbamce shigar mayafin data hijabin

"Ba abinda ya buya" wata zuciyar ta gaya masa,wannan kyan yana nan a muhallinsa d gurbinsa,cikakkiyar halittar da a yanzu yasan ainihin cikarta da zatinta sai yake ganin tamkar kiwa na iya ganinta ta cikin hijabin nata,boobs din da yake qoqarin ganin sun buya sai idanunsa ke nuna masa su muraran,wani abu ne nauyi yaji ya sauka aqirjinsa ya sauke hannunsa yana yarfar dashi sannan ya ratsa ta tsakanin hajiya qaraman da meenal ya nufesu.

A hanya sukayi kacibus, kowa idanunsa cikin na dan uwansa,fadeela ta wuce gaba abinta ta tafi gaida hajiya qarama,wadda a yanzu sai zata fita school suke haduwa,sabanin lokutan baya da duk safiya sai an kai mata ita kafin ta wuce makarantar.

"Babu ta yadda za'a iya boyesu ne?" Yayi mata tambayar yana riqe qwayar idanunta cikin nasa,wanda taketa shirin gocewa hakan. Cikin rashin fahimta da dan hadewar fuska tace

"Me?" Idanunsa ya sauke akan qirjinta, da sauri takai dubanta kai,sai tasa hannu tana daga hijabinta ta saitin gurin hadi da ja baya tana kuma sake hade rai

"Ummmm?" Ya sake fada da sigar tambaya.

"Bana so" ta fadi cikin jin haushi,taku biyu yayi gabanta yana qare hade tsakaninsu

"Nine dai bana so, banason kowa ya kallesu Allah zan iya hadiye zuciyata, they're mine" A mamakance ta kalleshi tana zare ido, tanason tace wani abu ma ta kasa, bai kuma bata dama ba,sai ya sake matsawa gabanta,a hankali yasa hannunsa ya jawo hijabin saman habarta wai ko hakan zai rage mannuwarsa a jikinta yana sake kallon girjin nata

"Damn it!" Ya fada gasa gasa,sai ya zura hannu ya karba lunch bag din fadeela,ya sake saka hannu ya zare school bag din nata sannan ya juya ya fara tafiya. Juyowarsa ta sanya hajiya qarama dauke kai daga kallonsu wani abu yana bugun zuciyarta was canje canje take gani a tsakaninsu wanda batasan meye silar afkuwar sa ba.

Meenal kuwa kuka takeson saki hajiyan na mata nuni da kada ta sake tayu,haka ta dinga hadiyeshi tana ji kamar tana hadiyar zuciyarta,zuciyar tata kamar zata fashe.

"Barka da safiya" sahar tace da hajiya qarama,sai da tayi namijin qoqarin dai daita kanta sannan ta jefa mata wani kallo

"Barkanki dai,ya ayyuka?" Yadda ta kira ayyukan ya yiwa säahar kama da gatse, sai tayi kamar bata jita ba, tayi gaba dai dai lokacin da ya bude mata seat din gaba. Sai data kalleshi cikin mamaki ya dage mata dukka girarsa biyun,bata ce komai ba ta shige ya tattara mata hijabinta ya rufe mata motar.

"If you are not ready to go ki koma ciki" yace d meenal da takaici va sanyata tsaiwa a gurin, tabota hajiya qarama tayi sai ta taka ta bude murfin motar ta shige. Sahar na kallonta ta cikin madubi, haka kawai yau din taji kanta ya fashe, gyara zamanta tayi tana kauda kanta gefe.

"Set your belt" ya furta a nutse yana gyara zamansa.
Kasa jira yayi ya miqa hannunsa da nufin jawo belt din ya daura mata,wanann ya bawa hannnun nasa damar shafar qirjinta. Daga shi har ita ba wanda jikinsa bai amsa ba,haushi ya kamata,tana tsammanin zai janye,sai taji ya garasa kwantar da fin rabin jikinsa a kanta. Da sauri ta daga kanta ga hajiya qarama dake tsaye saitin window din nasu,idanunta fes a kansu tana gain komai,ta dauke kan nata da sauri ta maida gareshi, tanason magana ma amma ya matseta sosai jikin seat din, yanata kokawar sanya belt din amma har yanzu baikai ga sakawa ba.

Bugun zuciyarta ya fara qaruwa saboda gaba daya kusan a fakaice rungumeta yayi, saita sanya hannunta tana son tureshi, saidai kafin takai ga aikata hakan ya saka belt din da wani irin hanzari,ya kuma kama dukka hannuwan nata ya rige cikin nasa va sauke mata tattausan kiss saman lips dinta abinda ya sanya hajiya garama rufe idanunta da sauri ba tare data shirya ba

"Kwana biyu,kwana biyu ko?"' Ya fada qasa qasa, tasan me yakeson fadi ,yanason sakayawa ne saboda meenal dake cikin motar. Da sauri sukaji an bude murfin motar kuma a wani irin fusace,bata iya tsaiwa ba ta kwasa tayi cikin gidan da mugun gudu, abinda ya yanke tsaiwar hajiya qarama a gurin,tabi bayan meenal din cikin sassarfa.

Tashi yayi ya koma mazaunin driver yana sakin murmushi
"Ko kishin kanki baki dashi? a gaban idonki na bawa wata lift?" Ya fada with softness yana shirin kunna motar
"Kishi? god forbid" kadan ya waiwaya ya kalleta, kaman zaiyi magana sai ya fasa murmushi ya sake kubce masa
"Alright,zamu gani, amma dai yanzun ai na taimakeki da korar miki ita,ko banza kya shaqi numfashi me kyau" kasa amsa masa tayi saboda gaba daya ya yamutsa ta a fakaice,kuma batason taci gaba da amsa masa fadeela ta fahimci wani abun. Kawai dai abu daya ya bata mamaki driving da yakeyi yau da kansa abinda bata taba gani ba, sai daya fita sauran motocin suka taso suka rufa musu baya,biyun kuma sukayi gaban tasu.
A yau din bayan sun isa company,su biyu kadai suka wuce zuwa ciki. Dukka ma'aikatan kowa goqarin gaidashi yakeyi cikin girmamawa,abinda yadan basu mamaki shine yadda yake amsa gaisuwar tasu a yau kadan kadan, musamman ma'aikata mazan. Hatta cikin elevator su kadai ta dauka har zuwa building dinsu. Baya yaja yana kallonta,fa fahimci abinda yake nufi tayi gaba kenan, dauke kai tayi gami da noqewa kamar bata fahimci abinda yake nufi ba. A nutse ya tako ya garaso kusa da ita,ya sanya hannunsa ya rigo nata hannun yana hade tafukan hannayensu guri daya. Cikin sauri ta daga kanta ta kalleshi,ta kuma fara yunqurin zare hannunta daga nashi. Jifanta yayi da wani irin kallo sannan ya girgiza mata kansa alamun a'ah,bai sake saurararta ba ya jata a tausashe suka fita daga elevator din.
Kusan duk inda suka gifta sai idanun jama'a sun bisu da kallo,wani irin mugun matching sukayi a safiyar tare da wani sassanyan kyau dake cakude da annuri saman fuskar kowannensu. Wanna kallon da ya lura ana binsu da shi ya sake jagula masa lissafi,sau uku yana canza mata side,from left to right, from right to left.
Cikin kamalarsa yayi sallama cikin lobby na office din nasa, mazaunin saima kenan. Da kuxarinta ta dago tana amsawa, harda gyara zamanta, saidai kuma kafin takai ga garasa amsa sallamar komai ya magale mata a wuya,da qyar ta tattaro kalmomin
"Good morning sir"
"Morning" ya amsa mata yana wucewa kai tsaye ga office dinsa,har a lokacin kuma bai sake mata hannu ba "Sir,kowa kai yake jira,dukka suna hall din" saima tayi qarfin halin fada tana jin wani abu me daci saman harshenita. Sai a wanna karon ya waiwayo,kallo yayi mata irin wanda ya saba yiwa kowa, amma sai taji wani dadi a ranta,saboda takan jima bata samu wannan damar ba
"Monday ne dama?" Ya tambayeta cikin kokwanto. Sai data hado wani murmushi saman fuskarta sannan ta gyada masa kai tana lumshe idanu
"Yes sir" tana gama fada jibril yayi knocking ya nemi izini sannan ya shigo
"Sir, kowa yana jiranka"
"Okay" ya amsa yana gyada kai

"HUGUMA*

• TABARMAR KASHI*

Book 02 Page 36

A nutse da wani irin sanyi ya maida dubansa gareta,wani sashe daban take duba bashi ba. Har gasan ransa yaji bazai iya tafiya ya barta cikin office din ba, kamar bai gaji da kallonta ba
"Madam" ya kirayeta da wani irin amon sauti me laushi da sanyi. Tsigar jikinta tadan zuba saboda canzawar sautinsa a yau din, amma sai ta fuske kamar bata jishi ba.

Ya matsu ya Kalli qwayoyin idanunta,yanason yabar mata wani saqo me nauyi da narka zuciya,kamar yadda ya sani, sauran mata ma suka sani, idanunsa nada wani irin mugun tasiri da maganadisu me qarfi dake narka zuciyar mata da yawa,ya kuma tafi da tunaninsu. Uwa uba yana matuqar qaunar idanunta, tun a shekaran jiya daya qure musu dukkan kallo harda wanda ya wuce qa'ida ma idan akwai,kallon cikin idanunta na tuna masa yanayin da suka shiga gaba daya shi da ita a wancan ranar,yadda komai ya canza cikin lokaci qanqani. A ranar ya fara tabbatar da kyawun qwayar idanun nata.

Hannunta ya saki kawai sai ya rigo qugunta, sai gata
tsaye a gabansa suna fuskantar juna. Kanta kawai ta
sunkuyar ta hanashi kallon fuskarta bare akai ga idanunnata, abinda ya hanata kowanne yunquri na qwatar kan ta shine Karantar da tayi saima tana wajen

"Da mutane fa a gurin nan" ta fada qasa qasa wai don
kada saima din taji, saidai abinda bata sani ba,yadda tayi
cooling voice dinta ya sanya yaji tsigar jikinsa gaba daya
ta tashi,yadan ja wani numfashi hade da sheshsheqa

"| know, just i want to look into your eyes......please" jin
abinda ya fada ya sanyata maida idanun nata ta kulle
gam, tana nufin ba zata bashi wannan damar ba,har cikin zuciyarta abinda tayi niyya kenan, indai idanunta yakeson kalla zai bushe a wajen saima ce kawai ta zalunceta data ci gaba da zama a gurin, tana pretending kamar bata ganinsu,ita kuma tayi imanin dukka hankalinta yana kansu,banda ita da tuni ta tureshi daga riqetan da yayi.

Zanen fuskarta ya shiga kallo daki daki, tun daga
kyakkyawan eye brows dinta,miqaqqen hancinta mar
tsaho da tudu, shape din idanunta da kuma eye lashes
dinta masu tsaho ya dire zuwa kyawawan lips dinta da
suke yawna fuzgarsa,duk yadda yaso ya daure ya kasa

"Your lips look so lonely, would they like to meet mine?" Babu shiri ta bude fararen idanun nata tarr bisa fuskarsa da suka cika da tsoron kada ya aikata din. Qaramin murmushi ya subuce masa. Fuskarta ya kama ya hade fuskokinsu guri guda, abinda ya Sanya saima ba shiri cikin rawar hannu ta kwashe takardun da bata gama tabbatar da ingancinsu ba ta bude qofa ta fice

"Am dying to have my lips on yours one chance please!"

Duka garfinta ts tattaro ta turashi tana yin baya,numfashi take maidawa hadi da sanya hannunta daya tana gyara zaman hijabinta

"Why all these ne wai?, why?" Ta tambayeshi cikin zafin rai, zuciyarta na gaya mata shi kuma jikinta kadai yakeso, sha'awar ta kawai yakeyi, bashi da aiki sai burin son taba jikinta?.

Da baya da baya yaja ya jingina jikinsa da bango yana rufe idanunsa, tuni kowacce jijiya ta jikinsa ta amsa

"You stole my heart" ya fada can qasan
maqoshinsa,labbansa kadai sune suka motsa. Itadimma lallabawa tayi ta zauna zaman kujerun dake gurin, tsahon wasu mintuna shuru ba wanda yace da kowa komai,yayi ta maza yana qoqarin binne komai a ransa ya mige ya tsaya saman qafafunsa ya fara takawa

"Let's go" ya fada a taqaice, sai ya kasa ci gaba da tafiya sanda ya isa bakin qofa,ya tsaya har ta qaraso. Lalubar hannunta ya sakeyi ya hade da nasa,ta ja zata fincike yace

"'Kina cirewa ban yafe ba" laqwas taji zuciya ds gangar jikinta tavi, bata da wani sauran zabi sai ci gaba da binsa da tayi.

Kamar ya koma haka yaji lokacin da suka isa hall din, bai dauka zaman meeting din da mutane da yawa ba haka idanu sukayi caa a kansa shi da ita dukka suka mige suna masa barka da zuwa. Da ka ya amsa yana jin nutsuwarsa na raguwa. A nutse y jawo hannunta ya jawo kujerar da aka tanada saboda zaman CEO ya matso da ita gabanta,ya zaunar da ita a kai sannan ya koma bava ya tsaya yana dafe da kujerar, tamkar yaron gidan da uban gidan nasa.

A schedule na meeting din one hour ne meeting ne, amma cikin mintuna talatin ya sallamesu. Yadda suka shigo yanzunma haka suka koma office din yana riqe da hannunta,wannan shi ne ya zama muhimmin topic na tattaunawa a cikin company din a ranar.

Tunda suka dawo duk bavan minti dava zuwa biyu sai ya daga kai ya kalleta. A duk sanda ya kalletan kuwa sai wani abu mai qarfi ya fusgeshi tattare da ita. Wasu lokutan har sai ya tsaida abinda yakeyi ya zuba mata idanu yana kallonta cikin wani irin nutsuwa da wank lamari me matugar qarfi kaifi da kuma zurfi cikin zuciyarsa.
Bata fahimci komai ba, kawai ta fuskanci yau din yana ta sanyata zurga zurgar dauko wancan ajjiye wannan.
Yayi amfani gwarai da wannan damar wajen samun damar morewa kallonta ta yadda ranshi yakeso.

A karo na barkatai ya sanyata dauko masa wani book cikin tsararriyar book shelf dake gefen table dinsa,saidai akwai tazara tsakaninsa da ita. Sanda ta miqe don isa gurin sai ya daga kansa gami da ajiye biron dake hannunsa,a hankali yake sake qarewa tafiyarta kallo, komai nata unique ne, bai taba cin karo da mutum me uniqueness irin nata ba.

Ta maida hankalinta sosai tana duba masa littafin da
ya aiketa ta dauko din,ba kuma wai don zaiyi karatu bane,a'ah,kawai yanason yaga wannan kyakkyawan takun nata. Yadda take tura baki da bata rai saboda bataga book din ba ya sanyashi sakin murmushi yana jin wata gajiya da kasala suna bin sassan jikinsa,wanda shi kansa yasan ma'anar hakan a tattare dashi. Ya miqe a nutse yana sanya hannayensa a aljihun wandonsa, har ya isa gareta bata sani ba. Daga bayanta ta tsaya, dab da ita,tazarar data rage a tsakaninsu duka baifi taku daya rak ba.

Muryarsa ya sassauta sosai ya kuma rage tsahonsa yana son daidaita kanshi da ita ya dawo da kansa saitin kafadarta,cikin laushin murya tamkar wanda yake a buge yace

"Am so tired,can you give me a hug pleasssssse" cak ta dakata daga abinda takeyi tsigar jikinta tana tashi,yadda yayi maganar saitin kunnenta ta shigeta sosai,sam sam bata tsammaci tsaiwarsa a wajen ba,saita qame a tsayen, bata juyo ba bata kuma ci gaba da neman littafin ba. Ragowar taku dayan da ya rage shi ya qarasa, cikin sanyi da tashi ya zura hannuwansa ta saman cikinta.va kuma jawota a mugun slow ya manneta da jikinsa. Kamar wadda aka yiwa allura ta zabura tana juyowa da sauri da nufin kufcewa,saidai kuma babu damar kuncewar saboda yayi mata zobe gaba da hannunsa. Kai tsaye idanunsu suka jone guri daya,ya lumshe nasa idanun tare da budesu lokaci daya yana sakin wani lafiyayyen siririn murmushi da ya sanyata kasa jurewa kallonsa saboda wani tsalle da zuciyarta tayi ta kuma ce mata

"He was elegant" kanta takeson kawarwa amma ya hanata wannan damar,ya kama fuskarta ya riqe da kyau yana mata wani duba dake dauke da tarin ma'anoni masu wuyar fassarawa,wanda yakejin tamkar bakinsa bazai iya fadinsu ba

"Hold me please hold me so close, that your breath become my oxygen" ya fadi numfashinsa na fita da sauri da sauri saboda yadda ya kwadaitu da labbanta. Bai iya controlling kansa ba kuwa sai daya dangane da bakin nata kaman dazun,ya shiga sauke mata hot kisses ya hanata katabus da dukka wani yungurinta na qwatar kanta. Har tsahon wani lokaci kafin ta samu nasarar tureshi, taja baya tana kallon idanunsa da nata idanun da hawaye ya cikasu taf yana gab da gangarowa. Bai wani damu da kalar kallon da take masa ba, yafi damuwa da yadda bata qaunar ya rabi jikinta,wanda a yanzun yakejin cikin zuciyarsa bazai iya wani dogon zamani ba tare da ya rabeta ba,ji yake kamar wani magnetic ne a tsakaninsu. Murmushi ya sauke mata da idanunsa da suka sakeyin wani irin laushi

"Your eyes driving me insane madan ki daina kallona haka" ya furta yana gyara zaman sumar kansa da yatsunsa

"Only you can give me that feeling" ya furta a nutse idanunsa har yanzu cikin nata idanun da bata iya gani sosai saboda qwallar cikinsu.

Ba tare da kowannensu ya sakeyin komai ba sukaji an tura qofar office din, sautin takalma masu tsinin dunduniya ya soma tashi kafin daga bisani muryarta ta bayyana cikin sallama.

Har cikin jinin jikinsa sai da yaji wani abu ya tsarga,lokaci daya gabanin yakai ga juyowa dukka wata walwala da nishadi da ya samu a yanzu suka fara narkewa. Säahar ke fuskantar qofa,don haka da ita idanunsu ya fara jonewa.

Fara tas din mata, wanda har haskenta yaso zarce haske na dabi'a,tana da wani irin kyau shimfidadde akan fuskarta,saidai kuma a gangar jiki, irin matan nan ne da basu da hips kwata kwata,duk kuwa da cewa ita din ba wai siririya bace amma rashin hips din nata bayyananne ne ga duk wanda yasan tsarin halitta a gurin mace. A shape gown ce a jikinta ta wata shadda 'var mali komai na jikinta cike yake da ado da gawa

"Sãahar, nanny N ko?, i see" ta furta tana jifan sahar da wani irin kallo, zallar kyawun da bata tsammaci samunta a tattare da ita ba yana bugar son bugar da ita,tako ina tana hangen wasu qualities kai tsaye daga gareta ta cikin hijab dinta kai tsaye, kyan suffa ciki da waje wanda cikin qasa da minti biyu wani azababben kishinta daya ninka wanda take ji a kanta kafin ta ganta ido da ido va lullubeta.

Farat daya kwanyar säahar tayi mata recalling muryar, take kuma ta fahimci wacece, idanunta ta maida kan toufeeq wanda tashi daya kamanninsa suka canza da wani irin bacin rai da zallar tsana

"Barka da warhaka uban 'yata" ta fada tana rangaji tare da jifansa da wani irin shu'umin kallo da tasan yanaso ada

"Kar ka damu yanxu am single, naje na dawo kuma dukka don saboda kai" zare idanunta sãahar tayi daga kansu,tanaji a ranta bata da bugatar sauraren kowa a cikinsu,bata son jin komai daga bakinsu, don ba matsalarta bane, kowa yaji da matsalarsa, kuma kowa ya rige damuwarsa don haka ta fara takowa da nufin ta isa ga gurbinta na dazu ta dauki takalminta da hand bag dinta.

Cikin jikinsa yaji tahowarta, zuciyarsa kuma ta gama gaya masa abinda zatayin, ficewa zatayi ta barshi da ameesha,fuskar da ya jima da shafe babinta cikin rayuwarsa. Rabuwa yayi da ita har ta garaso dab dashi, bata taba tsammanin yana ganinta ba,sai kawai ji tayi ya tattarata cikin jikinsa yayi mata wata kyakkyawar runguma. Mamaki ya hanata motsawa, sai kuma yadda kunnuwanta suka jiye mata adadin qarfin bugun zuciyarsa da ya qaru matuqa, ala dole tayi luf tana jin bugun sosai cikin kunnuwanta,abinda zai shaida maka lallai yana cikin fushi

"'Baki yarda da gargadin dana yi miki ba?" Duk da zuciyarta ta qone sosai da kalar rungumar da ya yiwa sãahar din wanda ita daya tasan gardinta da dadinta, da
kuma sirrin dake tattare da wannan ingarman girjin nasa
data jima tana kewa,ta kuma gaza samun
kwatankwacinsa acan inda take harin

"Babu me rabani da kai sai Allah moha..... you are mine
forever" cikin nutsuwa ya dauke kallonsa daga
kanta,yasa hannu daya ya jawowa sãahar kujera ya
zaunar da ita a kai

"'Huta a nan" ya fada cikin kulawar da sai da Ameesha
taji kamar numfashinta zaiyi skipping na wasu daqiqu.
Tasan toufeeg ciki da bai fiye da kowa,soyayyarsa
kulawarsa da tsantsar iya ririta mace wani abune da ta
gama lalube daga gurin kaffff mazan data hadu dasu
bata samu wanda yake da koda rabin rabinsa baya
tattara abubuwa masu yawan da sai an tara maza dari
ba'a samu qwaya daya rak irinsa ba.

Wayar da ake kiran security kawai ya danna ya koma
ya tsaya kusa da sãahar kamar wanda yake bata kariya

"Inason ka bani dama mu fahimei juna, nayi maka kuma
bayani mu yafewa juna na dawo na kula da 'yata" runtse
ido yayi,ju yayi kaman ta soka masa wuqa a qahon
zuciyarsa,har bayason ta furta fadeela diyarta ce.

Bazai iya bata yawun bakinsa ma a kanta ba sai yaja waya yayi kira zuwa wajen saima

"Come in" ya fada a kausashe yana ajjiye wayar saima da security uku suka shigo, mata biyu namiji daya
Migewa yayi sosai iyakar tsahonsa yana dubansu,hatta säahar satar kallonsa take ta qasan ido,yadda lokaci daya ya koma Muhammad toufeeq jarma din data sani farkon haduwarta dashi, kaman ba shine yanzun nan ya gama karyar da wuya da murya a gareta ba

"Who allowed that women to enter?" Kallon kallo aka fara a tsakaninsu,kowa yana tsoron magana yana kuma tsoron gaddarar yau ta fada kansa ta kora daga aiki, duk da cewa tunda ya dawo din ko ma'aikaci dava bai kora ba.

"We are sorry sir, don Allah, bamusan bakason ta shigo ba" daya daga cikin matan tayi qarfin halin fada zuciya a karye

"Take her outside, and daga yau,idan na sake ganin gilmawar fuskarta cikin kamfanin nan ku tabbatar kun rasa aikinku" yana kaiwa garshe suka cafketa su biyun,don kuwa ba zata jaza musu asara ba,don kaf fadin kano dama Nigeria basajin akwai company da zasu samu me dadin aiki da kuma albashi me tsoka wanda yayi kamanceceniya da kamfanin MT JARMA.

"Ni ka wulaganta haka?" Abinda ta iya fadi kenan saboda tuni suka garasa yin waje da ita. Sai a sannan ya waiwayo ga saima ,wadda kallon idanunsa kadai ya sanyata taji kamar zata saki fitsari a wandonta

"You are fired" ya fada kansa tsaye. Ya jima yanason rabuwa da zaman yarinyar cikin office dinsa,amma ya rasa da wanne irin laifi zai kamata,sai yanzun da wannan dalilin yazo.

"Nan din ba Bar bane ko club da zaki dinga barin mata anyhow suna shigo min,bayan kin sani tare muke aiki da iyalina a ciki" yayi mata bayanin yana juya baya ba tare dava dubeta ba. Kuka ne ya hanata cewa komai, kawai saita juva da gudu gudu ta fice saboda ta gama tozarta tako ina a gaban idanun matar da take bala'in jin zafinta da tsananin kishinta,wanda ita sam saiman bata cikin damuwarta a rayuwa.

"HUGUMA*

"_TABARMAR KASHI_*®

Book 02 Page 37

Yana jin qarar rufe gofar saima ya tako zuwa gaban saahar din, saman qafafunsa ya tsugunna vana dubanta da wannan zafin da har yanzu baibar saman fuskarsa da kuma zuciyarsa ba. Kauda idanunta tayi daga kansa tana jin wata shakkarsa tana shigarta,scene din da ya gabatar yanzu a nan ya sake tabbatar mata har yanzu TOUFEEQ JARMA shine dai,a gareta ne kawai ya sauya.

Yatsunsa ya sanya ya dawo da fuskarta saitin tata fuskar, sai ta sake kau da kai,ya sake maido fuskar tata ta sake kawarwa,a karo na uku ya sake juyo da ita a zafafe sannan yace

"Idan kika sake juyamin qeya sai na miki hukuncin da na fahimci shi kikafi jin toro,idan baki wasa ba saidai a kawo wheel chair a daukeki, kada ki manta ina da sofas masu taushi a resting room" izzarta ce ta motsa,ya akayi ta bari ya karanci ta tsorata da abinda yayi mata?. So take ta gaggaya masa magana, amma ta sani daga qarshe yamutsatan da batason yayi shi zai aikata mata

"Na kusa kawo qarshen komai" ta fada qasan ranta a fili kuma tana hade rai

"Wayonki da tsiwarki dukka yau na rainasu, saboda baki kishina saiki bar duk wata karya da godiya su dinga tunkarar mijinki gaba gadi ko 'yar shakkarki basa ji saboda sunsan lusara ce MATAR TOUFEEQ?" Da gayya ya kira mata lusarar saboda ta motsa wani abu dake danqare a zuciyarta,yaci nasara kuwa,don take bacin rai ya bayyana

"Ko ba komai ya kamata su dinga jin shakkar tunkarata
haka kai tsaye saboda KE"

"'Ina ruwana da abinda ya shafi rayuwarka?,rayuwarka
daban tawa daban,ka taba ganin anyi kishin abinda ba'a so?, ba'a kuma damu da shi ba?" Ta fada itama gaba gadi. Murmushi ya saki karon farko shima zuciyarsa a yau ta dandana dacin kalmar RASHIN SO da kuma QIYAYYA. Kai ya girgiza

"Tashi mu tafi gida" ya furta yans miqewa tare da ja baya ba tare saya sake bi ta kanta ba. Ranta a quntace itama ta tashi tana jin haushin maganar da ya gaya mata, bataso yabar zancan iya haka ba,sai gashi yayi kamar komai bai faru ba.

Baice mata ci kanki ba a mota har suka dauko fadeela suka wuce gida yana jinsu sunata sabgarsu,bai ce musu komai ba kuma bai hanasu ba. Yau din sun koma da wuri, yana zaune a motar yana kallonsu har suka qule a sassansu fadeelan, kai ya jinjina

"Zanyi maganinki" ya fadi qasa qasa, kafin ya kashe motar,ya barwa jibril key din a jiki ya fito yana cewa

"Kada kayi nisa,zamu sake fita kaman nan da one hour"

"Okay sir" ya fada cikin girmamawa.

Falon wayam,har yanzu Jacob bai dawo ba, hakanan har yanzu bashi da tsayayyen gurin cin abinci. Bai tsaya dogon nazari ba ya wuce bedroom dinsa,don yana matuqar bugatar ganin Dr jarma a yau din,don a gobe yace masa zaiyi tafiya,morning flight zaibi, dukbda dai har yanzu bai gaya masa inda zashi ba, kusan kuma basu saba hakan dashi ba, shima bai matsa da tambaya ba, kasancewarsa mutum ba me bun qwaqwafi ba yasan idan ya dace yaji tabbas zai gaya masa. Ya fara zare kayansa, idanunsa suna bisa gadon Duk lokacin da ya kalli gadon babu abinda yake tuna masa sai wancan moment din, wani abu guda daya da ya tsaye masa a rai, ya kuma kasa mantawa, abinda duk sanda ya tuna sai yaji ilahirin tsigar jikinsa ta tashi, ko me vakevi kuwa.

Wani qaramin murmushi ya subuce masa lokacin da ya tuna da sauran abubuwan da suka faru,gaba daya bata da wayo sam ta irin wannan bangarorin, autar ce da gaske

"Akwai tsiwa,sai tsoro" ya furta gasa gasa, ya dan kada kai yana jin buqatuwar kasancewa da ita na mamayarsa.

Abinda ya farun ya zama kamar ta lasa masa zuma me azabar zaqi ne a bakinsa, kwana biyu rak amma ji yake kamar ya shekara rabonsa da ita, laluben rigimar da zai jawo kawai yakeyi wadda zata bashi dama ya sake kutsawa zuwa wannan alfarmar tata da yake fatan ya dawwama har abada a cikinta.

A gurguje ya shirya bayan ya fito, cikin wani yadi me azabar kyau da daukar idanu sky blue,yana da taushi da kuma qarancin kauri, jikinsa sai fitar da qamshi yakeyi me dadi, saidai kuma cikinsa wayam yake yunwa yakeji amma ya bari idan sun fita ya laluba gidan abingi me kyau yayi takeaway.

Half cover me kyau ya zubawa gafansa ya dauki wayarsa dake tsuwwa yana duba me kiran. Sajjad ne,ya kara wayar a kunnensa yana ficewa. Har yayi gaba ya tuna yanason magana da nadeeya, don haka ya koma da baya ya shigal sashen.

A parlor ya samu nadeeyan tana kallo,gefenta bowl ne da aka yayyanka kankana ayaba da madara,sai abun sugar dake ajjiye ba'a kai ga zubawa ba.

"Ina zuwa" yace da sajjad yana sauke wavar idanunsa akan bowl din sanda take gaidashi

"Wannan fa?"

"Aunty N ce ta hada zata sha, fadeela ta tasheta kitchen wai tayi mata veggies couscous" a nutse ya koma ya zauna,ya dauki bowl din ya fara juyawa

"Kun zuba sugar ne?" Kai ta girgiza

"Bata saka ba" bismillah yayi ya fara sha, gardin madara dana fruit din dake ciki suka gauraye harshensa,sannu sannu sai gashi ya gama da shi gaba daya ya ajjiye bowl din tare da nufar kitchen din, gamshin da yajeji a ciki yana jan hankalinsa.

Tsaye take gaban gas ta bawa gofa baya,sanye take da wata farar gown cotton me hannun vest, iyakar gown din qaurinta,saidai ta fidda shape dinta qwarai,ko a inda yake tsaye yana hangenta,yana iya gain faffadan qugunta da ya zamu ado da tsayayyun mazaunai. Ido ya lumshe vanayin jikinsa ya fara canzawa, qwaqwalwarsa na tuna masa maganar was abokan sajjad

"Mace me qugu da hips duniya ce, ai tayi alaji" ya yarda da hakan dari bisa dari, a yanzun ya zama shaida akan hakan. Amma muddin maza suna iya banbance irin wadan nan halittun daga wajen mata bayan ba matansu bane na aure, to ya zame masa dole yayi dukkan me yiwuwa ya bata dukkan tsaro da kariya fiye da yada zai bawa duk wani abu nasa kariya, domin shi yasan me yaji a jikinsa,me kuma ya gani yake kan ganin. Qamshinsa kawai ta shaqa ta tabbatar yana gurin, amma saboda tana kokwanto sai tayi kaman tana gyara jelar gashinta dake fake tsakiyar kanta ta kalli gefanta.

Yana tsaye yana kallonsu, fadeela take zubawa abinci,sai ta maze kamar bata ganshi ba,ta kammala zubawa fadeelan ta miga mata,sai ta kwasa da gudu tana ficewa. Maida spoon din tayi cikin tukunyar tana niyyar rufewa. Caraf ya kama hannunta ya riqe, sai ya zagaya ta bayanta ya manne jikinsa ta bayanta yana sake riqe daya hannun nata,ya zamana dukka hannuwanta suna rige a hannunsa

"'Na yarda marowaciya ce ke" ya furta cikin hade rai ya miga hannunta dake rige cikin nasa ya dauki plate, ya sarrafa daya hannun nata da nashi hannun ya zuba couse couse din,sannan ya sake mata hannu yana tallafe plate din.

Jikinta na rawa ta rufe tukunyar, tayi taku biyu zata bar kitchen din yasha gabanta yana kai lomar abincin bakinsa. Da ido ya tsareta yana ci gaba da cin abincin wani irin taste dadi yana ratsashi, duk yadda jacob yakai ga iya abinci,ya kuma sallama masa akan hakan a yau yaji wadda ta dameshi ta shanye.

Yadda baice mata komai ba haka itama bata ce masa ba yadda bata nema ya bata hanya ba shima bai bata din ba,a haka yaci gaba cin abincin yana kallonta,har nadeeya da taji shurun yayi yawa sãahar din bata fito ba, kuma tanason gaya mata ta fiddo wasu fruit din yaa moha ya shanye wancan,da ta leqo ta gansu a haka,sai tasa sawunta a likkafa cikin sand'a ta koma,kuma har ta koma din ba wanda yaji motsinta a cikinsu.

Lomomi kadan ya rage ya ajjiye plate din saman freezer wadda tafi kusa dasu

"Baiyi dadi ba" ya fada yana yarfar da hannunsa,ya juya ya dauki ruwa ya balle murfin yana sha yana karantar fuskarta. Tayi algawarin daina biye masa, don haka sai ta rabashi kawai ta fita a kitchen din.
Murmushi ya saki, yadda yaga ta iya jurewa batayi magana ba,duk da ba haka yaso ba, don bakinta yazo ya sake sha, don hakan ba garamin dadi yakeyi masa ba.

Bai ganta a falo ba,cikin dakewarsa wanda ba zakace shine ya gama neman rigima yanzu ba a Kitchen ba yace da nadeeya

"Daga yanzu zuwa ko ysuhe, duk lokacin da hajiya ta fita unguwa ko wani guri ki sanarmin, immediately, but ina bugatar sirri,kin gane?" Kai ta gyada sannan tayi masa a dawo lafiya,cikin ranta tana mamakin dalilinsa na bata wannan aikin.

Kamar zata kifa lokacin da take sauke masa ruwa da drinks sanda yake zaune a gaban Dr jarma. Tun bayan da yayi aure wanna shine ganinta dashi na biyu,saboda gaba daya ta daina zuwa gidansu. Ko bayan data fita bayan hannunta ta sanya tana share hawaye, ta gaji da zaman jiran nan, ta qagu alqawarin da mommynta tayi mata na cewa nan da wani dan lokaci zai kawo kansa wannan algawarin ya cika,haqiqa akwai mutane da yawa da sai ta dauki fansa a kansu,hajiya qarama data zama mutum ta farko wadda ta yaudareta game da lamarin toufeeg tana cikinsu,koma tace itace mutum ta farko.
Tun zamansa gaban Dr jarma ya fahimci kamar cikin farinciki Dr jarma din yake, bai taba komai cikin abinda aka kawo masa ba kamar ko yaushe ya gyara zama,kansa a qasa bakinsa cike da addu' ar Allah ya dorashi kan Dr din

"Abba alfarma nazo nema" ya fada yana dan shafa sumarsa dake sheqi.

Zamansa ya gyara yana dubansa

"Wacece alfarma kenan Muhammadu?"

"Abba,don Allah inaso SAHR tayi zamanta a gida,duk aikin da kake tunanin zata tayani, i can do it gaba daya ni kadai,idanma akwai buqatarta, zan ajjiye mata komai a study room dina ta ding aikin daga gida" dan shuru Dr jarma yayi na wasu sakanni, daga yanayin maganar toufeeq kadai ya shanshano wani abu, can gasan ransa dariya tana son kamashi amma ya danneta,sai yadan bata rai kadan

"Yanzunma kanason ka koreta ne da baqin halinka yadda

ka saba ko kuwa?" Da sauri ya girgiza kai

"No, Allah abba ba haka bane"

"To yaya ne?" Yayi masa tambayar yana tsirashi da ido
tare da son qureshi,don yanason samun tabbacin abinda yake zargi. Sumar sa kawai yayita shafawa,ya kasa cewa Dr jarma komai, baisan ya zai furta masa ba,ta yaya zaiyi masa bayani? abban baisan akwai kunya tsakaninsu ba?

"Muhammadu, ka gayan gaskiya”

"Abba.... I don't know how to explain, kawai dai.....
Banason yadda maza suke kallonta,nayi duk iya bakin
gogarina akan hakan ta daina faruwa, har hijabai na dinka mata, amma wallahi abba a banza,abun is annoying me"

Dariyar da Dr jarma yaketa boyewa ta kufce masa, yayi qas da kansa yana kallon yadda toufeeq din da magana doguwa ke masa wahala amma yadda ya karkace yanata rattabo masa bayani wanda simple question ne da a amsa daya ya gama da ita. Ta wani gefen sai zuciyarsa ta karye yana tuna shekarun baya rayuwa tsakaninsa da SHIFA MAJI,yayi gogarin dai daita fuskarsa ya daga kal yana kallon toufeeq sanda yake fadin

"Don Allah abba a barta, kada kace a'ah" kafadarsa ya dafa yana murmushi

"Daina rogona muhammadu,mutum da matarsa?, ko a
baya ma ai ni bance dole ba, ta fuskar alfarma nazo, kuma naga kayi accepting, ko a lokacin inda kace ba zatayi yi ba ba komai, matarka ce qarqashin dukkan mulkinka da ikonka take,sai abinda kace zatayi,tunda bakaso na janye ta zauna ta kulamin da muhammaduna" sai a lokacin kuma kunya ta saukar masa,yayi qasa da kansa yana qoqarin tuna da meye da meye ne ya gayawa dr jarma din.

"Na gaya maka zanyi tafiya ko? gobe zan wuce Algeria"

ya fadi yana duban toufeeq

"Algeria abba?"

"Eh, zanje na gyaro wata barna, fatana Allah yasa kada gyaran ya daukeni lokaci mai tsaho, don banajin ko da zanyi shekara zan iya dawowa ba tare da na samu yadda nakeso ba" maganar ta dan Sanya toufeeg a duhu,amma duk da haka yayi masa addu'a da fatan alkhairi sosai, suka fada hirarsu irin ta d'a da uba

"HUGUMA*

_TABARMAR KASHI_*

Book 02 Page 38

Tunda ya shaida mata ta daina fita company ya
zamana kamar gaba ita ta kaita. Gaba daya tayi qaura
daga sashensa ta koma dakin fadeela ta tattara
hankalinta akan yarinyar, gefe guda kuma tana soma
musu shirin fita asibiti ita da fadeelan ba tare da kowa ya sani ba.

Cikin ilkinsa ya fara jin rashin dadin sassan gaba
daya,a hankali ya fara taba ruhi da zuciyarsa,tun yana
tunanin ba komai bane, sabo ne kawai da hausawa ke
fadin turken wawa ne, har ya karanci lamarin ya fara zarta haka. A hankali ya fara rasa baccinsa saidai ya yita juyi saman gadon yana tuna sweet moment din nan,wanda yabar masa wani irin tunani me yawan gaske da kuma dadi da sanyaya zukata.

*******Shi daya ne zaune a falonsu, sai tarin ayyukan da suka sanyashi a gaba,wanda gaba daya sam sam baya jin dadinsu,yana yinsu ne bisa tilas. Gefe daga kuma abinda ya faru dazun tsakaninsa da meenal ke dawo masa,yarinyar ta koma masa tamkar wata zautacciya,tun tana bashi dariya da mamaki abun har ya fara qureshi, bata kunyar fadi masa komai a gaban kowa, ko a dazu sai da yayi kamar zai mammareta ya samu ta fita a sashen. Ajiyar zuciya ya sauke yana ajjiye aikin da yakeyi din,jikin kujerar ya koma ya jingina yana dan lumshe idanunsa, babu laifin wadda yake gani sai nata, itakam wai kamar babu zuciya a qirjinta?, da gaske bata damu da al'amuransa ba,bata kishinsa haka yana nufin bata sonshi fa kenan. Ya baiwa kansa da kansa wannan amsar, abinda ya sanyashi sakin ajiyar zuciya me nauyin.

Fadeela ce tayi sallama ta shigo,ya daga kai yana duban yarinyar sai ya saki murmushi. Da gaske qiba takeyi abinta,abinda suka debe tsammani kwata kwata daga shi,sun dauka jikinta ne a haka.

Da sassarfa ta iso gareshi, ta fada saman cinyarsa tana kiran sunansa, hancinsa ya shaqi wani daddadan qamshi daga jikin yarinyar

"Ya akayi kika fito at this time haka? bakiga dare ya fara ba?" Juyi tayi a jikinsa

"Ko aunty N batasan na fito bafa?, hmmm cewa tayi itama dare yayi tunda munyi shirin zamu kwanta, kaj ma har turarenta ta shafa min" ido ya lumshe ya bude,yana jin dadin qamshin qwarai, zuciyarsa ta motsa shi qwarai,sai yaji bazai iya jurewa ba,don haka ya miqe yana cewa ina zuwa

Dakinsa ya shiga ya dauki wayarsa ya saka slippers sannan ya kama hannun fadeela suka fito Sassansu suka nufa kai tsaye idanunsa suka sauka a sashen hajilya qarama,yau kwana biyu kenan baiji motsinta ba duka kwanakin ya gaza takawa sassanta ya gaidata kamar yadda ya saba, haka kawai yakejin kamar an cire hakan fit daga zuciyarsa, sake tunawa yayi da kiran da nadeeya tayi masa dazu tana shaida masa,taji hajiyan na magana cikin waya,gobe yinin bikin qawarta, kuma kamar a can zasu wuni. Kansa ya dauke daga gurin,cikin kamewar nan tasa yayi sallama cikin falonsu nadeeya

Tun bai gama yin sallamar ba ba kuma tare data daga kai ta dubeshi ba gabanta yayi wani irin faduwa, kafiya da taurin kanta ya sanya taqi daga kai ta Kalleshi,sai taci gaba da sabgarta. Idanunsa a kanta har ya qaraso falon. Nadeeya ce ta fara gaidashi, ya amsa yans miqa mata hannun fadeela tare da yi mata alamar su tashi a gun lokacin yana gaisawa da baba ramatu.

Sai a sanann ta dan daga kai ba tare data kalli sashen da yake ba tace

"'Barka da dare, ina yini?" Sai ta mige da nufin barin gurin

"Inda ban wuni ba zaki ganni?, dawo ki zauna" ya fada da husky voice dinsa. Haka kawai jikinta taji ya mace mata,sautin muryarsa ya nuna a dakensa yake, kamar sautin da ta sani lokacin yana MT JARMA dinsa na asali.

"Zaman me kikeyi a nan?" Ya jefa mata tambayar kai tsaye yana soke hannuwansa cikin aljihun wandonsa, tambayar ta sanyata daga kai abisa dole ta dubeshi, sai taji bata da zarrar ci gaba da kallon nasa
"Kula da fadeela" ta bashi amsa tana kau da kai,don ta fuskanci izza ce sosai yau din akan fuskarsa. Kai ya girgiza, bayason yayi fushi wani me yawa yayi gogarin dai daita muryarsa

"Ki fidda komai naki kizo ki wuce part dinki,can din shine gidanki ba nan ba,karki bari na maimaita miki hakan,just five minutes na baki" daga haka ya wuce ciki. A daki ya samesu ita da nadeeya. Wani kallo ya jefawa nadeeya da ya sanyata shiga taitayinta

"Wato kece munafukar ko?" Ido ta fidda tana dubansa a dan tsorace

"Yaa me nayi?* Ta fada a karye

"Duk ranar da kuka qara bata guri ki tabbatar kashinkl ya bushe,don ba ku na aurowa ita ba" sosai maganar ta bawa nadeeya dariya, amma don dolenta ta cinye abarta, saboda ta san yin dariyar a gabansa ba qaramin match ta tarowa kanta ba. Sai ta karyar da kai

"Ayyah yaaya, kayi haquri nima nayi tunanin gaskiya
baik.

"Will you keep quiet maaa?" Ya furta a nutse

"Am sorry* ta furta itama tana kama bakinta.
Dan nazarin dakin yayi kadan,sanann ya K'arasa ya tsugunna a gaban fadeela

"Yau zaki kwana tare da anty nadeeya?, zan karbi aron nanny N dinki" murmushi fadeelar ta sake tana gyada kanta,sai ya shafa kanta

"Good girl" waiwayawa yayi ga nadeeya ya sake wanu hade rai

"Ki kula da ita sosai, dole ki koyi abubuwan da take na bata kulawa, kar a bari ta fita, kada ta karbi komai daga hannun kowa,magungunan da antynta take bata su kadai zaki bata good night" ya fadi yana sake kissing goshin fadeela din sannan ya fita.

A falon ya sameta a tsaye, da alama fada baba ramatu keyi mata,amma fitowarsa ya sanyata yin shuru.

Gaba yayi abinsa,idanunta akan bayansa tayi qoqarin shanye abinda ya taso mata

"Fadeela fa?"

"Ba tare aka kawoku ba ko" ya bata amsa yana qarasa ficewa, cikin ransa yakejin dole ya zama jalirtacce, dole kuma ya karanta mata da gaske hi din mijinta ne, ita kuma itace matar,ya fahimci fada da baki bazaiyiwu ba, saidai taci gaba da karbar lectures din a karancenta.

A shirye yake ya gyara komai ya zama akan shiri, ta lasa masa wata zuma da tafi dukkan zumar duniya dadi zagi da Kuma gardi,baya tunanin jikinsa zai iya ci gaba da rayuwa hakanan ba tare da ta sake ci gaba da fitinarsa ba a rayuwa.

Zuciyarta kamar zata fashe sanda take isa sashen,har yanzu izzarsa da jin kansa yana nan,tsantsar rashin adalc da kuma yadda ya karya kowanne alqawari da yarjejeniyarsu. A falo ta sameshi, har cikin zuciyarsa da gangar jikinsa yaji giftawarta,amma bai ko dago kai ba, itakam ko sashen da yake bata kalla ba ta wuce kai tsaye zuwa dakinta.

Qamshinta ya gama rikitashi,yayi tsammanin zai iya ci gaba da aikinsa amma hakan sai ya gagara,ya zame takardar da yake dubawa daga idanunsa yana rufe idon,jikinsa da dukkan wata gaba ta jikin nasa suna amsawa

"Ya Allah" ya furta yana qanqame jikinsa, sai yasa hannuwansa ya tallafi fuskarsa yana sauraren bugun zuciyarsa da kuma fitar numfashinsa.
Ya kusa minti talatin a haka, daga qarshe ya tabbatar aikin bazai yiwu ba,sai ya tattara komai ya rufe, ya wuce dakinsa.

Wanka yayi,ya shirya cikin wasu silk pyjama masu sulbi na kamfanin The Natalya masu asalin tsada da kyau, komai nasa designer yake amfani dashi,wannan ya sanya ya sake zama na musamman, kuma duk inda ya ratsa yake zama na daban cikin mutane, Comb ya saka yana gyara sumarsa me santsi da ban sha'awa, ya saka hair mist na sumar da Beard mist dukka ya shafesu.

Qamshin ya hade gaba daya daga sassanyan turaren jikinsa suka bada wani qamshi a musamman.
Ya kammala ya dauki qaramin towel ya goge hannuwansa,sannan ya fara kiran number wani company wanda suke akin sanya CCTV camera. A taqaice sukayi magana dasu, ya kuma zabi kalar wadda yakeso a sanyasa masa tare da da adadi. Har ya fadi adadin sun gama wayar yayi sake kira,yana buqatar qarin wata guda biyun,yadan saki murmushi wanna karon da ya tuna a inda za'a sanya masan. Sago ya tura musu sannan ya kashe wayar,ya hadata da key din dakinsa ya bude qofar ya fito.

Kayan jikinta kawai ta sauya bayan shigarta dakin,tanata kumbure kumbure da ququninta; tsakiyar hakan taji wayar afifa. Sai data fara dauke wayar daga kunnenta sabida ihun dariyar afifa data sajjad

"Am sorry hayatee, Allah besty kawai na kira, daga ita zan kashe wayar...ton thanks zataji" sai kuma tayi sallama

"Ku fita a idona ke da saljad Allah fa" sahar din ta fada tana bata fuska. Dariya afifa ta saki

"Sorry my bestie, kinsan eikin lokacinsa ne yanzun, shi kuma baya gaunar yaga attention dina akan kowa a irin wannan lokacin sai shi, bestie anya akwai abinda yakai aure dadi?, komai na cikinsa me dadi ne wallahi, please ki saki rai da zuciyarki ki tarairayi mijinki ki kula dashi ku more rayuwarku nan da lokaci kadan zaku manta da komai ke da shi he is nice man, kuma idanunsa kadai kika
Kalla wallahi kinsan za'a sha soyayya me zafi daga hannunsa, hayatee yana gaya min,idan yanason mace bai iya qaramar soyayya ba, kulawarsa da dukkan lokacinsa nata ne ragama yake migawa,shi yasa da aka cutar da shi abun yayi mugun tabashi"

"Bestieeee.....,meye dalilin da yasa kika kirani? don ki bani wannan labarin?" Kai fa girgiza tana qaramar dariya

"A'ah your visa is ready, hakanan ticket asibiti da hotel din da zaku sauka, duka hayatee ya kammala,na kasa boye masa besty amma, kiyi haquri saboda tsaro, amma yayimin alqawarin ba wanda zaya gayawa, shima ya jima yana kwatanta shammatar toufeeq,amma shi bashi da qwarin gwiwar da ke kike da ita,zamu biyo bayanki after kun isa, an kuma tabbatar da abinda za'a yi matan" ido ta lumshe tana sake jin qaunar afifa, ta tashi bata da yar uwa mace amma afifa ta maye mata wannan gurbin, ita kanta batasan girman matsayin da afifa ke dashi a gurinta ba,duk wani yanayi na rayuwa da ta zata tsinci kanta a ciki,afifa she's standing by her side a koda yaushe.

"Bansa ta yaya zan gode miki ba, saidal nace Allah ya barki da hayatee dinki"

"Ya salam,kin gamamin addu'a,rayuwa da mutumin kirki ai ba abinda ya fita dadi" ta fada cikin shauqi, har abun ya sanya säahar murmushi me sauti

"Dole naci gaba da yimiki uzuri, kin gama dulmiya*

"Wallahi kuma bana tunanin zan fito, jininsu toufeeq suna da iya rige zuciyar mace da sassanyar soyayya, hakanan suna da tsayawa a rai,ke kanki yanzun idan na rantse kin fara sonshi bazanyi kaffara ba,bazan taba yarda yadda ya shayar dake madararsa ba sannan kice bai dasa kowanne irin feeling a ranki ba..." Tana kaiwa qarshen maganar ya tura qofar ya shigo, abinda ya sanya sahar katse wayar ba tare data y sallama da afifa ba, idanunta a kansa
.*HUGUMA*

* _TABARMAR KASHI *®️

Book 02 Page 39

Fargaba ce ta cika zuciyarta lokaci guda cike da nadamar sanya rigar jikinta,tare da zama da tayi cikin dakin a haka.

Wata silk nightgown ce a jikin nata wadda take bayyana shatin komai dake jikin nata,hatta da pant dinta kuwa hakan siffar albarkatun qirjinta da ya bayyana sosai, wanda yake tsaye qyam a cike. Danna wayarta ta soma yi tana amsa sallamar,ita kanta batasan inda take shiga cikin wayar tata ba saboda a mugun rude take.

Da qyar ya fusgi numfashinsa yana runtse ido

"She's killing me"ya furta a sarari amma kamar wanda baya so a jishi. Gaba daya jikinsa ya amsa,ya qarasa a sanyaye ya zube wayoyinsa da key dinsa saman bedside drawer. A nutse ya miqe yana nade hannun pyjamas dinsa, idanunsa all over her body. Duk yadda yake zaton zai iya jurewa,zai kuma iya controlling kansa yaji ya gaza,bazai iya din ba,step din da yakeson ya fara bi na shaquwa da ita da kuma Koya mata bacci cikin jikinsa kafin komai yaci gaba da wanzuwa a tsakaninsu sai yaji yana rushewa daya bayan daya.

Daga inda yake tsayen yana qare mata kallon qurilla, ya karanci yadda qirjinta dake jan hankalinsa matuga da gaske yadda yake dagawa, abinda ke alamta masa cewa bugun zuciyarta ne ya qaru,sai ya sauke hannunsa ya fara takawa gareta cikin nutsuwa da kamewa.

Bayanta ya koma ya tsaya, abinda ya bashi damar ganin dukiyar fulaninta sosai,cikin hanzari ya lumshe idonsa numfashinsa na fara sauyawa,yana jin yadda jini ya harba da sauri cikin jijiyoyin jikinsa

"Ya Allah,ya assalam" ya furta,a hankali ya dafe batan kujerar da take kai da gwiwoyin hannunsa wanann ya kawo mugun kusanci a tsakaninsu,sabida gaba daya fuskarsa sauka tayi jikin dogon wuyanta dake sanye da wani chain me kyau wanda ya zama ado ga wuyan nata.

Tsigar jikinta ta zuba sanda ya zura yatsantsa guda daya yana qoqarin kamo chain din

"You are the hottest women in this planet" ya fada with slow and cool voice cikin tsakiyar kunnenta. Yadda ta zabura da jin kalamansa dake son kassara duk wata laaka ta jikinta tayi nufin zamewa tabar gurin,haka yayi wani tsallae guda daya ya haura ta saman kujerar dai gashi a kusa da ita cinyoyinsu na gogar juna. Sau daya tak ta kalli idonsa ta janye dubanta daga kansa, daga shigowarsa kadai zuwa tsaiwarsa a bayanta ya birkice gaba daya. Tattausan tafin hannunsa ya wuyanta daga gasan habarta.va kamo bakinta sosai vana masa wani irin narkakken kallo,kamar idanun mutumin da yasha wani abun maye ya bugu,ko kuma matsanancin bacci ke shirin rinjayarsa ya qara kusancin dake tsakaninsu sosai har sai da suka fara musayar numfashi a tsakaninsu,duk iskar data fita daga hancinta kai tsaye yake zuqeta,hakanan kowanne numfashi nasa hancinta yake sauka.

"You look so sexy" ya fada yana fincikota cikin jikinsa saboda kwadayin jin dumin jikinta daya saukar masa.
Da kyau ya rigeta,ya sanya harshensa a kunnenta cikin nutsuwa, abinda ya sanya ta qanqameshi ba tare da tayi niyyar aikata hakan ba. Jin abinda tayin ya sanyashi sakin murmushi ya kuma zare harshen nasa, saidai cikin kunnen nata ya saka rada mata

"Let me see if you taste as good as you look" kaman giftawar walqiya ya dagata cak,bai direta ko ina ba sai dakinsa,saboda yanason yayi Linking past memory dinsu yayi renewing dinsa da wannan sabon,yana matuqar debe masa kewa da sakashi cikin wani yanayi da shi kansa baisan ana shiga irinsa da tunani kawai ba. Zuwa lokacin ta fara goqarin qwatar kanta tana kuma hawaye,qaramin murmushi ya saki,ya kama hannuwanta dake qoqarin tureshin ya riqesu sosai cikin nasa

"Am sorry, bazan iya haqura ba,but i promise you,it will be sweetest thing da kika taba ji more than yadda kikaji rannan i promise" Daga wannan sai ya shiga lashe kowanne hawaye dake saman fuskarta. In a romantic way ya fara tattare rigarta, dame rigar tayi tana girgiza masa kai, saboda gaba daya ya kashe mata bakinta. Wani marayan murmushi ya sakar mata

"Kinaso ki bani wahala SAHR?,bana gane komai fa zuwa yanzu" ya fada mata cikin mugun karyar da kai da sarewa,da kuma wani mugun duka da lahanin da shauginta da qaunarta me zafi suka yi masa. Zare idanunsa yayi daga nata,sabida bayason ta sanyashi ya karaya,yanason yaci gaba da tabbatar mata da cewa ita din tashi ce, don haka ya daidaici tsakiyar rigar ya tsargeta biyu kowanne sashe yayi gefe daban,take ya garasa haukacewa,saidai cikin ruhinsa ya gama yiwa kansa alqawarin itama yau saita dandana abinda yake dandana,sai ya sanyata ta sauka daga layi kafin komai ya shiga tsakaninsu.

Cikin qasa da minti goma sha biyar ya sauketa tsaf daga kan layi,tun tana turjiya tare da qoqarin tureshi har jikinta ya fara saki yana amsar sagonnin da yake bata,kafin zuwa wani lokaci gaba daya ya samu yadda yakeso,ta sakar masa ragama gama daya,itama kuma ya aike da tunaninta can wata duniya me nisa qwarai.
Sai da komai ya kammala sannan bacin rai da
kunya suka addabeta,ta cusa kanta qasan pillow tana sakin wani siririn kuka,kukan takaici da baqincikin yadda ya yaudareta ta sake masa jiki har haka,harda tayashi wasu abubuwan,bata manta yadda ta riqe harshensa da kyau cikin bakinta,sanda yake gogarin janye bakin sai tasa hannuwanta ta rige kansa sosai yadda bazai subuce mata ba,shi kuma yaci gaba da biye mata.

dai dai yayi saman gadon yana jin wani nishadi yana ratsashi tako ina,zuciyarsa fes tamkar farar takarda,kukanta a yau sai yake jinsa yana masa dadi cikin kunnuwansa,saboda dai dai suke da kukan shagwaba cikin qirjinsa. Idan ya tuna yadda tayi participating a wasu abubuwan sai yaji kamar ya dawo da mintunan baya ya sake moresu.

Duk yadda yaso ya lallasheta amma taqi saurarensa,har yayi wanka ya dawo taba qududune tana kukan takaicin kanta da kanta

"Na zubda ajina" take gayawa kanta da kanta. Yasan idanma yace ta tashi tayi wanka wani batu ne na daban,wannan yasanya bai tsaya ko bi ta kanta ba,ya nade hannun rigarsa sumarsa jige da damshin ruwa,ya tsugunna ya sunkuceta gaba daya.

Comforter ta riqo a gigice tana kare jikinta tare da sakin wani hawayen

"Ka saukeni Allah, Allah bazan yarda ba, Allah kuwa,bazan yarda ba, tunda ka karya yarjejeniya" murmushi ya sakar yasa tsinin hancinsa saman nata ya gogasu guri guda idanunsa a lumshe

"Keep quiet babe,i also break my rules for you" ya fada softly,sai kawai ji tayi ya tsundumata cikin bathtub.

Ko daya bai saurareta ba,sai data dinga masa magiya tana hawaye sannan yabar mata toilet din. Sanda ta fito kamar surukarsa haka ta koma, kaya ta diba ta koma toilet ta saka sannan ta dawo,har yanzu hawaye takeyi.

Sofa bed ta koma ta cure guri daya,yana zaune daga gefan gadon yana addu'o'in bacci ta gasan idanunsa yake qare mata kallo. Tun yana jin motsinta a hankali har yaji shiru,hakan ne ya bashi alamar cewa bacci ya dauketa. A nutse ya miqe ya isa gareta, tsaye yayi a kanta,hannuwansa zube a qirjinsa yana qare mata kallo,wani sassanyan murmushi ne yake fita daga kan fuskarsa,yana jin zuciyarsa kamqr wanda aka cirota daga qirjinsa aka wanketa. Abu guda daya tal a yanzun zaice yana damunsa,shima kuma tunda ya tsananta addu'a yaketa samun nutsuwa karsashi da kuma kyakkyawan tunani akan hanyoyin da zai magance komai.

A hankali ya durqusa saman kanta,ya sanya hannuwansa duka biyun ya tattarota ya dagata cak zuwa girjinsa. Sosai ta firgita, saidai suna hada ido tayi laqwas, idanunta suna hada wasu sabbin hawayen, saita maidasu ta rufe tana jin,tana jin tsananin kunyar hada idanu dashi a yau din. Hawayen suka biyo gasan rufaffun idanunta,tana jin ya gama da ita,har ya sata ta sauka a layi,da wanne idon zata iya ci gaba da kallon shi?.

Lumshe nasa idon yayi ya bude yana duban fuskarta dake qirjinsa,har cikin zuciyarsa yakejin ba dadi akan fitar hawayenta

"Kina bugatar second round ne?" Ya fada qasa qasa.
Rasa me zatace tayi,wato yama gama rainata gaba daya? sai kawai ta fashe da kukan sosal tana cewa

"Allah sai na rama,Allah"

"That's wonderful.
. I like it, kice nayi kwanciyata za'a
shayar dani da...

.." Bai garasa fadi ba kalaman suka
katse saboda cizon data sakar masa a qirjinsa. Tana jin shi kadai ne abinda zata iyayi ta rama abinda yayi matan.

"Wash Allah...... maji zata jimin ciwo" ya furta yana sakinmurmushi sosai,karon farko da yayi murmushi ne cakude da dariya,yana jin wani shauqi yana dibansa. Sauri yayi ya kaita saman gadon yabi bayanta ya sanyata ta garfin tsiya a jikinsa ya kuma nannadesu da duvet, ya hanata dukkan wani motso,tun tana kici kici har ta sallama masa.

*_Washegari*

Tun da safen taji cikinta yayi wayam kamar bata taba sanya masa abinci ba,sai data leqo taji bataji motsinsa ba,don tun sallar asuba da ya fita ta maida key ta rufe,ta bude ta lallaba ta shige kitchen din.

A gurguje ta dafa tea,ta soya qwai tayi toasting bread guda uku. Daga gaban kitchen cabinet din ta tsaya tana ci a gurguje,so take ta gama ta koma daki kafin ya risketa.

Tana tsaka da ci tattausan gamshinsa yayi mata sallama,bata waiwaya ba don ta saddaqar shine, ta cusa bread din a bakinta tayi tsaye kawai tana jin takunsa. A nutse ya kamo qugunta ya manna da jikinsa,ya dora kansa a kafadarta ya sanya hannunsa ya jiyo da fuskarta ya zamana suna facing juna.
Miskilin murmushin nan nasa dake da wuyar gani ya
saki

"Halan marowaciya ce ke ko?" Ya furta yana lullumshe mata ido, kamar wanda ke jin bacci. Bai jira tace komai ba ya kai bakinsa a nutse saman nata bakin. Bread din ya gutsira a tausashe, numfashinsa ya gauraye da nata,ya janye idanun a nutse yana tauna bread din, sai ya kama hannunta dake riqe da cup na tea din yakai bakinsa ya kurba a hankali. Kai ya jinjina,komai ta dafa yana da wani irin taste na daban da baya jinsa a ko ina. Ko daya hadiye dake gutsire sauran na bakinta yayi,sannu sannu sai gashi ya cinye mata bread din tas da tea din,ya saketa a nutse yana murmushi

"Thanks for this beautiful breakfast,i love you" yayi maganar yana tafiya da baya da baya idanunsa a kanta kamar bazai janye ba. Har yakai qofa sannan ya juya da hanzari ya qarasa ficewa yana jin shauqi na ratsashi.

A gurguje ta juya itama tana wucewa daki, ko ina cikin kanta na maimaita amsa kuwwar muryarsa cikin taushin nan nata da kalmarsa ta qarshe ta

"| LOVE YOU"

"He loves me?" Ta tambayi kanta tana tsaiwa gaban madubi tana duban fuskarta. Ta yaya zai fada sonta indai har da gaske ne? bayan dab take da kammala aikinta ta koma inda tafi wayo?, qwaqwalwarta ta daure tsam, daidai lokacin da kira ya shigo wayarta. Da sauri ta dauka tana komawa gefen gado, maji ce,kamar tasan kuwa a yau take shawarar kiranta,ta tabbatar itace hanya mafi sauqi da zata bi tayi tafiyarta a sirrance cikin kwanciyar hankali. Cikin kunya da nauyi ta daga kiran.

Kamilar muryar maji din ta ziyarci kunnenta da kyakkyawar sallama

"Ibnaty.....kaif einty"

"Barka da warhaka maji" sãahar din ta fada tana murmushi cikin kunya matuqa,kunyar da sai a yanzu takejinta ta gasken,irin kunyar dake wanzuwa tsakanin suruka da surukarta

"Barka kadai d'iyata,munyi waya da nadeeya tace kina sashenki,ina fatan komai lafiya,kuma komai yana tafiya cikin kiyayewar ubangiji ba tare da matsala ba?"

"Komai lafiya alhamdulillah"

"Nima ina gab da dawowa,wata matsala ce takeson faruwa fil usbu'il maadi(cikin satin da ya wuce) wala kin in sha Allah sa'arji'u ilaikum fi hazash shahr(saidai in sha

Allah zan dawo gareku cikin wannan watan)"

"Allah ya amince maji munyi kewarki, nahnu mushtaquna ilaiki(munyi kewarki)" murmushi ta saki cike da jin dadi

"Wa'ana aidan yabnaty (nima haka d'iyata)"

"Maji" ta kirata a sanyaye

"Na'am diyata,me yake faruwa?" Ta fada kai tsaye saboda yanayin kiran da taji tayi mata

"Akwai maganar da nakeso mui,nayi wani danyan hukunci ba tare da neman shawararki ba"

"Karkiji komai diyata,nayi imanin ba zaki taba cutar da kowa nawa ba,saboda addu'ata a kanki take,kuma Allah ya zabar mana ke,na tabbatar in sha Allah ke da duk abinda zakizo mana dashi alkhairi ne,gayamin kanki tsaye, menene?"

*HUGUMA*

* TABARMAR KASHI_*

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"Na shirya tafiya da fadeela don yi mata aiki ta rabu da lalurar da take fama da ita a sirrance ba tare da ko mahaifinta va sani ba bare mutanen da muke rayuwa
tare dasu ba"

"Allahu akhbar " maji ta maimaita har sau uku
"Kamar tare dake muke wanann tunanin? wannan shine abinda na shirya aiwatarwa na farko bayan na dawo Nigeria,na baki goyon baya alf bil alf(dari bisa dari)"

"Amma maji, banason kowa ya sani saboda ina tsoron kada a sanya abun yaqi yiwuwa" kamilin murmushi maji ta saki

"Fauziyya hajiya qarama,ko ba ita kike tsoron kada ta sanya moha ya hana ba?,ina da labarin yadda tayi ruwa tayi tsaki ta hana duk wata maganar da za'a tayar akan a yiwa fadeela aiki,na bar zancen ne akan cewa ni daya zan iya aiwatar da aikin, koda ita din bataso,saboda nasan duk inda takai ga girman kaidinta,bata isa ta sanya moha ya hanani ba.….....har yanzu bakisan me fauziyya ta yiwa rayuwata ba,zauna da kyau diyata yau na gaya miki labarin da masu shekaru irin naki dake rayuwa tare dani basu sani ba" a sanyaye sãahar ta gyara zamanta saman gadon sosai, tun kafin taji komai daga bakin maji jikinta ya sanyaya,ba abinda take haskowa sai fuskar hajiya qarama a sannan.

* TUNA BAYA 1988 *

Mummunar faduwa gabanta yayi,wani irin hargitsatsen kallo daya watsa mata shi ya sanyata cikin rudani, batasan me tayi masa banda kulle qofa da tafiya da key din,kallon daya watsa mata yafi qarfin wannan laifin, kallo ne na zallar qasqanci da kuma tsana,tasan dai ranar yau lafiya galau suka rabu,ya fita cike da murna zai karbo upper dinsa aiki ya samu,suna ta murna dukkansu tare da saka ran fita daga tsanani zuwa sauqi, sai dukka gwiwarta tayi sanyi da irin nau'in kallon da yake jefa mata.

Kafin ta qaraso ainihin tsakar gidan sai wulgawar fauziyya ta gani, wadda kanta ke daure da bandeji da yayi tsatstsafar jini gaba daya daga samansa,ta nufeshi a gigice ta cukuikuyeshi tana neman mafaka a bayansa,bakinta na wani irin rawa na zallar toro da firgici take cewa

"Na shiga uku akh, gata nan ta dawo,don Allah ka boyeni,kada ka bari ta qaraso,wallahi zata qarasa illatani kamar yadda taci alwashi" tayi maganar tana wani irin haki da tawar jiki, kamar wadda tayi gudun kwana da wuni.

Baki kawai ta saki galala tana kallon fauziyya,qwaqwalwarta gaba daya ta rikice,me take nufi ne? saita maida dubanta ga bandejin kanta tana mamakin me ya sameta daga fitarta

"Bata isa tayi miki komai ba,a yau qarshen al 'amarinta yazo, muguntarta a kanki kuma ta qare!" Muryarsa mai zurfi dake fita da amon fushi ta fusgi hankalinta, saita maida dubanta kansu gaba daya, kwanyarta na sake rikicewa da salon maganganunsu da ba ganewa takeyi ba.